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ooooo ooooo .oooooo. oooooooooooo HOE E'ZINE RELEASE #845
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`888' `888' d8P' `Y8b `888' `8
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888 888 888 888 888 "Dear"
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888ooooo888 888 888 888oooo8
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888 888 888 888 888 " by Phairgirl
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888 888 `88b d88' 888 o 9/24/99
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o888o o888o `Y8bood8P' o888ooooood8
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Dear.
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You expected the silly, stupid side that everyone else sees. You
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expected the smiles and laughter that light up tired faces. You expected
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the utterances that shock and appall the masses one after another. You
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expected the cute, the ugly, the witty, and the absurd.
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My blunt edge drew you in. My mystery captivated you. My hook was
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willingly met on the other end, and I took full advantage. I amused, I
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bewildered, I took downhill curves and twisted them uphill. And when it
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was all over, I was still there, with you.
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I gave in too much. You learned secrets I don't share even with
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myself. You fumbled in my maze, my deranged mind beginning to scare you.
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My internal havoc wrenched you right along with it, battering and scarring
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your innocent soul. My picture changed; there was no more beauty.
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Dear, please forgive me for being this way. Please stop running
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away, frightened and confused. I've been alone inside for longer than I
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know, but somehow, you need to reach me.
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I'm sorry that I scare you. I'm sorry I'm not simple, or likeable,
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or stable. I'm sorry I wasn't the girl of your dreams, the realization of
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your fantasy, the truth in your reality. I am sick. But I would love your
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help.
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Love your help...
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Dear.
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[ (c) !LA HOE REVOLUCION PRESS! HOE #845 - WRITTEN BY: PHAIRGIRL - 9/24/99 ]
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