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Archive-name: Changes/sylvia2.txt
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Archive-author: Ruth White
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Archive-title: Sylvia's Slave - 2
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CHAPTER 4
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I'd been at Sylvia's about a year and Mrs. Hudson was getting ready to
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retire. From my conversations with her I had learned that I wasn't the only
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man being feminized in the valley; it seemed to have caught on as a fad with
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some of the wealthy women here. She had informed me that Mrs. Humber's
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daughter Florence wasn't really a girl at all, rather she was the old lady's
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son who was being raised as a girl. Florence and her mother were frequent
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guests at Sylvia's and the next time they came to tea I scrutinized Florence
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as surreptitiously as I could. There was no way that this sweet thing could
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be a boy.
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I took her coat as she entered. She was young; I figured about twelve or
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thirteen, short; about 4'10", pale, and delicate. Florence was very pretty
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even though she wore no makeup. She had tiny pearl studs in her ears and her
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long straight brown hair, gathered in a yellow ribbon, fell down her back
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past her waist where the sash of her dress was tied in a big bow. The dress
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she wore was floral print in cotton with long flowing skirts and under it's
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bodice I could see the swelling of budding breasts. She was the perfect
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daughter as she took tea with her mother and Sylvia, chatting amiably with
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both of them. I returned to the kitchen.
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"I thought you told me that Florence Humber was a boy," I accused
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Mrs. Hudson.
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The old lady looked at me with sad eyes. "Maybe I said too much."
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"Well I'd like to know just what is going on here."
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Mrs. Hudson spoke in hushed tones. "It seems that Mrs. Humber had four
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boys and really wanted a girl before she couldn't have any more children.
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She was thwarted however when the last child, Walter, turned out to be a boy.
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Mrs. Humber is a very strong-willed woman and would not be denied; she decided
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to raise Walter as a girl."
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"What about his father," I asked, "didn't he say anything?"
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"I assume he would have, but he was already suffering from the cancer
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that killed him before Walter was a year old. Mrs. Humber consulted all kinds
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of specialists and used all sorts of drugs to stop Walter's development and
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stunt his growth."
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"It sure seems to have worked, he makes a very pretty girl."
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"Oh no," said Mrs. Hudson, "she is a girl."
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"What do you mean?"
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"Mrs. Humber had an something done to Walter that changed him into a
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girl."
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"You mean a sex change?" I asked, incredulous that a mother could do
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that to her son. What kind of madwomen live here in Carmel Valley?
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"I guess that's what it was."
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"Where could she find a doctor that would do such a thing to a boy?"
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I mused.
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Mrs. Hudson told me. "Mrs. Humber never let Walter out of her sight and
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he never knew anything other than girlhood. When he turned eighteen she got
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him to agree to her plans and before anyone knew of it, he was a girl.
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Permanently."
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"Whoa! You mean to tell me that Florence or Walter or whatever is
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eighteen years old?"
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"Lord no!" Said Mrs. Hudson. "That was some time ago. Let's see now,
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Florence should be about ... twenty-eight."
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"Holy shit! You mean to tell me that Florence Humber is a twenty-eight
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year old man."
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"Why yes, ... or, ... she was."
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The more I thought about Walter Humber the less extreme my predicament
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seemed; he had been forced to live as a prepubescent girl for over fifteen
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years and I only had to do five, unless I could escape sooner. Not only that,
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but I could go back to being a man when I got out of here, whereas Walter
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would be a girl forever.
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******
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Eventually Mrs. Hudson also told me about Mrs. Altieri and her husband
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Vincent. It seems that Carole Altieri was a very homely (let's not mince
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words; she's a dog) and overweight young lady when her father, the
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multi-millionaire Charles Alexander, died and left her swimming in money.
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This young gigolo from San Francisco decided to romance her for a crack at
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some of the cash. Carole found out what his intentions were, but went ahead
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and married him anyway, with an unbreakable pre-marital agreement that he
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either never read or couldn't understand. Boy, when he found out that he was
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cut out of any money, no matter the circumstances, was he ever pissed. She
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counted on that though and the first time he beat her up she had him where
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she wanted him; in front of the Citizen's Justice Committee. The end result
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was that Vincent Altieri is now Carole's servant Consuela.
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In a way, I guess you could say that it was Vincent whose plight
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influenced me to commit to the desperate act that sealed my own fate.
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The Carmel Valley Club (whose membership, by the way, is the same as the
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Citizen's Justice Committee) was having it's annual social and Sylvia was
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this years hostess. All the help was pooled and it was while working there
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that I met Vince, or rather Consuela, as his wife referred to him. It was to
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be an international buffet and of course Vince was assigned to serve Mexican
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food. I gave him the once over while we setting up and he sure looked like a
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senorita; long curly black hair tumbled down his back. His face was heavily
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made up and huge silver hoop earrings dangled from his ears. He wore an ivory
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colored off-the-shoulder peasant blouse, which displayed an immense cleavage
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that had to be real, tucked into the waistband of a long full skirt in a
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floral design which flowed over wide womanly hips.
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I was serving as a cocktail waitress that evening and, as this was to be
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Sylvia's first exhibition of me to the entire Committee since they had placed
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me in her custody, no effort was spared in my preparation. After serving
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lunch I had been taken to the beauty salon in Carmel owned by that faggot
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George. His last name was Llewellyn and I'd found out that he was a member
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of the committee also. I was turned over to him while Sylvia and Julie went
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shopping.
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George handed me a short pink robe. "Go on in the cubicle there and
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strip naked, then put this on and lie face down on the table."
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The air conditioner was going full blast. My over-developed nipples
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stiffened up in the cold, their state not concealed by the thin nylon of the
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robe. I was very embarrassed as I walked out with my hands crossed over my
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crotch. At Sylvia's instruction I had not worn the crotch strap and my cock
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and balls hung down, barely covered by the skimpy robe. I laid down on my
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stomach as George swished back into the room.
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That queer acted more effeminate than me, if that were possible. At least
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when I behaved in a girlish manner it looked natural.
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George started waxing my legs. "Well dearie, it seems that those hormones
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you're taking are going to put me out of a job."
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I couldn't dispute him. My body hair was coming in finer and lighter
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after every time I shaved, and the intervals between shaving were getting
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longer. I wondered if it would grow back o.k. after I was released from here
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and was no longer force fed hormones.
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When the backs of my legs were done, I rolled over and George went to work
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on the front of me, including my belly so that I'd be left with a only a tiny
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feminine patch of pubic hair. He grabbed my shriveled penis and tugged on it
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playfully. "You know we could have a little fun, you and I, while we're
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here alone."
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"Mr. Llewellyn!" I blurted out. "I'll have you know that, regardless of
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my appearance, I'm not queer and I don't like men."
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George let go and sniffed like he was insulted. "Well I'm sure that
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Sylvia can repair that deficiency."
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I was too, and I worried about his last remark while he stuck to business
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andI received the royal treatment. My now long hair was washed, styled, and
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permed. As I sat under the dryer a manicurist went to work on my long nails
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and shortly they were polished to perfection in deep red. No matter how often
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I do them at home they never look that good. I was given a make over, my hair
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was brushed out, and then George swung me around to face the mirror.
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I could not believe that in just over a year I had been turned into the
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sweet looking young girl in the mirror. What would I look like after four more?
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******
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My attire that night was a replica of the old Playboy bunny uniform. I
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hid my cock and balls under a what looked like tight rubber jock strap, Sylvia
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called it a compactor, and pulled on black pantyhose. Then I stepped into and
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pulled up what looked like a strapless swimsuit, but which was actually my
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uniform. It was pink spandex and clung to me like a second skin. I was given
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a pair of black patent pumps with five inch heels. A little badge that said
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Billie, rabbit ears, and I was ready to go to work.
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I found it difficult to get around in those shoes. I had to be careful
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and walk very slow and deliberately. I know that my ass wiggled when I did,
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but what could I do? Without a bra my breasts bounced around with each step
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so I had to move slowly on that account anyway. I went on down to help set up
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for the party.
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I saw Vince there. I arranged to work near him and when I got a chnace
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introduced myself. "Hi, I'm Bill Adams."
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He just stared at me for a minute. Then after looking around like a
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scared animal he whispered in a girlish voice. "Get out of here. Do it now.
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Before it's too late!"
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He turned away and went back to work. I wanted to talk more, but Sylvia
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came out and was observing us closely.
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******
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As I served drinks I noticed all the men staring at my chest. It was
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really embarrassing. My nipples were clearly outlined as they strained against
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the stretchy fabric. I hadn't been aware that they were that prominent.
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The party lasted well into the night and when it was over the help stayed
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behind to clean up. Carole Altieri had left Vince with us. He would sleep
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overnight and help me finish cleaning up in the morning. He was in Mrs.
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Hudson's old room and we had to share the bath in the hall. I heard him go on
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in and shower. I decided totalk to him. I snuck down the hall and knocked on
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the bathroom door.
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"Come in."
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I did and saw Vince's back as he dried his long hair. I gasped aloud when
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he turned around. As I had guessed his abundant breasts were indeed real and I
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now saw them revealed in all their glory. It wasn't the size of his chest that
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caused my shock, but rather his womanly hips. They were too womanly, for
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below them, between his thighs, hung ... nothing!
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Below the triangle of pubic hair, where should have dangled the cock and
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balls of a proud stud, there was only the sex of a woman.
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He saw me looking at his crotch and said, "See what I meant about getting
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out of here while you still can?"
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"Your wife did that to you?"
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"No. I did it to myself."
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"Why?"
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"I'm not sure. It's kind of a long story."
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He went on to tell me about how after he had beaten up Carole, he was
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arrested and turned over to the Committee, who sentenced him to remain under
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Carole's control and supervision. Carole was pregnant and, with no further
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use for Vince, decided to feminize him. He fought her tooth and nail, but
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Carole was indefatigable and after several years of hormones and cosmetic
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surgery, including breast implants, Vince had been forced to take on the
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appearance of a beautiful woman. Carole, who by now totally dominated Vince,
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was somehow able to persuade him that he wanted to be a complete woman.
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Vince wasn't sure how Carole had been able to get him to do it, he
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suspected hypnosis, but whatever he finally agreed, consenting to sex
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reassignment, only to return from the hospital to find out that Carole had
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divorced him. Judge Martin had granted her the divorce. Along with the divorce,
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Carole had filed a petition for change of name which was also been granted by
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Judge Martin; Vince's legal name was now Consuela Hernandez.
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"I owed child-support." He said. "Where could I go? What could I do ... as
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a woman? So now I work for her as a domestic at minimum wage. After taxes and
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Social Security I take home just over four hundred dollars a month, out of
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that three hundred goes for child-support and the balance goes to pay off my
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doctors bills and legal fees."
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As I stared at the man who was now irreversibly a woman, I resolved then
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and there that I was going to escape before Sylvia got the notion to carry my
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feminization to that extreme.
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CHAPTER 5
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I reasoned that the worst thing I could do would be to make a panicked
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escape which Sylvia was probably ready for, and wouldn't get me very far
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anyway. No, I would plan it out and bide my time until the right opportunity
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presented itself. Toward that end I behaved myself, cooperating fully with
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Sylvia, in order that any suspicions she might harbor would be allayed, and
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some day she would let her guard down just far enough for me to make my move.
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Mrs. Hudson finally left and I took over as cook and housekeeper. In the
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interim, the hormones had taken their toll; I had all the curves of a girl,
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my skin was soft, and I was no longer shaving. With the compactor on I could
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pass anywhere as a girl, even in a bikini. At this point the hormones were
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reduced to a maintenance dosage. I gradually noticed an increasing sensitivity
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in my cock and after awhile it even got hard again, for which I was grateful.
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******
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I worked hard, watched, waited, and plotted for my escape. My prayers
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were answered, and I got the break I had been waiting for on New Year's Eve.
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Sylvia and Julie went out to a party and I was left home alone. About three
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in the morning I was awakened by loud talking and laughter. Having seen this
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before, and thinking that they would probably want me to prepare some food or
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help them undress, I got out of bed, pulled a robe over my nightgown, put on
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some slippers, and went to see what the situation was.
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I entered Sylvia's room and as I took in the scene I knew that this was
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an opportunity which might never again repeat itself. As I suspected, the
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girls were drunk as lords, but this time they had gone even further. The two
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of them were passed out on the bed in each others arms. It wasn't hard for me
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to reconstruct what had happened.
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They must have come in and tried to get ready for bed. Sylvia had opened
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the safe to put their jewelry in. After putting hers in, Sylvia went to get
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Julie's. Julie always was a playful little thing and had probably pulled
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Sylvia down for a kiss. The liquor had overcome them and there they were; on
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the bed, still dressed and unconscious.
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I went and looked in the safe. I could have screamed with joy. My escape
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was a certainty. In there were bundles of cash, many pieces of expensive
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jewelry, papers, and in the back, that same little pistol that had been
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planted on me so long ago. I took the gun, checked to see that it was loaded,
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then put it in the pocket of my robe. Grabbing a suitcase, I emptied the safe
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into it.
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What next? I stopped to consider. I needed some clothing. Thanks to
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Sylvia, I couldn't pass as a man, and all the women's clothing I had were sexy
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and revealing. Guaranteed not to provide the anonymity I needed to pull this
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off successfully.
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I ran to my room, grabbed panties and a bra, and put them on. Back in
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Sylvia's room I went through her drawers and found what must have been her
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only pair of jeans. They were of course designer and fit very tight, but
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they'd last until I could buy something. I pulled on a cotton shirt and found
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a leather jacket. That and some shoes were all I'd need. I found a pair of
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running shoes and put them on, after over a year of wearing nothing but
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high-heels they felt good on my feet.
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I decided to take my revenge before I left. I laughed as tied the two
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unconscious girls spread-eagle on the bed. I got a glass of water and threw
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it in Sylvia's face.
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"Wake up bitch!"
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She puttered and came to. "What the fuck?"
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"Shut up!" I yelled. I'm on my way out of here and want to finish what I
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was doing when you so rudely interrupted me last time."
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I pulled down the jeans and panties, pulled out my cock, and started
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playing with it to make it hard.
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"I want you to watch while I fuck your little girlfriend here."
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She did, as I did. It felt great, even if Julie slept through it. Sylvia
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glared at me. I knew what I wanted to do. I went in the bathroom and pulled
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out that horrid butt-plug. I was so used to it that I'd almost forgot it was
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there. I rinsed it out. Returning to the bedroom I crammed it in Sylvia's
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mouth and tied it there with a pair of panty-hose.
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"I've had Enough of your shit bitch. Maybe that will keep it in. Now is
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when it starts getting better for a change."
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******
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I laughed to myself, enjoying my revenge on those two cunts, as I headed
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north on Highway 1 in Sylvia's car.
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CHAPTER 6
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I knew that Sylvia would spare neither effort nor expense in searching
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for me, so I did what I could to throw the hounds off of my scent. The first
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problem was my appearance; that of a beautiful blonde. I knew from past
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experience that, no matter what I wore, men would stare at and remember me.
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I took stock of my situation. In the case was well over 150 thousand
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dollars. I figured that the money would be fair recompense for what Sylvia
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had done to me and my body. I also knew that making myself presentable as a
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man again would eat up a big chunk of it. The rest would help make myself
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disappear. I had an idea. I crossed over to, and headed north on, 101 towards
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San Jose.
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I left Sylvia's car in the long term parking lot at San Francisco
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International Airport and started wandering through the terminals. It wasn't
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long before I spotted what I needed; a good looking blonde about my height.
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I went over and talked to her.
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"Excuse me, but could I ask where you're headed?"
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She was a cute girl, but then again that's what I appeared to be. She
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wasn't suspicious of my motives and talked to me.
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"New York. Why do you ask?"
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"It's a long story, but I'd be willing to pay your way if you can help me
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out."
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"Go on."
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"It's my boyfriend. I've had enough of his abuse and I'm leaving him.
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He's got lots of money and I don't want him to be able to track me down.
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So here's the deal. I get in line, buy you a ticket under a my name so you
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aren't involved, the agent remembers me, and you fly to New York on the ticket
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while I head elsewhere."
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"Sounds good to me, and I could sure use the money it would save me, and
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I know what pigs some men can be. Sure I'll be glad to do it, and good luck to
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you."
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We never exchanged names and after I saw her off I caught a cab to the
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city. There I got on BART to Oakland where I caught another cab to Oakland
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International Airport and bought a seat to LA under a made up name.
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******
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It was mid-morning when I deplaned in Los Angeles. I bought newspapers
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and went into an airport coffee shop and ate breakfast while looking for a
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place to live. There were several reasons why I'd picked LA; I'd grown up
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there, it's easy to drop out of sight there, and damn hard to find someone
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there who doesn't want to be found. If you have money there's nothing you
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can't buy and, most importantly, LA has a large transsexual community.
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Strange as it sounds, that would be my cover while I returned to masculinity.
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Hide in plain sight as it were.
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Los Angeles was the perfect place to lose myself; if you can't do it
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there, you can't do it anywhere. I decided to call myself Jennifer Smith.
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With the money I had it wouldn't be hard to settle in, find my way around,
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and buy some ID. Once that was taken care of, I could figure out a way to
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become a man again.
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As I went through the classified ads, I circled those with potential and
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started calling when I was done eating. I hit pay dirt on my third attempt. A
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furnished studio apartment in Hollywood for rent by the month. The landlord
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was sort of a bum, but he wasn't curious, and took my deposit and first months
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rent in cash.
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He probably thought that I was just another of the thousand or so young
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girls who flock there each year hoping to make it in show business, and I did
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everything possible to reinforce that impression.
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I sat in my tiny new home and took stock of my situation. I had nothing
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except the clothes on my back and a suitcase full of cash. The first order of
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business was food. I grabbed a handful of bills and then stashed the suitcase
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in a closet. On my trip to the supermarket I discovered what would be my
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number one problem in LA; a good looking girl alone just can't go about her
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business incognito. Especially walking in a city where everyone drives. I
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was no sooner on the street than I heard my first, "Hey baby. Need a ride?"
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While walking through the grocery store, I stopped for a minute in front
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of the panty-hose display. "Never again," I thought to myself, savoring my
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escape from Sylvia and liberation from forced femininity. I returned to my new
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apartment with the basics: milk, bread, cereal, cold cuts, chips, and beer. I
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made myself a sandwich, popped a cool one, and considered my next move. I would
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need some clothes, but the question was where to shop and what to buy.
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While I had hoped to return to men's clothing as soon as possible, there
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was no denying that with my body, at least for the present, I would be more
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likely to find appropriate clothing at Frederick's of Hollywood than
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Brook's Brothers.
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I went shopping and bought a bunch of jeans and sweat-shirts. Just enough
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to keep me going until I could get back to real men's clothing. I also bought
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some cotton briefs, they were women's, but the only ones I could find that fit.
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They'd do for now.
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I also found out that there was something else I was going to have to work
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on. I found out the hard way that living with that butt plug inside me had
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caused me to lose the ability to control sphincter. I won't go in to any
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details, except to say that whenever I felt the need to go, I now had about
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three minutes to find a toilet. I debated getting another one, but decided
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that I'd rather regain control and have dirty panties than keep another butt
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plug in me.
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I settled in and laid low for awhile. Then one night I put my plan into
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action. I knew that there was an area of the strip where TS hookers and their
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customers congregated. So one night I wandered on down there and started
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hanging around. I struck up a conversation with a couple of them. I found one
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that hadn't been hardened by life on the streets yet. He called himself Lana
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and had come out from Utah or somewhere to hustle money and change his sex.
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I invited Lani home to sleep on my couch one morning after a night on the
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streets. We talked for awhile and I pumped him for information on the best
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doctors to see. I woke up the next afternoon to find the little bitch gone
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along with some of the jewelry I had taken from Sylvia's. I'd stashed it under
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the sink in a coffee can. Lana had obviously torn apart the house looking for
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anything of value. It was a good thing I'd put the money in a safe deposit box.
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I'd been able to rent one with the false ID I had been able to buy. It wasn't
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the best, but it worked. The guy who sold it to me thought I wanted it to be
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able to pass for 21 and buy liquor.
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******
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I went to one of the clinics on the list I had made talking to Lana. The
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receptionist told me that they did do sex reassignment there, but that I'd
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need to be referred by a psychologist first. She gave me the name of one and
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I went to see him. It wasn't hard to convince him that I was what I appeared
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to be; a pre-operative transsexual passing successfully as a woman. That's why
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I went to LA, it's almost an everyday thing there. It was time to put my plan
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into action.
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"So you've lived as a woman for a year and you're ready for surgery?"
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The shrink asked me.
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"I'm not sure Doctor. I just want to get this over with."
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"I really can't let you go through with this if you're not one hundred
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per cent sure of what you're doing."
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"What else can I do Doctor? The hormones I've been taking have completely
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changed my body shape.., and just look at these." I pulled up my sweatshirt
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and showed him the massive breasts hidden under it. "What can I do about them?"
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******
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I laughed all the way home. In my purse was a years supply of the
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strongest male hormone available. The doctor had even been so kind to arrange
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for what he called a radical mastectomy. I didn't care what he called it.
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They were gonna cut those damn tits off.
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On the appointed day I showed up at the clinic where they were going to
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do the job. I was given a room where I undressed and put on the hospital gown.
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As I tried to go to sleep I was so relieved. At last I was on my way back to
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masculinity. No more bras for me. I'd get these tits off in the morning and
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never wear girls clothing again.
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The next morning a nurse came in and gave me a shot in my ass. I started
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to drift as the shot took effect. Another nurse in surgical greens wearing a
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mask came in and I became aware that she was strapping my arms and torso to
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the table.
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"Why are you doing that?" I asked her.
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"It's for your own protection dear."
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That voice! I knew it. Just then she slipped her mask down: it was Sylvia.
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"So! You thought you could get away from me. I must admit you led me on a
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|
merry chase until some of my jewelry started showing up in pawnshops, but here
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|
I am and now you must pay. Remember Billie; it always gets worse."
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|
THE END
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|
(ha-ha just kidding)
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Of course this will be continued with conclusion.
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