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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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No Money, Mo' Problems
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Biggie Smalls should have renamed his last big hit to "No Money, Mo'
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Problems", as it makes more sense. Let me take you for a small walk to
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a place where my fantasy world leaks into your world.
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So there I was, lying in my bed, wondering if one of my many job offers was
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gonna call and finish what it started, when it hits me. It smacked me harder
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than a girl I tell I wanna butt fuck. I have't been on any kind of vacation
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in over a year. Other people I live with (who don't work or weren't at the
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time) get to go all over the place and visit home, or just leave for weeks
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on end for fun. Not me, I have to work, or spend my time looking for work
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after my untimely firing. It used to not bother me, I maintain my own little
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world in my head where things are ok, and my hard work and kindness (when I
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have any) will pay off. But now the real world is starting to creep in,
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causing me endless problems. Money gets tight, things start to look bleak
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and I think I'm not doing my duty to the people that live with me. Oh yes,
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it's my duty. I promised one that I would take care of her, and the other
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I owe. I don't mind. I created this world, it didn't sneak up on me.
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So I'm thinking about this vacation. I want to go somewhere. Home, another
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state to visit people, pretty much anywhere. But I just can't swing it. I
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don't have the finances for this. Others seem to, but I don't. Now you may
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find this a petty complaint on my part, but I beg to differ. I've got
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problems. Serious problems. People that know me know this for a fact. I've
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kept the "bad evil" side of me at bay for quite some time now, but I know
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if I don't start getting the things *I* want, it'll be back. Back with a
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vengeance. One roommate was overheard telling someone that they needed to
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find "less psychotic" people to live with. Hell, I know I go off the deep
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end sometimes, but shit. All people ever see is the mood swings and the
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violence. The never stop to think what is going on in my head to cause
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them. And when I try to explain, I just get blank stares or "Yeah, I know"
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just to placate me. But what more can I ask for from "normal" people?
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The big and small of it is, I know I'm not going anywhere except back to
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work. While I want to go back to work and know I need to, I want more.
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Don't we all? I don't want everything I ask for. Just the small things.
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I guess the question is, "What to do now?"
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Apok0lyps
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