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1890
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FLOWER OR LOVE
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by Oscar Wilde
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Sweet, I blame you not, for mine the fault was,
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Had I not been made of common clay
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I had climbed the higher heights unclimbed yet,
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Seen the fuller air, the larger day.
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From the wildness of my wasted passion I had
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Struck a better, clearer song,
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Lit some lighter light of freer freedom, battled
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With some Hydra-headed wrong.
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Had my lips been smitten into music by the
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Kisses that but made them bleed,
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You had walked with Bice and the angels on
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That verdant and enamelled mead.
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I had trod the road which Dante treading saw
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The suns of seven circles shine,
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Ay! perchance had seen the heavens opening, as
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They opened to the Florentine.
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And the mighty nations would have crowned me,
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Who am crownless now and without name,
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And some orient dawn had found me kneeling
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On the threshold of the House of Fame
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I had sat within that marble circle where the
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Oldest bard is as the young,
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And the pipe is ever dropping honey, and the
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Lyre's strings are ever strung.
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Keats had lifted up his hymeneal curls from out
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The poppy-seeded wine,
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With ambrosial mouth had kissed my forehead,
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Clasped the hand of noble love in mine.
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And at springtime, when the apple-blossoms
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Brush the burnished bosom of the dove,
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Two young lovers lying in an orchard would
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Have read the story of our love.
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Would have read the legend of my passion,
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Known the bitter secret of my heart,
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Kissed as we have kissed, but never parted as
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We two are fated now to part.
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For the crimson flower of our life is eaten by
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The canker-worm of truth,
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And no hand can gather up the fallen withered
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Petals of the rose of youth.
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Yet I am not sorry that I loved you- ah! what
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Else had I a boy to do,-
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For the hungry teeth of time devour, and the
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Silent-footed years pursue.
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Rudderless, we drift athwart a tempest, and
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When once the storm of youth is past,
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Without lyre, without lute or chorus, Death a
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Silent pilot comes at last.
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And within the grave there is no pleasure, for
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The blind-worm battens on the root,
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And Desire shudders into ashes, and the tree of
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Passion bears no fruit.
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Ah! what else had I to do but love you, God's
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Own mother was less dear to me,
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And less dear the Cytheraean rising like an
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Argent lily from the sea.
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I have made my choice, have lived my poems,
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And, though youth is gone in wasted days,
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I have found the lover's crown of myrtle
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Better than the poet's crown of bays.
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THE END
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