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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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Dam's Random Fuckin' Thoughts
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Forward by OverDriver; Dam was drunk off his fuckin' ass, so keep that
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in mind when you read this.
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Don't fuckin ask about this file. This is the free flow of raw
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emotions and thoughts, and I am near a computer so I guess I will write
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this down. Who knows, I may never release this file. For the record. I
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have had several margaritas, a few beers, and a shot of tequila, AND I am
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watching _Pump Up The Volume_. That happens to be one of the best fucking
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movies. Anyway, 50% of the F.U.C.K. members are here, and 75% of the
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VIRaXe members are here. (if you don't know what that means, don't worry
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about it).
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Like the title said, random thoughts. After watching this movie
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for the umpteenth time you really have to question today's society and how
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it affects teenagers. "Society is mutating so fast, that anyone over the
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age of 20 doesn't know what is going on." or something like that. How fuckin'
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true is that? No matter what you do, 50% of society looks down on you. They
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say you are messed up, that you are a failure, or whathefuckever. I say you
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are closer to normal than you can ever think. They say you are a failure,
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but why? Just because you don't conform to "normal" society expectations,
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you don't fit in. Who gives a shit. Don't fit in, be your own person.
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Unfortunately I am forced to fit in more than I care for, but when I sit
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down and think about it, I hate myself for it. Be yourself. 'Nuff said.
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Lessee. What next...ok. F.U.C.K. files. Recently, I have read a
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few posts by other BBSers, that say F.U.C.K. files are blatant ripoffs of
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cDc files. First, like I have said before, these are NOT meant to be ripoffs
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of cDc files. Since F.U.C.K. has been around, I have periodically made sure
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that the starter of cDc doesn't have a problem with what I am doing. Each
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time he has said that these aren't just cDc wannabes. He (cDc founder) has
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downloaded every file, and continues to do so. Recently in mail, he has said
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that he thinks these files aren't copies of cDc, and that they are different
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and somewhat cool. Swamp Ratte' is who I am talking about, and I know him
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and all, and each time he says he doesn't have a problem with it. Either way,
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these are NOT meant to compete with cDc files, but just meant to get ideas
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floating around other people's minds. The person who criticized these files
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say that they suck, and that they are cDc wannabe's, and that I am on an
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ego trip. Hmmm. First, do they suck? Maybe, but I doubt it. I am an english
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major, therefore I have had writing classes, my thoughts aren't screwed up
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too much, and that is all they are. Next, cDc wannabe's. Don't think so.
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There are countless other text files that are closer to cDc files than
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these. Also. Lets say these are meant to be like cDc files. What does that
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say? It says I like them, and that they are cool. So that makes it like this:
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1) I am not copying them. 2) I am copying them and I like them.
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Either way, it is cool. Text files are text files. Even if these
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are like the cDc files, all they are, are text files. They are meant to be
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read, nothing more. All they are, are my thoughts, on the screen, and other
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people's thoughts, nothing else. If my thoughts coincide with thoughts
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of the cDc authors, then who cares? We are all mortal, have about the same
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brain compacity, and same thought paterns. If someone copied these files,
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I would take it as a compliment. cDc will be around for quite a while, and
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has nothing to fear from a new text file group. Plain and simple. So in
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conclusion, to the person who says these files suck, think about it.
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Next, to any other new text file series out there. I don't care who
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you are, or what you are writing. If you are vaguley copying another group,
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so what? All you are doing is showing that you like a paticular group, and
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that you want your thoughts out among the general BBS popluation. Nothing
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wrong with that at all. If you are one who criticizes text files, and say
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they are boring, then get a clue. They are one of the best things that could
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happen to the BBS community and anyone else. I have recently found out that
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someone printed up a few of these files, and took them to school, and showed
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them to teachers and friend. I really never thought that would happen and
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when I think about it, I guess that is more than I could have hoped for.
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All I wanted out of these files is to get a few general thoughts and opinions
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out among other people that don't think about things. And apparently I have.
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I know of someone else that has done the same with cDc files, and other text
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file series. What more could a text file writer ask for?
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BBSing in general. Looks like the debate between "elite" and "newbie"
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is coming out again here in Lubbock, Texas. There has always been question
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as to if someone can be "elite" or better than the rest. Some people think
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that "elite" means that you think you are phsyically/mentally better than
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other people. Other people think that "elite" means you have more access
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around town than other people. Bah. Who gives a shit? I have recently been
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blamed by others for thinking myself "elite" even though I have not posted
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the word 'elite' in a public post for over three months. Who cares what you
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call it? Fact is this. Some people have more/better access to BBSs, and other
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things than other people. Whether you call it 'elite' or 'better' or whatever
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it doesn't matter. It means the same thing, and it means nothing in general.
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BBSing is a hobby for me like a majority of people. Others take it far more
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seriously apparently. Some people think that I take it very seriously, and
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in some cases I do. I care about my board, and what goes on there. I care
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about the boards I am co-sysop on, and I care about cool boards I am on, that
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restrict access to. That doesn't mean they are elite, that just means they
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have some standards on general access is all. I restrict access to my board
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because I am tired of bullshit local users that don't think before they post,
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and because they don't know about the "good ole' days" of BBSing. I don't
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have anything really illegal on my board or anything, just that I don't
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care for the average BBSer.
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So what I am getting at is this. I don't give a fuck if you hate me,
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hate my board, hate the text files I started. You are as meaningless to me
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as most of the other 'mensch' I am forced to interact with. People suck, and
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the more I have to deal with them, the more I hate them. Some people, no
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names mentioned, call that an ego trip, but I say fuck that. These are the
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same people that have ego trips as big, if not bigger, than mine. Fuck ego.
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Who gives a shit if someone has an ego? It is their business. Not yours.
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All in all, have an open mind about everything. Especially
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text files. Text files are opinions, and nothing more. If you can't respect
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someone else's opinions, then you oughta be shot in the fucking head. You
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are a menace to society, and don't deserve to live. Plain and simple.
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Keep an open mind about EVERYTHING and this world will be a fucking decent
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place to live. Not quite this shithole it is now.
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Bah. Another person who is sober, has told me that this file is
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coherent surprisingly. We just talked about this whole file for several
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minutes now. They tell me to say "Fuck you" to whoever says these files
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suck, but if it is your opinion, then it is yours, and I have no say in
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the matter.
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Believe what you want. Read these files based on your OWN opinions,
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not those of someone else on an ago trip. heh.
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-Dam
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-The Dam(ned)
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PS: This is not written to any specific person. *cough*
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= Questions, comments, bitches, ideas, etc : z3mar@ttacs.ttu.edu : FUCK =
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= Official F.U.C.K. Distribution sites and information =
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= Board Number Other =
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= ----- ------ ----- =
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= Immortal Hate 806.745.8879 World HQ =
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= Ionic Destruction 215.722.0570 Eastern HQ =
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= PcI 806.794.1438 NUP: ORWELL WAS RIGHT =
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= Purple Hell 806.791.0747 Dist. =
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= Accounts NOT guaranteed on any F.U.C.K. distribution site. If you are =
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= interested in writing for, or in becoming a distribution site for =
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= F.U.C.K. call Immortal Hate, and apply for an account, or mail Dam =
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= at z3mar@ttacs.ttu.edu or on Immortal Hate. Knowledge is power... =
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