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From: dgross@polyslo.csc.calpoly.edu (Dave Gross)
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Subject: Confessions of an English Opium Eater (an excerpt)
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Message-ID: <1992Mar28.051404.2019@petunia.csc.calpoly.edu>
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Date: Sat, 28 Mar 1992 05:14:04 GMT
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Confessions of an English Opium Eater
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by Thomas de Quincey
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THE PLEASURES OF OPIUM
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It is so long since I first took opium, that if it had been a trifling
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incident in my life, I might have forgotten its date: but cardinal events are
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not to be forgotten; and from circumstances connected with it, I remember
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that it must be referred to the autumn of 1804. During that season I was in
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London, having come thither for the first time since my entrance at college.
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And my introduction to opium arose in the following way. From an early age I
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had been accustomed to wash my head in cold water at least once a day: being
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suddenly seized with toothache, I attributed it to some relaxation caused by
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an accidental intermission of that practice; jumped out of bed; plunged my
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head into a bason of cold water; and with hair thus wetted went to sleep.
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The next morning, as I need hardly say, I awoke with excruciating rheumatic
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pains of the head and face, from which I had hardly any respite for about
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twenty days. On the twenty-first day, I think it was, and on a Sunday, that
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I went out into the streets; rather to run away, if possible, from my
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torments, than with any distinct purpose. By accident I met a college
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acquaintance who recommended opium. Opium! dread agent of unimaginable
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pleasure and pain! I had heard of it as I had of manna or of Ambrosia, but
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no further: how unmeaning a sound was it at that time! what solemn chords
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does it now strike upon my heart! what heart-quaking vibrations of sad and
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happy remembrances! Reverting for a moment to these, I feel a mystic
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importance attached to the minutest circumstances connected with the place
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and the time, and the man (if man he was) that first laid open to me the
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Paradise of Opium-eaters. It was a Sunday afternoon, wet and cheerless: and
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a duller spectacle this earth of ours has not to show than a rainy Sunday in
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London. My road homewards lay through Oxford-street; and near "the /stately/
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Pantheon," (as Mr. Wordsworth has obligingly called it) I saw a druggist's
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shop. The druggist -- unconscious minister of celestial pleasures! -- as if
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in sympathy with the rainy Sunday, looked dull and stupid, just as any mortal
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druggist might be expected to look on a Sunday; and, when I asked for the
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tincture of opium, he gave it to me as any other man might do: and
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furthermore, out of my shilling, returned me what seemed to be real copper
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halfpence, taken out of a real wooden drawer. Nevertheless, in spite of such
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indications of humanity, he has ever since existed in my mind as the beatific
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vision of an immortal druggist, sent down to earth on a special mission to
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myself. And it confirms me in this way of considering him, that, when I next
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came up to London, I sought him near the stately Pantheon, and found him not:
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and thus to me, who knew not his name (if indeed he had one) he seemed rather
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to have vanished from Oxford-street than to have removed in any bodily
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fashion. The reader may choose to think of him as, possibly, no more than a
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sublunary druggist: it may be so: but my faith is better: I believe him to
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have evanesced,{1} or evaporated. So unwillingly would I connect any mortal
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remembrances with that hour, and place, and creature, that first brought me
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acquainted with the celestial drug.
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Arrived at my lodgings, it may be supposed that I lost not a moment in taking
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the quantity prescribed. I was necessarily ignorant of the whole art and
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mystery of opium-taking: and, what I took, I took under every disadvantage.
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But I took it: -- and in an hour, oh! Heavens! what a revulsion! what an
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upheaving, from its lowest depths, of the inner spirit! what an apocalypse of
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the world within me! That my pains had vanished, was now a trifle in my
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eyes: -- this negative effect was swallowed up in the immensity of those
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positive effects which had opened before me -- in the abyss of divine
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enjoyment thus suddenly revealed. Here was a panacea -- a [pharmakon
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nepenthez] for all human woes: here was the secret of happiness, about which
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philosophers had disputed for so many ages, at once discovered: happiness
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might now be bought for a penny, and carried in the waistcoat pocket:
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portable ecstasies might be had corked up in a pint bottle: and peace of mind
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could be sent down in gallons by the mail coach. But, if I talk in this way,
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the reader will think I am laughing: and I can assure him, that nobody will
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laugh long who deals much with opium: its pleasures even are of a grave and
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solemn complexion; and in his happiest state, the opium-eater cannot present
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himself in the character of /Il Allegro/: even then, he speaks and thinks as
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becomes /Il Penseroso/. Nevertheless, I have a very reprehensible way of
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jesting at times in the midst of my own misery: and, unless when I am checked
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by some more powerful feelings, I am afraid I shall be guilty of this
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indecent practice even in these annals of suffering or enjoyment. The reader
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must allow a little to my infirm nature in this respect: and with a few
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indulgences of that sort, I shall endeavour to be as grave, if not drowsy,
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as fits a theme like opium, so anti-mercurial as it really is, and so drowsy
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as it is falsely reputed.
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And, first, one word with respect to its bodily effects: for upon all that
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has been hitherto written on the subject of opium, whether by travellers in
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Turkey (who may plead their privilege of lying as an old immemorial right),
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or by professors of medicine, writing /ex cathedra/, -- I have but one
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emphatic criticism to pronounce -- Lies! lies! lies! I remember once, in
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passing a book-stall, to have caught these words from a page of some satiric
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author: -- "By this time I became convinced that the London newspapers spoke
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truth at least twice a week, viz. on Tuesday and Saturday, and might safely
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be depended upon for -- the list of bankrupts." In like manner, I do by no
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means deny that some truths have been delivered to the world in regard to
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opium: thus it has been repeatedly affirmed by the learned, that opium is a
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dusky brown in colour; and this, take notice, I grant: secondly, that it is
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rather dear; which I also grant: for in my time, East-India opium has been
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three guineas a pound, and Turkey eight: and, thirdly, that if you eat a good
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deal of it, most probably you must -- do what is particularly disagreeable to
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any man of regular habits, viz. die.{2} These weighty propositions are, all
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and singular, true: I cannot gainsay them: and truth ever was, and will be,
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commendable. But in these three theorems, I believe we have exhausted the
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stock of knowledge as yet accumulated by man on the subject of opium. And
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therefore, worthy doctors, as there seems to be room for further discoveries,
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stand aside, and allow me to come forward and lecture on this matter.
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First, then, it is not so much affirmed as taken for granted, by all who ever
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mention opium, formally or incidentally, that it does, or can, produce
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intoxication. Now reader, assure yourself, /meo periculo/, that no quantity
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of opium ever did, or could intoxicate. As to the tincture of opium
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(commonly called laudanum) /that/ might certainly intoxicate if a man could
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bear to take enough of it; but why? because it contains so much proof spirit,
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and not because it contains so much opium. But crude opium, I affirm
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peremptorily, is incapable of producing any state of body at all resembling
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that which is produced by alcohol; and not in /degree/ only incapable, but
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even in /kind/: it is not in the quantity of its effects merely, but in the
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quality, that it differs altogether. The pleasure given by wine is always
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mounting, and tending to a crisis, after which it declines: that from opium,
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when once generated, is stationary for eight or ten hours: the first, to
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borrow a technical distinction from medicine, is a case of acute -- the
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second, of chronic pleasure: the one is a flame, the other a steady and
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equable glow. But the main distinction lies in this, that whereas wine
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disorders the mental faculties, opium, on the contrary (if taken in a proper
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manner), introduces amongst them the most exquisite order, legislation, and
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harmony. Wine robs a man of his self possession: opium greatly invigorates
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it. Wine unsettles and clouds the judgment, and gives a preternatural
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brightness, and a vivid exaltation to the contempts and the admirations, the
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loves and the hatreds, of the drinker: opium, on the contrary, communicates
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serenity and equipoise to all the faculties, active or passive: and with
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respect to the temper and moral feelings in general, it gives simply that
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sort of vital warmth which is approved by the judgment, and which would
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probably always accompany a bodily constitution of primeval or antediluvian
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health. Thus, for instance, opium, like wine, gives an expansion to the
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heart and the benevolent affections: but then, with this remarkable
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difference, that in the sudden development of kind-heartedness which
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accompanies inebriation, there is always more or less of a maudlin character,
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which exposes it to the contempt of the by-stander. Men shake hands, swear
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eternal friendship, and shed tears -- no mortal knows why: and the sensual
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creature is clearly uppermost. But the expansion of the benigner feelings,
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incident to opium, is no febrile access, but a healthy restoration to that
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state which the mind would naturally recover upon the removal of any deep-
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seated irritation of pain that had disturbed and quarrelled with the impulses
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of a heard originally just and good. True it is, that even wine, up to a
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certain point, and with certain men, rather tends to exalt and to steady the
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intellect: I myself, who have never been a great wine-drinker, used to find
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that half a dozen glasses of wine advantageously affected the faculties --
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brightened and intensified the consciousness -- and gave to the mind a
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feeling of being "ponderibus librata suis:" and certainly it is most absurdly
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said, in popular language, of any man, that he is /disguised/ in liquor: for,
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on the contrary, most men are disguised by sobriety; and it is when they are
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drinking (as some old gentleman says in Athenaeus), that men [eantonz
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emfanixondin oitinez eidin]. -- display themselves in their true complexion
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of character; which surely is not disguising themselves. But still, wine
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constantly leads a man to the brink of absurdity and extravagance; and,
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beyond a certain point, it is sure to volatilize and to disperse the
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intellectual energies: whereas opium always seems to compose what had been
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agitated, and to concentrate what had been distracted. In short, to sum up
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all in one word, a man who is inebriated, or tending to inebriation, is, and
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feels that he is, in a condition which calls up into supremacy the merely
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human, too often the brutal, part of his nature: but the opium-eater (I speak
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of him who is not suffering from any disease, or other remote effects of
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opium) feels that the diviner part of his nature is paramount; that is, the
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moral affections are in a state of cloudless serenity; and over all is the
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great light of the majestic intellect.
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This is the doctrine of the true church on the subject of opium: of which
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church I acknowledge myself to be the only member -- the alpha and the omega:
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but then it is to be recollected, that I speak from the ground of a large and
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profound personal experience: whereas most of the unscientific{3} authors who
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have at all treated of opium, and even of those who have written expressly on
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the materia medica, make it evident, from the horror they express of it, that
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their experimental knowledge of its action is none at all. I will, however,
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candidly acknowledge that I have met with one person who bore evidence to its
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intoxicating power, such as staggered my own incredulity: for he was a
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surgeon, and had himself taken opium largely. I happened to say to him, that
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his enemies (as I had heard) charged him with talking nonsense on politics,
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and that his friends apologized for him, by suggesting that he was constantly
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in a state of intoxication from opium. Now the accusation, said I, is not
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/prima facie/, and of necessity, an absurd one: but the defence /is/. To my
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surprise, however, he insisted that both his enemies and his friends were in
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the right: "I will maintain," said he, "that I /do/ talk nonsense; and
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secondly, I will maintain that I do not talk nonsense upon principle, or with
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any view to profit, but solely and simply, said he, solely and simply, --
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solely and simply (repeating it three times over), because I am drunk with
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opium; and /that/ daily." I replied that, as to the allegation of his
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enemies, as it seemed to be established upon such respectable testimony,
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seeing that the three parties concerned all agreed in it, it did not become
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me to question it; but the defence set up I must demur to. He proceeded to
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discuss the matter, and to lay down his reasons: but it seemed to me so
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impolite to pursue an argument which must have presumed a man mistaken in a
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point belonging to his own profession, that I did not press him even when his
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course of argument seemed open to objection: not to mention that a man who
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talks nonsense, even though "with no view to profit," is not altogether the
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most agreeable partner in a dispute, whether as opponent or respondent. I
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confess, however, that the authority of a surgeon, and one who was reputed a
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good one, may seem a weighty one to my prejudice: but still I must plead my
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experience, which was greater than his greatest by 7000 drops a day; and,
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though it was not possible to suppose a medical man unacquainted with the
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characteristic symptoms of vinous intoxication, it yet struck me that he
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might proceed on a logical error of using the word intoxication with too
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great latitude, and extending it generically to all modes of nervous
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excitement, connected with certain diagnostics. Some people have maintained,
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in my hearing, that they had been drunk on green tea: and a medical student
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in London, for whose knowledge in his profession I have reason to feel great
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respect, assured me, the other day, that a patient, in recovering from an
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illness, had got drunk on a beef-steak.
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Having dwelt so much on this first and leading error, in respect t opium, I
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shall notice very briefly a second and a third; which are, that the elevation
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of spirits produced by opium is necessarily followed by a proportionate
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depression, and that the natural and even immediate consequence of opium is
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torpor and stagnation, animal and mental. The first of these errors I shall
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content myself with simply denying; assuring my reader, that for ten years,
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during which I took opium at intervals, the day succeeding to that on which I
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allowed myself this luxury was always a day of unusually good spirits.
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With respect to the torpor supposed to follow, or rather (if we were to
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credit the numerous pictures of Turkish opium-eaters) to accompany the
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practice of opium-eating, I deny that also. Certainly, opium is classed under
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the head of narcotics; and some such effect it may produce in the end: but
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the primary effects of opium are always, and in the highest degree, to excite
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and stimulate the system: this first stage of its action always lasted with
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me, during my noviciate, for upwards of eight hours; so that it must be the
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fault of the opium-eater himself if he does not so time his exhibition of the
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dose (to speak medically) as that the whole weight of its narcotic influence
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may descend upon his sleep. Turkish opium-eaters, it seems, are absurd
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enough to sit, like so many equestrian statues, on logs of wood as stupid as
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themselves. But that the reader may judge of the degree in which opium is
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likely to stupify the faculties of an Englishman, I shall (by way of treating
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the question illustratively, rather than argumentively) describe the way in
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which I myself often passed an opium evening in London, during the period
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between 1804-1812. It will be seen, that at least opium did not move me to
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seek solitude, and much less to seek inactivity, or the torpid state of self-
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involution ascribed to the Turks. I give this account at the risk of being
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pronounced a crazy enthusiast or visionary: but I regard /that/ little: I
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must desire my reader to bear in mind, that I was a hard student, and at
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severe studies for all the rest of my time: and certainly had a right
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occasionally to relaxations as well as the other people: these, however, I
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allowed myself but seldom.
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The late Duke of Norfolk used to say, "Next Friday, by the blessing of
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Heaven, I purpose to be drunk:" and in like manner I used to fix beforehand
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how often, within a given time, and when, I would commit a debauch of opium.
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This was seldom more than once in three weeks: for at that time I could no
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have ventured to call every day (as I did afterwards) for "/a glass of
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laudanum negus, warm, and without sugar/." No: as I have said, I seldom
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drank laudanum, at that time, more than once in three weeks: this was usually
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on a Tuesday or a Saturday night; my reason for which was this. In those
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days Grassini sang at the Opera: and her voice was delightful to me beyond
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all that I had ever heard. I know not what may be the state of the Opera-
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house now, having never been within its walls for seven or eight years, but
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at that time it was by much the most pleasant place of public resort in
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London for passing an evening. Five shillings admitted one to the gallery,
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which was subject to far less annoyance than the pit of the theatres: the
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orchestra was distinguished by its sweet and melodious grandeur from all
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English orchestras, the composition of which, I confess, is not acceptable to
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my ear, from the predominance of the clangorous instruments, and the absolute
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tyranny of the violin. The choruses were divine to hear: and when Grassini
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appeared in some interlude, as she often did, and poured forth her passionate
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soul as Andromache, at the tomb of Hector, &c. I question whether any Turk, of
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all that ever entered the Paradise of opium-eaters, can have had half the
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pleasure I had. But, indeed, I honour the Barbarians too much by supposing
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them capable of any pleasures approaching to the intellectual ones of an
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Englishman. For music is an intellectual or a sensual pleasure, according to
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the temperament of him who hears it. And, by the bye, with the exception of
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the fine extravaganza on that subject in Twelfth Night, I do not recollect
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more than one thing said adequately on the subject of music in all
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literature: it is a passage in the /Religio Medici/{4} of Sir T. Brown; and,
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though chiefly remarkable for its sublimity, has also a philosophic value,
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inasmuch as it points to the true theory of musical effects. The mistake of
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most people is to suppose that it is by the ear they communicate with music,
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and, therefore, that they are purely passive to its effects. But this is not
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so: it is by the re-action of the mind upon the notices of the ear, (the
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/matter/ coming by the senses, the /form/ from the mind) that the pleasure is
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constructed: and therefore it is that people of equally good ear differ so
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much in this point from one another. Now opium, by greatly increasing the
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activity of the mind generally, increases, of necessity, that particular mode
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of its activity by which we are able to construct out of the raw material of
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organic sound an elaborate intellectual pleasure. But, says a friend, a
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succession of musical sounds is to me like a collection of Arabic characters:
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I can attach no ideas to them. Ideas! my good sir? there is no occasion for
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them: all that class of ideas, which can be available in such a case, has a
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language of representative feelings. But this is a subject foreign to my
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present purposes: it is sufficient to say, that a chorus, &c. of elaborate
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harmony, displayed before me, as in a piece of arras work, the whole of my
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past life -- not, as if recalled by an act of memory, but as if present and
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incarnated in the music: no longer painful to dwell upon: but the detail of
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its incidents removed, or blended in some hazy abstraction; and its passions
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exalted, spiritualized, and sublimed. All this was to be had for five
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shillings. And over nd above the music of the stage and the orchestra, I
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had all around me, in the intervals of the performance, the music of the
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Italian language talked by Italian women: for the gallery was usually crowded
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with Italians: and I listened with a pleasure such as that with which Weld
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the traveller lay and listened, in Canada, to the sweet laughter of Indian
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women; for the less you understand of a language, the more sensible you are
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to the melody or harshness of its sounds: for such a purpose, therefore, it
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was an advantage to me that I was a poor Italian scholar, reading it but
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little, and not speaking it at all, nor understanding a tenth part of what I
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heard spoken.
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These were my Opera pleasures: but another pleasure I had which, as it could
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be had only on a Saturday night, occasionally struggled with my love of the
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Opera; for, at that time, Tuesday and Saturday were the regular Opera nights.
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On this subject I am afraid I shall be rather obscure, but, I can assure the
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reader, not at all more so than Marinus in his life of Proclus, or many other
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biographers and auto-biographers of fair reputation. This pleasure, I have
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said, was to be had only on a Saturday night. What then was Saturday night
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to me more than any other night? I had no labours that I rested from; no
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wages to receive: what needed I to care for Saturday night, more than as it
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was a summons to hear Grassini? True, most logical reader: what you say is
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unanswerable. And yet so it was and is, that, whereas different men throw
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their feelings into different channels, and most are apt to show their
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interest in the concerns of the poor, chiefly by sympathy, expressed in some
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shape or other, with their distresses and sorrows, I, at that time, was
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disposed to express my interest by sympathising with their pleasures. The
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pains of poverty I had lately seen too much of; more than I wished to
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remember: but the pleasures of the poor, their consolations of spirit, and
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their reposes from bodily toil, can never become oppressive to contemplate.
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Now Saturday night is the season for the chief, regular, and periodic return
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of rest to the poor: in this point the most hostile sects unite, and
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acknowledge a common link of brotherhood: almost all Christendom rests from
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its labours. It is a rest introductory to another rest: and divided by a
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whole day and two nights from the renewal of toil. On this account I feel
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always, on a Saturday night, as though I also were released from some yoke of
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labour, had some wages to receive, and some luxury of repose to enjoy. For
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the sake, therefore, of witnessing, upon as large a scale as possible, a
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spectacle with which my sympathy was so entire, I used often, on Saturday
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nights, after I had taken opium, to wander forth, without much regarding the
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direction or the distance, to all the markets, and other parts of London, to
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which the poor resort on a Saturday night, for laying out their wages. Many
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a family party, consisting of a man, his wife, and sometimes one or two of
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his children, have I listened to, as they stood consulting on their ways and
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means, or the strength of their exchequer, or the price of household
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articles. Gradually I became familiar with their wishes, their difficulties,
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and their opinions. Sometimes there might be heard murmurs of discontent:
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but far oftener expressions on the countenance, or uttered in words, of
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patience, hope, and tranquility. And taken generally, I must say, that, in
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this point at least, the poor are far more philosophic than the rich -- that
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they show a more ready and cheerful submission to what they consider as
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irremediably evils, or irreparable losses. Whenever I saw occasion, or could
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do it without appearing to be intrusive, I joined their parties; and gave my
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opinion upon the matter in discussion, which, if not always judicious, was
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always received indulgently. If wages were a little higher, or expected to
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be so, or the quartern loaf a little lower, or it was reported that onions
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and butter were expected to fall, I was glad: yet, if the contrary were true,
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I drew from opium some means of consoling myself. For opium (like the bee,
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that extracts its materials indiscriminately from roses and from the soot of
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chimneys) can overrule all feelings into a compliance with the master key.
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Some of these rambles led me to great distances: for an opium-eater is too
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happy to observe the motion of time. And sometimes in my attempts to steer
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homewards, upon nautical principles, by fixing my eye on the pole-star, and
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seeking ambitiously for a north-west passage, instead of circumnavigating all
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the capes and head-lands I had doubled in my outward voyage, I came suddenly
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upon such knotty problems of alleys, such enigmatical entries, and such
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sphynx's riddles of streets without thoroughfares, as must, I conceive,
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baffle the audacity of porters, and confound the intellects of hackney-
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coachmen. I could almost have believed, at times, that I must be the first
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discoverer of some of these /terrae incognitae/, and doubted, whether they
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had yet been aid down in the modern charts of London. For all this,
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however, I paid a heavy price in distant years, when the human face
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tyrannized over my dreams, and the perplexities of my steps in London came
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back and haunted my sleep, with the feeling of perplexities moral or
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intellectual, that brought confusion to the reason, or anguish and remorse to
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the conscience.
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Thus I have shown that opium does not, of necessity, produce inactivity or
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torpor; but that, on the contrary, it often led me into markets and theatres.
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Yet, in candour, I will admit that markets and theatres are not the
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appropriate haunts of the opium-eater, when in the divinest state incident to
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his enjoyment. In that state, crowds become an oppression to him; music
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even, too sensual and gross. He naturally seeks solitude and silence, as
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indispensable conditions of those trances, or profoundest reveries, which are
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the crown and consummation of what opium can do for human nature. I, whose
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disease it was to meditate too much, and to observe too little, and who, upon
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my first entrance at college, was nearly falling into a deep melancholy, from
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brooding too much on the sufferings which I had witnessed in London, was
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sufficiently aware of the tendencies of my own thoughts to do all I could to
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counteract them. -- I was, indeed, like a person who, according to the old
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legend, had entered the cave of Trophonius: and the remedies I sought were to
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force myself into society, and to keep my understanding in continual activity
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upon matters of science. But for these remedies, I should certainly have
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become hypochondriacally melancholy. In after years, however, when my
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cheerfulness was more fully re-established, I yielded to my natural
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inclination for a solitary life. And, at that time, I often fell into these
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reveries upon taking opium; and more than once it has happened to me, on a
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summer-night, when I have been at an open window, in a room from which I
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could overlook the sea at a mile below me, and could command a view of the
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great town of Liverpool, at about the same distance, that I have sate, from
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sun-set to sun-rise, motionless, and without wishing to move.
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I shall be charged with mysticism, behmenism, quietism, &c. but /that/ shall
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not alarm me. Sir H. Vane, the younger, was one of our wisest men: and let
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my readers see if he, in his philosophical works, be half as unmystical as I
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am. -- I say, then, that it has often struck me that the scene itself was
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somewhat typical of what took place in such a reverie. The town of Liverpool
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represented the earth, with its sorrows and its graves left behind, yet not
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out of sight, nor wholly forgotten. The ocean, in everlasting but gentle
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agitation, and brooded over by a dove-like calm, might not unfitly typify the
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mind and the mood which then swayed it. For it seemed to me as if then first
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I stood at a distance, and aloof from the uproar of life; as if the tumult,
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the fever, and the strife, were suspended; a respite granted from the secret
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burthens of the heart; a sabbath of repose; a resting from human labours.
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Here were the hopes which blossom in the paths of life, reconciled with the
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peace which is in the grave; motions of the intellect as unwearied as the
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heavens, yet for all anxieties a halcyon calm: a tranquility that seemed no
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product of inertia, but as if resulting from mighty and equal antagonisms;
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infinite activities, infinite repose.
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Oh! just, subtle, and mighty opium! that to the hearts of poor and rich
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alike, for the wounds that will never heal, and for "the pangs that tempt the
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spirit to rebel," bringest and assuaging balm; eloquent opium! that with thy
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potent rhetoric stealest away the purposes of wrath; and to the guilty man,
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for one night givest back the hopes of his youth, and hands washed pure from
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blood; and to the proud man, a brief oblivion for
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Wrongs unredress'd, and insults unavenged;
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that summonest to the chancery of dreams, for the triumphs of suffering
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innocence, false witnesses; and confoundest perjury; and dost reverse the
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sentences of unrighteous judges: -- thou buildest upon the bosom of darkness,
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out of the fantastic imagery of the brain, cities and temples, beyond the art
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of Phidias and Praxiteles -- beyond the splendour of Babylon and
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Hekatompylos: and "from the anarchy of dreaming sleep," callest into sunny
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light the faces of long-buried beauties, and the blessed household
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countenances, cleansed from the "dishonours of the grave." Thou only givest
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these gifts to man; and thou hast the keys of Paradise, oh, just, subtle, and
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mighty opium!
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{1} /Evanesced:/ -- this way of going off the stage of life appears to have
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been well known in the 17th century, but at the time to have been considered a
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peculiar privilege of blood-royal, and by no means to be allowed to druggists.
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For about the year 1686, a poet of rather ominous name (and who, by the bye,
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did ample justice to his name), viz. Mr. Flat-man, in speaking of the death of
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Charles II. expresses his surprise that any prince should commit so absurd an
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act as dying; because, says he,
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Kings should disdain to die, and only /disappear./
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They should /abscond/, that is, into the other world.
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{2} Of this, however, the learned appear latterly to have doubted: for in a
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pirated edition of Buchan's /Domestic Medicine/, which I once saw in the hands
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of a farmer's wife who was studying it for the benefit of her health, the
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Doctor was made to say -- "Be particularly careful never to take above five-
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and-twenty /ounces/ of laudanum at once;" the true reading being probably five-
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and-twenty /drops/, which are held equal to about one grain of crude opium.
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{3} Amongst the great herd of travellers, &c. who show sufficiently by their
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stupidity that they never held any intercourse with opium, I must caution my
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readers especially against the brilliant author of /"Anastasius."/ This
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gentleman, whose wit would lead one to presume him an opium-eater, has made it
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impossible to consider him in that character from the grievous misrepresenta-
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tion which he gives of its effects, at pp. 215-17, of vol. I. -- Upon
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consideration it must appear such to the author himself: for, waiving the
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errors I have insisted on in the text, which (and others) are adopted in the
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fullest manner, he will himself admit, that an old gentleman "with a snow-white
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beard," who eats "ample doses of opium," and is yet able to deliver what is
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meant and received as very weighty counsel on the bad effects of that practice,
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is but an indifferent evidence that opium either kills people prematurely, or
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sends them into a madhouse. But, for my part, I see into this old gentleman
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and his motives: the fact is, he was enamoured of "the little golden receptacle
|
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of the pernicious drug" which Anastasius carried about him; and no way of
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||
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obtaining it so safe and so feasible occurred, as that of frightening its owner
|
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out of his wits (which, by the bye, are none of the strongest). This
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commentary throws a new light upon the case, and greatly improves it as a
|
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story: for the old gentleman's speech, considered as a lecture on pharmacy, is
|
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highly absurd: but, considered as a hoax on Anastasius, it reads excellently.
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{4} I have not the book at this moment to consult: but I think the passage
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begins -- "And even that tavern music, which makes one man merry, another mad,
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in me strikes a deep fit of devotion," &c.
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"The whole atmosphere was one measureless suffusion of golden motes, which
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throbbed continually in cadence, and showered radiance and harmony at the
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same time." -- Fitz Hugh Ludlow
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