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(*) (*) * (*)~*~(*) HOE E'ZINE RELEASE #883
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~ 0 0 ~* *~ 0 hOGS ~ "I Am Laughing At You:
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( 0*~*~*0 ( ) 0*~*~ oF ) An Angsty Rant"
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~ 0 0 ~ ~ 0 eNTROPY ~ By: Anjee
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* 0 0 * * 0 * 10-23-99
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cold. a dark world. blank. my head, heart, soul, entire, self.
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empty. i want to go to the ball. will you take me? i wish for feelings
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that transcend. time and. everything. the blackness takes over!
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disposing of all. that means. something. everything (to me).
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their stare, sharp and mean dabs away at my brain. it hurts a
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little, kind of. i want to remain secret, yet shout it out. it makes me
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sad. sad, sad, sad! she has all she needs, but she is sad. silly, girl.
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greedy, greedy, greedy little girl! don't take things for granted. never
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steal. but then, how will i get what i desire from people unwilling to
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provide it for me? silly girl, find the ones who are! silly narrator, you
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don't know what the fuck you're talking about. do not swear. i will never
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do it again, i swear.
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deep. thoughts rushing. mean. entities disturbing. my sleep.
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voices, all mine. but i really just have one. souls burning within. the
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little hell that resides in my heater. warming my room. waiting for my
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turn to stand up and yell obsceneties at the world. a collective FUCK YOU
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on the part of all my different selves. releasing my metaphorical penis for
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the world to suck.
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can you hear what i am thinking? can you sense my rage and
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frustration despite the silliness and smiles? can you really say that you
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know how i feel? no! i am all that is not you! and you, my precious
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little fuckhead, are a liar. how can all that has not been, and will
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probably never be, torment me so, my darling asswipe? lead me on & i will
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use you until i have emptied every last bit of all you have. i will steal
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all that is yours and swear to laugh at you.
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i am laughing at you.
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can. you. hear. it?
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have you gone into hysterics yet,
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my sweet dickwad?
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i am laughing at you.
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heehee.
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( *(c) hOGS oF eNTROPY pRESS* HOE #882 ~ WRITTEN BY: ANJEE ~ 10/23/99 )
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