145 lines
7.7 KiB
Plaintext
145 lines
7.7 KiB
Plaintext
|
|
||
|
|
[--------------------------------------------------------------------------]
|
||
|
|
ooooo ooooo .oooooo. oooooooooooo HOE E'ZINE RELEASE #816
|
||
|
|
`888' `888' d8P' `Y8b `888' `8
|
||
|
|
888 888 888 888 888 "Letters"
|
||
|
|
888ooooo888 888 888 888oooo8
|
||
|
|
888 888 888 888 888 " by Six
|
||
|
|
888 888 `88b d88' 888 o 9/1/99
|
||
|
|
o888o o888o `Y8bood8P' o888ooooood8
|
||
|
|
[--------------------------------------------------------------------------]
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
The following file is a series of letters to people I have written
|
||
|
|
over the years. It's my non-confrontational way of dealing the crap. I
|
||
|
|
thought I would put them all together, and maybe one of the people they're
|
||
|
|
directed to would get a glimpse. Some of these letters are very personal in
|
||
|
|
nature and might not make too much sense.
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
[-----]
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
To whom it may concern:
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
You know who YOU are. You need to stop. I don't know why you have made
|
||
|
|
it your personal mission to cut me up to everyone, especially when I
|
||
|
|
I have done NOTHING to you personally. YES I have done some shitty
|
||
|
|
things 5 years ago, and yes I had some sex. As it was so well put in
|
||
|
|
Chasing Amy.. Yes, I had some sex and that's all it was sex, somethings I
|
||
|
|
did out of stupidity, somethings I did out of what I thought was love,
|
||
|
|
but good or bad they were my choices and WHO ARE YOU to judge me for
|
||
|
|
them. I am sorry that your life is so empty that you have to concern
|
||
|
|
your self with mine. This has been going on for years now and I'm sick
|
||
|
|
of it. Grow up, get over it move on.
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
[-----]
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
To whom it may concern:
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
You manipulative, lying son of a bitch. I don't know what the fuck your
|
||
|
|
problem is, but you seriously need help. Don't play all innocent like you
|
||
|
|
weren't being a bastard to me the entire time we dated. Yes, there is
|
||
|
|
something wrong with constantly pointing out my faults, especially in front
|
||
|
|
of other people. There is something wrong with comparing me to other girls
|
||
|
|
and asking why I can't be more like them. If you want someone like them
|
||
|
|
DATE THEM. Stop putting me through this bullshit. It's one thing when you
|
||
|
|
tease me it's all in fun. But sometimes, more often than you care to admit,
|
||
|
|
you are a cruel bastard. NOW, this shit comes up about you and your ex.
|
||
|
|
Talking to her like every night on the phone, and then unplugging your phone
|
||
|
|
when I come over in case she calls. Or incase one of the other girls you
|
||
|
|
talk to calls. Now I find out you call me a slut behind me back. Ya know
|
||
|
|
do you get off on humiliating people? Fuck you, man Fuck YOU. Do you wanna
|
||
|
|
know the truth. You are ugly, and I don't just mean on the outside. I mean
|
||
|
|
all over you are an angry, cruel hateful person. Going by your OH SO high
|
||
|
|
standards I doubt you're even good enough to be your own friend. I don't
|
||
|
|
know why I wasted any time on you, or even trusted you for a split second.
|
||
|
|
Someday you're going to be alone and unhappy with all your money, I can't
|
||
|
|
wait for that day. I want you to know that the reason you're alone is
|
||
|
|
because you are one mean son of a bitch, and you are not good enough for
|
||
|
|
anyone.
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
[-----]
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
To whom it may concern:
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
It is your fault. I don't care how innocent you play. It is your fault
|
||
|
|
Tommy died. You drove him to it. We all know he was unstable, but then you
|
||
|
|
should have just left him, not fucked every single one of his friends. Can
|
||
|
|
you even imagine that, to find out one day that the girl you wanna marry
|
||
|
|
doesn't love you, never has, and has been doing everyone of your 'friends'
|
||
|
|
for years? Christ girl, what's wrong with you? I wonder what its like to
|
||
|
|
think that the world revolves around you. To wake up every morning and
|
||
|
|
think I am so amazing I have the right to hurt sweet people. I have the
|
||
|
|
right to break their hearts, ruin their lives, drive them to kill
|
||
|
|
themselves. Bitch, I hope you die.
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
[-----]
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
To whom it may concern:
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
Girl, I miss you. Jewles it's been over a year now, and you're never coming
|
||
|
|
back. You're my best friend and I will never have a better friend. Why did
|
||
|
|
you have to be so stupid and do this to your self. I wish everyday I could
|
||
|
|
have left the night before, or driven faster, just to have stopped you.
|
||
|
|
This isn't how it's supposed to be. You were going to get married. I was
|
||
|
|
going to be your maid of honor, and vice versa. There were so many things
|
||
|
|
we were going to do. But now it's just me. Sometimes something happens,
|
||
|
|
like I will catch some air that smells like the New Hampshire woods in the
|
||
|
|
rain. It will remind me of that first time you said, hey put down your book
|
||
|
|
and lets go catch some frogs. The feel of the sun on my skin at the beach
|
||
|
|
will remind me of watching the boys play soccer while we ooo'd over how cute
|
||
|
|
they looked in their Umbros. If it wasn't for you I would have never been
|
||
|
|
even close to normal. You taught me what normal kids do. You gave me my
|
||
|
|
first New Kids on the Block tape! I had a boyfriend last year that was a
|
||
|
|
total asshole, I stayed with him for a really long time when I shouldn't
|
||
|
|
have, YOU would have kicked me in the ass and said AL dump him, you don't
|
||
|
|
need him, and I would have listened. I have a new boyfriend now, an awesome
|
||
|
|
one. He's everything on 'The List' yes.. THAT list. As soon as I got to
|
||
|
|
know him I thought, 'I wish I could call Jewles and tell her'. Instead I
|
||
|
|
had to write you a letter, and leave it by a stone. It's not fair girl.
|
||
|
|
Part of me loves you and misses you so much, but the other part is selfish
|
||
|
|
and hates you, because you're not here to be my best friend anymore.
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
[-----]
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
To whom it may concern:
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
You were the first, you I have no sympathy for. You had it all man.
|
||
|
|
Everything. Livin at home, getting money from your family, you didn't have
|
||
|
|
to go to school. Nothing. Just work on your music all day and all night.
|
||
|
|
You also had my sister, that loved you more than anything. I still
|
||
|
|
remember, her scream. The night before when I knew at 3am when the guys
|
||
|
|
came over the house and woke me up. I heard them tell mom and dad. I
|
||
|
|
stayed up all night dreading that morning, when my sister was going to find
|
||
|
|
out. That scream, that was the most horrible sound I ever heard. She
|
||
|
|
collapsed on to the floor man. Just out right collapsed. How could you do
|
||
|
|
this to her, to your mom, your grandma, your cousin. Everyone. I remember
|
||
|
|
so clearly going to the mall to buy her the dress, the dress that still
|
||
|
|
hangs in the back of her closet. She was so skinny. I bought her a black
|
||
|
|
velvet china-doll dress, like Astrid wore. She was so skinny. My dad cried
|
||
|
|
at the sight of her. It took her years. She's better now. I just thought
|
||
|
|
you should know what you did. I hope you heard that scream too.
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
[-----]
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
To whom it may concern:
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
Cheerleading Captain, Student Body President, Field Hockey Captain, Princess
|
||
|
|
of SPHS. It's so weird how you were in charge. You weren't all that
|
||
|
|
pretty, you weren't all that nice. But for some reason, we just let you
|
||
|
|
rule. I saw you the other day, but you didn't see me. You're like 350
|
||
|
|
pounds now. HAHA GOOD, Bitch. That's what you get for thinking you're
|
||
|
|
unstoppable. Apparently now only your ass is unstoppable. I don't know the
|
||
|
|
point of this. I just wanted to be a wench and laugh at you in your misery
|
||
|
|
:>
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
[-----]
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
To whom it may concern:
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
You are the person I thank god every day I met. Your influence on me was
|
||
|
|
nothing but good. You taught me there was more to life than NJ, and the
|
||
|
|
tangible. You've done more in 26 years then most people do in their lives.
|
||
|
|
You are simply awesome D. Thank you for teaching me.
|
||
|
|
|
||
|
|
[--------------------------------------------------------------------------]
|
||
|
|
[ (c) !LA HOE REVOLUCION PRESS! HOE #816 - WRITTEN BY: SIX - 9/1/99 ]
|