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Archive-name: Family/sibdi10.txt
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Archive-author: Michael Kalen Smith
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Archive-title: Siblings - At the Drive-In - 10
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The following is a chapter out of the middle of a novel (probably never
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to be published) on which I've been working for several yrs. If incest
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upsets you, STOP NOW. However, if you think of it as a love story, I
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think you'll feel better. No violence here; sex should be fun for all
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involved. INTELLIGENT feedback is solicited! If even *one* person
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admits they liked it, I'll take that as a warrant to post additional
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chapters. (And don't draw unwarranted conclusions from the fact that one
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of the characters in this story is named "Mike"....)
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AT THE DRIVE-IN
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Neither my sister Alex nor I dated much our last two years in high
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school -- except with each other. And though we often referred to
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going out together as a "date," we knew we weren't using the word in
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the ordinary way. This was precisely the period during which teenage
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hormones reach their frantic peak (as we both could attest), and most
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students dated a lot, whether they were going steady or playing the
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field.
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When Alex was a junior, in 1972, she took a "special topics" course
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in social psychology. Searching for a term paper topic in the area of
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interpersonal relations, she naturally thought of our own relationship
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.... but there wasn't much she could truthfully say about it without
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revealing the Secret. Then one of her girlfriends providentially began
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to encourage her to "go out with boys" more often, and the dating
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process became her research subject. And in the course of her research,
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my sister decided that we really *weren't* dating other people enough.
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When she asked me what I thought, I agreed that we dated much less
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often than most of the kids we knew -- but so what? They were still
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looking, but we had found each other.
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Alex was perturbed at my complacency (her word). If we didn't date
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other people, she insisted, we would inevitably become bored with each
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other. We would be like "an old married couple" before we even got to
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college. We were limiting ourselves physically, as well. When was
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the last time I had gone out parking with a girl other than her? Well,
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she had me there; I hadn't even kissed another girl in months. However,
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the two of us had also shared many other wonderful experiences that
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were beyond the dreams -- perhaps even the imaginations -- of most of
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our friends.
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I thought about it after Alex stomped off in exasperation. I
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understood the point she was making (sort of) but I wasn't sure why
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she thought it was important. Was she implying that she wanted to
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have sex with other guys? She had always been free to fuck whomever
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she pleased, and we both knew it. I was mercifully free of jealousy
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and always had been. Perhaps it was conceit, or simply the conviction
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that Alex loved me as I loved her. I was pretty adept at psychological
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compartmentalization.
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For myself, I certainly didn't object to a sweaty make-out session
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with a nice-looking girl. What I objected to, or was impatient with,
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was all the preliminary rituals -- the girl establishing her moral
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standards for the record, the boy protesting the Platonic innocence of
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his motives, the gradual ground-giving -- before you could get down to
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the heavy breathing and groping and fondling that you both knew you were
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going to do anyway. It seemed hypocritical to me then, and it still
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does. A graceful, non-adversarial seduction, in which both parties
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participate but neither knows the result in advance, is much more
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satisfying.
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Well, I decided with some irritation, if Alex thought we should date
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around, then I was going to beat her to it. I began making a mental list
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of girls I knew whom I might even *want* to ask out. Girls who were
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intelligent and pretty. I had no use for bimbos, nor would they probably
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have put up with me. Several of my top possibilities were already going
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with someone else.
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The third girl I called was Marianne McKelvey. She was in my
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journalism class and had just that semester begun writing for the
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school paper, on which I was Assistant Features Editor. She was
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attractive, with a nicely proportioned body, large circular eyeglasses
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that made her wide gray eyes seem perpetually startled, and long,
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chestnut hair which she usually wore tucked into a practical knot on
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top of her head. She had a musical laugh and an engaging habit of
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biting her lower lip when she was concentrating over a typewriter. She
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was friendly to everyone, though not a tease, and a couple of times I
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had noticed her giving me sidelong, surreptitious glances in the
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newspaper office. I was curious about Marianne both intellectually and
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physically.
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When I called her that evening and invited her to a drive-in movie
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on Saturday, I detected a moment's hesitation which I decided was just
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her surprise at my asking her for a date. I had never made a pass at
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her. She was probably wondering why I had called her up out of the
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blue. She sounded pleased when she accepted, though, so I thought no
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more about it.
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Then Alex returned to tell me, rather sheepishly, that she had called
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up Bill Brumey, a senior on the swim team who had recently broken up
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with his latest cheerleader girlfriend, and asked him out. Bill was a
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nice enough guy, except for his apparent predilection for brainless
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blondes, and I gathered that he was both surprised and flattered that a
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girl as pretty and smart as Alex would take the initiative. But his
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family car was unavailable, he said; he would love to go out with her,
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but he was temporarily without wheels. Alex looked at me from under
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her lashes and stroked my forearm with one finger. Would I be
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interested in double-dating?
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Her "poor little me with a problem" routine was so unsubtle, I knew
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she was apologizing for our earlier spat and asking for a favor at the
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same time. My sister always had me in the palm of her hand --
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sometimes literally -- when she wanted something. I called Marianne and
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cleared the new arrangement with her; she had no objections, and even
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sounded pleased. I wondered if perhaps she didn't quite trust my
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motives.
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The family vehicle was a Chevy station wagon, originally Mother's
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car, but she seldom was able to drive it anymore. Alex and I shared
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it most of the time and kept it in gas and oil and tuned up. We ran
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most of Mother's household errands and, in return, we had almost
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unlimited use of the car. And a station wagon is a great car for dates
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and for weekend jaunts with a bunch of friends.
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On Saturday afternoon, I found Alex standing in front of her closet,
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pondering her wardrobe.
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"Don't have a thing to wear, huh?" I laughed. She grinned and
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swatted at me and I ducked.
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"No -- I just don't know how to play this. Is this a "jeans" date
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or a "frilly dress" date?"
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I must have looked at her oddly. "This is only the drive-in, Alex.
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I hope you don't think I'm wearing a coat and tie!"
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She looked at me patiently. "Michael, if I think I might end up
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getting cozy with Bill, if I want him to know it's okay to make a
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move, then I probably want to wear something we can both deal with in
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the back seat. But if I *don't* want to do that, I'll probably wear
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jeans and a long-sleeved blouse that buttons up the back -- and my
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cast-iron bra!"
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I thought I understood her calculations now -- and I began to
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wonder what Marianne would wear. Did she also subscribe to this body-
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language code of dressing for dates?
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By the time we left the house, Alex had carefully shaved her legs
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so she wouldn't have to wear hose, and she had settled on a particularly
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short black mini with a matching velour pullover top. And no bra. It
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all looked very nice above her long, creamy legs. By her own
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explanation, I assumed she was dressed for action.
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We went by Bill's house first and found him waiting on the front
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steps. He jumped up and walked quickly to the car, obviously embarrassed
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at having to be picked up by his date and her brother. Alex hopped out
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of the front seat and he held the back door and climbed in after her.
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It dawned on me that Alex could have sat in the back to begin with, but
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that she wanted to give Bill's ego the opportunity to escort her from
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the front to the back. She always was a good applied psychologist.
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Bill's hand squeezed my shoulder briefly as he leaned forward. "Hey,
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I really appreciate this doubling, Mike! I've thought about asking
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Alex for a date but she doesn't seem to go out much; I thought maybe she
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had a steady I didn't know about. And then she calls me and I don't have
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a car!"
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"Hey, yourself," Alex chimed in. "Don't tell him, tell me! What
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do you mean you were 'going to call me'? Why didn't you? I think I've
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been insulted!" She snagged his sleeve and tugged him back beside her.
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"You aren't shy, are you?"
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I glanced in the rear view mirror and noted that my sister had
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crossed her legs and allowed her skirt to ride up even farther. Then I
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saw Bill blush, and I suddenly realized he *was* shy! A good-looking,
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reasonably intelligent jock, who could have any fluffy little
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cheerleader he wanted! I glanced at the mirror again. Alex had hooked
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her arm through Bill's and was chattering away about inconsequential
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things to put him at ease; he looked quite happy with his situation. I
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thought about it all the way to Marianne's house and decided that Bill
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usually dated bimbos because he knew they were no competition for him.
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An attractive girl who was also very intelligent, quick-witted, and
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athletic -- like my sister -- was another matter. He wanted Alex to
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like him and he was a little nervous around her. I filed away that
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insight for further study.
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Marianne met me at the door when I rang the bell. She called over
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her shoulder that she was leaving now, and slipped outside with a
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bright smile. She was wearing khaki shorts -- not "short shorts" but
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short enough -- and a cropped yellow tee shirt that ended just at the
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top of her shorts, giving me brief flashes of bare midriff. Not the
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sort of outfit I would have expected from Marianne, somehow, but it
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definitely suited her. Her thick, rich hair was uncoiled for a change;
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it spilled far past her shoulders and it swayed and bounced when she
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turned her head. The effect was astonishing and enticing. And if the
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way a girl dressed for a date was a guide to her mindset, as my sister
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seemed to think, then this could turn out to be an interesting evening.
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I casually took her hand as we walked back to the car, which seemed
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to surprise her. "Thanks for agreeing to double-date," I said. "Alex
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and Bill would have been stuck, otherwise."
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"Oh, I don't mind." She squeezed my hand. "I'm just glad you asked
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me out, Michael. I really never expected it."
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We weren't early enough to the drive-in to get a good spot in one of
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the front rows, so we got the next best thing -- a spot in one of the
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back rows. The picture was sufficiently uninteresting that we could
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watch for alternate five-minute segments and still follow the plot-line.
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After the first thirty minutes, with everyone in the car relaxed, I
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saw in the mirror that Bill was leaning back against the side window
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with his feet propped up and his loafers off. Alex was stretched out
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half on top of him, one leg hooked over his, talking almost nose to
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nose in a low voice. He had one arm around her shoulders and she was
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stroking his chest with her free hand.
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I asked Marianne in a whisper if she would mind switching sides in
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the front seat so I could get out from behind the wheel; she pulled her
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knees up out of the way before I could even finish the question. I made
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sure to steady myself with a hand on her knee as I eased past her. I
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had barely resettled myself when Marianne's shoes were off and she had
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tucked her bare feet under her and pressed her thigh against mine. I
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put my arm around her and she snuggled up happily with her head on my
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collarbone. She even reached up and stroked the hand that was dangling
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over her shoulder. She was sending a blizzard of signals, but I wanted
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to take things slowly. I was content for the moment to enjoy her warm
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body curled up against mine and to comb my fingers through her
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luxuriant hair. She felt so different from Alex -- a novelty. I didn't
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know her, not in these circumstances, so anything she said or did would
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be pretty much unexpected. I discovered that that made her even more
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interesting. Marianne would never hold a candle to Alex -- I doubted
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anyone ever could -- but perhaps my sister was right about our need for
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social variety.
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After a few minutes, Marianne leaned her head back so she could
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speak softly in my ear. "Michael, ... if I ask you something, will you
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promise not to think I'm being dumb?" I nodded. "We've known each
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other for more than a year, and we've worked in Journalism together for
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months now. And you've always been very polite and very nice to me.
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But why did you call me up now, all of a sudden? I mean, I'm really
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glad you did, but you've never said anything to make me think...."
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She'd run out of explanation.
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I thought again about Bill's reaction to Alex's call. Marianne
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wasn't particularly shy, but she wasn't a flirt, either. My fingertips
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lightly traced a line down her throat and she swallowed, as if my
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answer was important to her.
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"I knew you were there all the time, you know. You're very pretty:
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How could I not know?" And as I said it, I knew it was true. "I know
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I don't date much, but that doesn't mean I don't notice girls. You're
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pretty, and you're smart, and you can spell -- now." She snorted a
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laugh. I had corrected the spelling in her articles until she began
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looking up words before submitting her stories.
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"And I like you, Marianne. I wanted to get to know you better; I
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thought there were sides to you I didn't know about. Looking at you
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tonight, I'm sure of it! Besides," I added, burying my fingers in her
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hair, "I've wanted to do THIS for months!"
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She smiled at me over her shoulder and reached up and kissed me
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lightly on the cheek. "Michael, you're sweet." She took off her
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glasses, folded them, and set them carefully on the dash. Her eyes were
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light brown and gold, but they seemed much darker there in the car.
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With one finger on her cheek, I guided her head around, bent down,
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and kissed her firmly on the lips. It took only a split second for
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her to make up her mind to kiss me back. It only lasted a few seconds,
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though, and I was disappointed -- until she swung around the other way
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so she could fit more comfortably in my lap and in my arms. Then she
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hung herself around my neck and fastened her mouth to mine.
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I responded to this delightful assault by putting my hands on her
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waist, where her shorts and shirt didn't quite meet. I slowly stroked
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her lower back, letting her call the shots and decide the pace. In
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fact, I was contemptuous of "grabbers"; such behavior was unsubtle,
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unfriendly, unromantic, and sometimes dangerous. I much preferred
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mutual seduction. But with Marianne, I needn't have doubted. She
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surprised me again: Without losing her grip on my tongue, she reached
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smoothly under the back of her shirt, unhooked her bandeau bra, and
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tossed it on the floor. I realized just how carefully she, like Alex,
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had planned for contingencies. The bra was a barrier to balance the
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cropped shirt if she decided to keep our date merely on a friendly
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basis -- but it also could be removed with a minimum of hassle if she
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decided otherwise. She had made her decision; she wanted my hands on
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her body, and I was certainly willing.
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But still I restrained myself. We had plenty of time. I slid her
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shirt up as I ran my palms over her shoulderblades. She shivered and
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pressed her body against my chest and nibbled at my earlobe. She was
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relaxed and obviously felt secure and in control, which was what I
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wanted.
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I peeked over Marianne's shoulder at the mirror again in curiosity.
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Alex and Bill had slumped down on the back seat. I could see Alex's
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hand clutching at the window ledge and the top of Bill's head was
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barely visible. From the sound effects, I guessed that his mouth was
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busy with her tits and that she was enjoying it. Couldn't let my
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sister get too far ahead of me, I thought.
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I let Marianne lean back, moved my mouth down to her waist, and
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began kissing my way upward, pushing her shirt up out of the way as I
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progressed. She was moaning quietly under her breath and holding onto
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the back of my head, and when my mouth fastened on her nipples she dug
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her fingers into my hair. I knew intuitively that she wasn't very
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experienced at this, but I also understood that she wanted to be. She
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had decided it was time to jump off the ledge and I was the one she
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had selected to catch her. I was flattered, and I had sufficient ego
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to think she wouldn't be disappointed.
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An unspoken agreement had existed between the high school students
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and the drive-in management for as long as anyone could remember: As
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long as there was no screaming, drunkenness, rapine, or parent
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complaints, the back row was regarded as a "free fire zone."
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I reached up and tapped on the ceiling panel. "Bill? Alex? Why
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don't we fold down the back seat?" Bill looked to Alex for
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confirmation and she nodded with a lustful twinkle. She already had her
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top off and her breasts jiggled invitingly; her skirt was hiked up to her
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crotch. Bill had already lost his shirt and had obviously entered into
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the spirit of the evening.
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Marianne, still sitting in my lap, had begun to pull her tee shirt
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over her head, but when she saw the other two moving around she
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hurriedly pulled it back down again. I stopped her and smiled.
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"Take it easy, Marianne. We're all friends here; no one's going to
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mind and no one's going to stare at you." My hands slipped under her
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shirt and I cupped her full breasts and rubbed my thumbs over her erect
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nipples. She closed her eyes and arched her back. Then she swallowed,
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smiled broadly, and removed her shirt.
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While the two in the back were rearranging the car, I simply sat
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back and admired Marianne. She folded her hands behind her and perched
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there with her shoulders back and her lovely breasts outthrust, hair
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scattered in all directions. She smiled a promise from beneath her
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lashes. She knew it was an erotic pose. This sort of thing was so
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unlike her school persona, I almost wondered if she had a twin.
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She got up on her knees straddling me, hand on the back of the seat
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for balance, and slowly and deliberately swung her breasts just above
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my face. The sounds in the back ceased for a moment. Alex said "Go
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get 'em, you guys!" and there was a throaty chuckle I knew well.
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Marianne was not at all over-built, but her breasts were much larger
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than Alex's. Also unlike Alex, she had large soft areolae with small,
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hard button-like nipples in the center of each. I could not easily suck
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on her nipples, but I could take much more of her breast into my mouth.
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A very different experience. And those beautiful, conical masses swaying
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before me were very alluring -- as was the fact that she was offering
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herself to me this way. She didn't seem nervous or unsure of herself,
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but somehow I knew I was the first guy ever she had ever trusted like
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this. And I did my part, too. I practically inhaled her tits, chewing
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very gently and curling my tongue around her little nipples while
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squeezing the soft flesh I couldn't fit into my mouth. Marianne's body
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was trembling and her pelvis was grinding slowly against my groin. My
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shirt had somehow become unbuttoned. I shrugged it off as Marianne sat
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back on my knees again, running her hands slowly across my chest and
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looking at me with those dark, glowing eyes.
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Bill and Alex had converted the back of the station wagon into a
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playpen now, and had spread out the two or three thick blankets we
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always kept in the car. I wasn't sure exactly what they were doing
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back there, but Marianne was staring entranced past my shoulder and a
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deep flush was creeping down her torso -- partly lingering shyness and
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her own lively imagination working on what she was watching, but mostly
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her own sexual arousal, the flames being fanned in her by whatever
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activity my sister and her date were engaged in.
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I hooked a thumb over my shoulder and raised a questioning eyebrow.
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Marianne scrambled off my lap, tits bouncing, and climbed over the seat
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into the back, being careful not to step on anyone. She sat waiting
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with her legs crossed as I followed her.
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Bill and Alex were in '69' position with her on the bottom. My
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sister had her mini up around her waist, and her panties, if she had
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worn any, were not to be seen. Her face was framed by his pubic hair
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and she obviously had his entire cock in her mouth. Bill's head was
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buried between Alex's widespread thighs and he was industriously
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pushing his tongue up her cunt. They were oblivious to us and
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everything else except themselves. Marianne was trying not to watch
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them -- out of misplaced modesty, I suppose -- but I gently turned her
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head toward the undulating bodies eighteen inches away.
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"Don't be embarrassed, Marianne -- it sure doesn't bother THEM that
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we're here! Don't you see how much fun they're having? How much
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pleasure they're giving each other? Nobody gets hurt and everybody
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gets off. What could be better than that?"
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She seemed to think about it as she watched -- apparently forgetting
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that she was already half-naked herself. Alex was now concentrating on
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sucking the head of Bill's cock, and I massaged Marianne's breasts as
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she continued to watch them, fascinated now. Her hand strayed to my
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crotch and began stroking my cock though the denim. I'm not sure she
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was even conscious of what she was doing. I stifled a groan. Watching
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my sister suck a cock while I was being fondled by my date was having
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its effect.
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I stroked Marianne's inner thigh and her attention flicked back to
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me. She realized where her hand was and smiled as she squeezed my
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cock. Then she popped open the top button of her shorts and lay back
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invitingly. I quickly unzipped her shorts and slid them and her
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panties down her legs and off her feet. Another surprise: Marianne,
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with her electric body, full breasts and hips, and lush hair, had
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shaved her crotch completely bare!
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I was more aroused by the sight of the utterly exposed crevice
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leading to her cunt than I would have been by a mat of pubic hair. I
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looked back at her flushed face and dilated eyes and grinned my
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pleasure; she blushed even more. And suddenly I was certain that she
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had done this especially for me, hoping we would get this far, and
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letting me know at the same time how vulnerable she was willing to let
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herself be with me. She slowly spread her legs and pulled her knees
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back, and her moist clitoris reflected the light from the movie screen;
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her dazzling body showed not a single hair below her eyelashes.
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It took me less than a second to bury my face in her smooth, sweet
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pussy. I was peripherally aware that Bill and Alex paused for a moment
|
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in their exertions to watch us; they both smiled and returned their
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attentions to each other. My tongue was busily probing Marianne's
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pussy and her hands clutched at my hair, pushing my head closer. I knew
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this was her first time for any kind of oral sex, too, and she was
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obviously enjoying it. Intermittent tremors coursed through her thighs
|
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and across her stomach and her feet pressed against the sides of my
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ribcage.
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After a few minutes with my tongue inside her, she tried
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breathlessly to reach under my body. "I want to ... to hold you ...
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|
your cock -- c'mon...!"
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I had already undone my belt and lowered my zipper, and now I pushed
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my jeans off. I tipped Marianne on her side and curled my body around
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so she could reach what she wanted. I was erect now, and she had no
|
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|
difficulty getting her hands on my cock. She started rubbing it
|
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vigorously up and down, but I quickly stopped her. Many girls make
|
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|
that mistake; they seem not to believe a guy could, or would want to,
|
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|
build up to a climax step by slow, calculating step.
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"Just touch it, stroke it, all over -- not so hard, okay? Don't be
|
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|
afraid to use your tongue and your mouth, Marianne, please? Close your
|
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|
eyes and pretend it's a stick of candy."
|
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|
She obviously was eager to return to me the experience my mouth was
|
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giving her, but was unsure how to manage it. She began by holding my
|
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|
cock like a dagger and kissing the head and touching the tip of her
|
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tongue to it, but after a minute or two she grew more courageous and
|
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|
took the head into her mouth. I held my hips still while she figured
|
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|
out what she was doing, but at my end of our world things were a lot
|
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|
more active. My head was pushed up between her thighs and my mouth
|
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|
was playing catfish on every bit of flesh within reach. Her aroma and
|
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the taste of her was different from Alex, more pungent and spicy, but
|
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|
just as arousing. My hands squeezed her ass and stroked the small of
|
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her back, and my fingertips, gliding lightly between her cheeks and
|
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across her asshole, made the surrounding muscles quiver reflexively.
|
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|
"You like that, huh?" I mumbled.
|
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"Oh, God..." she moaned. "You have no idea!" Oh, yes, I did. Her
|
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|
tongue moved up and down the shaft of my penis and she licked and
|
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|
sucked lightly at my balls. She seemed to have shed the last of her
|
||
|
nervousness and embarrassment in the heat of her growing passion. The
|
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|
juices were flowing in her cunt and the aroma of sex within her was
|
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|
much stronger.
|
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|
I wondered briefly what her reaction would be if I could time-travel
|
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|
back to yesterday and tell her that she would soon be naked in the
|
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|
presence of three other people, with a guy's testicles in her mouth.
|
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|
But there was something I had to know. I managed to partly sit up
|
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|
with one arm wrapped around her hips. She came up to the same
|
||
|
position, so that we were wrapped in a ball together, hands busy with
|
||
|
each other's bodies, our faces only a few inches apart. She had a kind
|
||
|
of wild look in her eyes, like she had put all her inhibitions on the
|
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|
shelf for the evening.
|
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|
"Marianne," I said in a low voice, "I don't want you to take this
|
||
|
the wrong way, but ... are you a virgin? I mean, you're absolutely
|
||
|
beautiful, and I *really* want to have sex with you, but I don't want
|
||
|
to push you farther than you really want to go -- I don't want you to
|
||
|
have regrets later...." I was stroking her clit as I said this, but I
|
||
|
still meant it. I was pretty sure this gorgeous girl, whom I had
|
||
|
stupidly overlooked, had no illusions about what we were doing being
|
||
|
"love," and I wanted to make sure we would remain friends, at least,
|
||
|
whatever else might happen. If she was simply temporarily out of
|
||
|
control, I had to offer her an escape hatch, out of respect for her and
|
||
|
myself.
|
||
|
She squeezed my cock and stretched it toward her. "Michael, do you
|
||
|
know how many other guys would ask a question like that at a time like
|
||
|
this? None! I can't believe you'd even think about it -- but, no: I'm
|
||
|
not a virgin, just barely, and tonight I want you to fuck me stupid!
|
||
|
And I won't have any regrets tomorrow. This is what I want, and I'm
|
||
|
ready for it -- right now! Mostly because it's you I'm with. Even if I
|
||
|
were still a virgin, I'd pick you to pop my cherry -- do you understand
|
||
|
that? You're a very sweet guy, Michael, and I really do like you, and
|
||
|
I trust you, too. What more could I ask for in a lover? Now, can we
|
||
|
please stop talking and go on with what we were doing? Please?!" She
|
||
|
pressed her mouth hard against mine and wiped her tongue across the
|
||
|
front of my teeth. She was radiating more heat than a homecoming
|
||
|
bonfire. How could I have worked next to this girl all these months and
|
||
|
never suspected the dammed up sensuality within her? Well, that dam was
|
||
|
about to burst!
|
||
|
I hadn't thought about it in advance, but since I was almost leaning
|
||
|
against the back of the front seat, it seemed easier to lie on my back
|
||
|
and let Marianne get on top. I thought for a moment that it might
|
||
|
leave her feeling too exposed to the rest of the world, but in her
|
||
|
present state of mind she would probably have gone out for popcorn
|
||
|
naked.
|
||
|
So I slid down onto my back and watched my cock go rigidly vertical;
|
||
|
I was already imagining what Marianne's cunt would feel like. I loved
|
||
|
Alex unreservedly, but this was a matter of pure lust. My date knelt
|
||
|
between my legs and let her long hair curtain my groin as she took my
|
||
|
cock in her mouth once more. She was a fast learner, but she didn't
|
||
|
try to deep-throat me either.
|
||
|
"Enough, enough!" I said, and reached for her arms to draw her up to
|
||
|
me. She smiled and moved up to straddle my hips. Reaching between her
|
||
|
legs, she opened her cunt and guided herself carefully onto my waiting
|
||
|
cock. That was a detail I enjoyed: Instead of grasping my penis and
|
||
|
steering it into her, she accepted it as a target and impaled herself
|
||
|
on it. The difference was minor and the result was the same, but it
|
||
|
was *nice* ... almost a compliment.
|
||
|
Her lips parted and her eyes closed as she settled herself. I held
|
||
|
onto her flanks as she moved up and down slowly and experimentally. I
|
||
|
moved then to her swaying breasts and covered them with my hands,
|
||
|
squeezing them slowly in syncopation to her own movements. I tugged
|
||
|
forward and she opened her eyes and bent from the waist, resting her
|
||
|
open hands on my shoulders. Now my cock was rubbing strongly against
|
||
|
her clit and her eyes had gone smokey. Her tits were pressed against
|
||
|
my collarbone and I nibbled at her neck and the underside of her chin,
|
||
|
and squeezed her ass. As I picked up the tempo, she rasped "Oh,
|
||
|
God...."
|
||
|
Bill and Alex had moved on to the next stage as well. Both had shed
|
||
|
all their clothes and Alex was on her back on the blanket beside me,
|
||
|
only a few inches away. She was filled by his cock and thoroughly
|
||
|
enjoying it. Her long legs were wrapped around his waist and her head
|
||
|
was arched back. She raised her hips to meet each thrust -- a maneuver
|
||
|
I knew well -- and sucked in between her teeth at each stroke. Bill
|
||
|
looked completely transported by Alex's aggressive sexuality; I knew
|
||
|
exactly what he was feeling at that moment and I was pleased for both
|
||
|
of them. Bill was to my sister what Marianne was to me: An enthusiastic
|
||
|
and capable sex partner, and heretofore casual friend, who would be a
|
||
|
much closer friend after tonight. Neither of them was a threat to either
|
||
|
of us and this change of bodies was exciting and exhilarating. Alex had
|
||
|
been more accurate about our need for variety than even she had realized.
|
||
|
I unconsciously matched my rhythm to Bill's and soon Alex and I were
|
||
|
lifting our lower bodies almost in tandem in our pursuit of orgasm. I
|
||
|
felt it building in me and so did Marianne; she was making little
|
||
|
moaning sounds and her face was almost agonized with abandon. Without
|
||
|
really paying attention, I knew Bill was approaching his climax as
|
||
|
well. His eyes were shut as tightly as Marianne's as his sensory input
|
||
|
concentrated in his cock.
|
||
|
Unexpectedly, Alex's hand crossed the few inches between our bodies
|
||
|
and touched my leg. I took her hand and she twined her fingers between
|
||
|
mine and squeezed. I glanced sideways and found her smiling crookedly
|
||
|
at me with sparks in her eyes. I knew immediately what she intended
|
||
|
and I laughed silently with her. For the next minute we held hands and
|
||
|
squeezed in unison. And we gradually slid our bodies together until
|
||
|
our shoulders were just touching. Alex even planted one foot lightly
|
||
|
against Marianne's hip and Marianne grasped Alex's kneecap to brace her
|
||
|
wild gyrations. Neither of our partners were aware that we were
|
||
|
holding hands, of course, but it was like a telepathic link.
|
||
|
My cock was about to explode and Marianne's cunt got the message; my
|
||
|
orgasm triggered hers and we tipped over the edge together. Bill could
|
||
|
not have been unaware of what was happening next to him, especially when
|
||
|
Marianne tried unsuccessfully to smother an ecstatic squeal. Bill came
|
||
|
thirty seconds after I did, and he was followed instantly by my sister's
|
||
|
arching climax. She squeezed my hand until my knuckles were white.
|
||
|
It was close to an indescribable experience. Alex and I, each
|
||
|
fucking other people, but also sharing our separate orgasms as if we
|
||
|
were fucking each other -- a doubled climax. Bill shooting off inside
|
||
|
Alex while I fountained into Marianne's steaming vagina, and Alex and I
|
||
|
coming together as well, which intensified the experience for both of
|
||
|
us. It was almost an out-of-the-body feeling. Our four overheated
|
||
|
carcases slumped in a heap for several minutes while everyone gasped for
|
||
|
breath. It finally occurred to me that this must be a very strange
|
||
|
situation for Bill and Marianne.
|
||
|
It certainly wasn't the first time two couples had foregone privacy
|
||
|
in favor of fucking space, especially at the drive-in, but this was a
|
||
|
little different. A brother and sister, pressed side by side, naked,
|
||
|
in the back of a car, banging away with their dates. Nobody had
|
||
|
exactly planned it that way, and on another occasion it might have
|
||
|
struck our companions as extremely weird, but the enthusiastic lust all
|
||
|
four of us felt had overcome any inhibitions. But it was in the back
|
||
|
of my mind -- and Alex's, I was sure -- that we still had to be very
|
||
|
careful how we behaved toward each other. I wanted very badly to lean
|
||
|
over and kiss Alex, but that wouldn't do at all. It would have
|
||
|
betrayed the Secret. But as we began slowly to untangle ourselves, I
|
||
|
managed to stroke Alex's short ribs for an instant, and she
|
||
|
surreptitiously caressed the back of my calf.
|
||
|
Nor, surprisingly, was there a great rush by anyone to cover
|
||
|
themselves as the sexual fog began to dissipate. We laughed and make
|
||
|
bawdy puns as we casually sorted out our clothing. I glanced quickly
|
||
|
at Bills's cock out of male curiosity; it had shrunk considerably, of
|
||
|
course, but it was still longer and somewhat larger around than mine.
|
||
|
I made a mental note to ask Alex whether or not his size had really
|
||
|
made a difference in how her cunt felt.
|
||
|
Alex had worn black bikini panties under her black mini and Marianne
|
||
|
had opted for blazing red under her shorts -- though I hadn't noticed
|
||
|
at the time, I was so anxious to get her out of them.
|
||
|
Alex held up the red satin panties and said "Wow!" in mock awe.
|
||
|
"Marianne, I like these! How about a swap?"
|
||
|
Marianne actually blushed a little -- after all that had just
|
||
|
happened! -- and laughed. She shook out the very brief black lace
|
||
|
panties and raised her eyebrows.
|
||
|
Are you sure, Alex? These are much sexier!"
|
||
|
More expensive, too, probably, I thought, but I was reading my
|
||
|
sister's mind. Each girl slipped on the other's panties and they knelt
|
||
|
facing each other for a moment, comparing the results.
|
||
|
Alex reached out and minutely adjusted the pair Marianne was
|
||
|
wearing. "Hey, those look nice on you; you look good in black!"
|
||
|
Bill and I exchanged glances as we avidly watched the girls. We
|
||
|
were both thinking what a turn-on it was, knowing each girl's crotch
|
||
|
was cradled in the spot where the other's had been a short while
|
||
|
before. And both pairs were "used," which made Alex's apparent whim
|
||
|
even more erotic. But I already knew that this was a little gift from
|
||
|
Alex to me. She wouldn't be wearing Marianne's underwear for very
|
||
|
long.
|
||
|
The movie had another five or ten minutes to run when Marianne and I
|
||
|
climbed back into the front seat while Bill and Alex reconstructed the
|
||
|
back seat. Marianne picked up her bra, wadded in into a ball, and
|
||
|
stuffed it down into the very bottom of her purse. Then she went back
|
||
|
to her earlier position, straddling my lap, with her arms around my
|
||
|
neck and her nose nuzzling my ear. I stroked her thighs and gave her
|
||
|
an affectionate hug. We might do this again, or it might be something
|
||
|
we could only do once, but I could live with that too. Either way, I
|
||
|
knew Marianne and I would always be more than just Journalism office
|
||
|
buddies. She was sweet, sexy, pretty, and smart. Just the kind of
|
||
|
close friend I wanted. By choice, I didn't have many.
|
||
|
I knew she wanted to say something because I could hear her
|
||
|
hesitate. When she did speak, it was very softly and close to my ear.
|
||
|
"Michael, ... I don't know what to say. This has been such a
|
||
|
wonderful evening! I *love* you...." I froze instinctively and she
|
||
|
felt it. She laughed under her breath. "Don't worry, I didn't mean it
|
||
|
that way! I'm not 'IN love', Michael -- though it wouldn't take
|
||
|
much...." Her hand moved softly across my cheek. "I love you for being
|
||
|
*you*, here, tonight."
|
||
|
"See, ... I said I wasn't a virgin, and that's true, but...." She
|
||
|
took a deep breath and it all spilled out in a rush. "I've never
|
||
|
really had sex before, not really. There was this guy when I was 14. A
|
||
|
girlfriend -- EX-girlfriend -- set me up with a blind date to double
|
||
|
with her, and then she and her boyfriend went off and left us, and he
|
||
|
was 19 and he got me ... he got me all excited. Horny. I had no idea
|
||
|
what I was doing. But he ... he got my pants off and just ... he just
|
||
|
stuck it in, and pushed a few times, and then he came, I guess. It
|
||
|
didn't hurt, but he was finished so fast, and I didn't really feel it,
|
||
|
and I was scared when I ... I saw his cock, it looked so big, and...."
|
||
|
She swallowed and her voice quavered. She was holding tight to my
|
||
|
shoulder with her cheek against mine. "And then he took me home and I
|
||
|
never saw him again. I wasn't even sure about his name. And I worried
|
||
|
for weeks that I might be pregnant." She kissed my ear and her body
|
||
|
relaxed. "I've never told anyone about that, not even my mother, but I
|
||
|
wanted you to understand." Her confession, if that's what she meant it
|
||
|
to be, was complete and she sounded very relieved.
|
||
|
"I've been out with other boys lots of times, but most of them only
|
||
|
wanted to grab at me, and I never let them do *anything*. They usually
|
||
|
didn't ask me out again," she added sadly. Her head had rested itself
|
||
|
on my shoulder and her hand was moving aimlessly around my shirt front.
|
||
|
I gently stroked the small of her back and let my other hand rest
|
||
|
motionlessly on her knee, comforting her, I hoped.
|
||
|
"I like you a lot, Michael. I guess I have sort of a crush on you
|
||
|
-- have had for months. I was surprised when you asked me out, though.
|
||
|
I thought at first you'd picked up some vibes from me or something --
|
||
|
that you knew I liked you. And then I worried that you might use that
|
||
|
to ... to.... I'm sorry, I know you aren't like that. I'm just
|
||
|
suspicious of boys, most of them anyway. And then I started thinking
|
||
|
about you, and that maybe I could, well ... seduce you. I wanted you
|
||
|
to like me more. Don't hate me?"
|
||
|
She wasn't faking or exaggerating; she really felt guilty, and I
|
||
|
wasn't sure why. I kissed her cheek.
|
||
|
"Marianne, if you were trying to seduce me, I'd say you did a pretty
|
||
|
good job; I thought I was seducing you! But didn't you think maybe I'd
|
||
|
like it? Doesn't happen that often, not to me, anyway." I stroked her
|
||
|
hair and hugged her again. "Now, listen to me. I'm not afraid of
|
||
|
love. You just caught me by surprise. I must be blind, because it
|
||
|
never occurred to me that we were more than just friends. I apologize
|
||
|
for that. I *do* like you -- I like you a lot -- and I sure don't want
|
||
|
to hurt you. You're sweet, and you're smart, and you're very sexy!
|
||
|
But every guy trying to make it with a girl tells her he loves her, and
|
||
|
it's a lie. That's not love, that's lust -- and lust is great, but it
|
||
|
isn't 'love', Marianne. I asked you out because I thought you'd be fun
|
||
|
to be with -- and I was right, in more ways than I expected. I didn't
|
||
|
ask you out just to get into your pants, I really didn't."
|
||
|
She hugged me back. "No, you don't understand -- I *adore* having
|
||
|
sex with you! She lowered her voice nearly to a whisper. "I WANTED
|
||
|
you to fuck me tonight, and I got what I wanted, and it was fantastic!
|
||
|
It was a little strange -- four of us back there, including your sister
|
||
|
.... but I wasn't embarrassed, and that was even stranger, ya' know? I
|
||
|
felt sexy, and happy, and relaxed afterward. You were so good for me,
|
||
|
don't you see? All I had was half a memory of half a minute of that
|
||
|
other guy, whose name I don't even remember. But now, I have this
|
||
|
wonderful memory of tonight. You're the first guy I've ever
|
||
|
deliberately given myself to, and I'm so glad I picked you. Michael,
|
||
|
as far as I'm concerned, you're my 'first'. You're the guy who popped my
|
||
|
cherry, and it was beautiful!"
|
||
|
That sounded a little odd to both of us after she said it, and she
|
||
|
giggled. But we both understood what she meant. I felt a lot of
|
||
|
tenderness toward this girl -- and my ego was pleased with itself, that
|
||
|
was for certain. And I felt a little guilty that I had been holding
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Alex's hand and dividing my attention between the two of them at our
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mutual moment of climax. But Marianne hadn't noticed, I was sure, and
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it didn't affect her experience at all.
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She sat back and stroked my cock through my jeans; there was a
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twinkle in her eye and a pleased smile on her lips. I smiled back and
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cupped her breasts in my hands, and drew her back to me. She sighed
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with pleasure and leaned her warm body against mine and kissed me
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slowly and thoroughly. My hands moved just as slowly under her shirt,
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up and down her bare back. Her skin felt so nice. It was a warm,
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sentimental kiss, not a heavy, passionate one, though we both were
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aware of the ever-present sexual content as well. We felt very close
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at that moment.
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"Please tell me we'll do this again, okay?" she murmured. "Not any
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particular time, but 'again'. I don't want this to be the only time
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we make it together...."
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"I promise, we'll do this again," I replied. "I guarantee it. But
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let's just let it happen when it happens. We see each other every day
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and we're special friends now. I want you to stay my friend, and too
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much pressure by either of us could spoil that. Besides, I think
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you're going to be dating a lot more other guys now, and I *don't* want
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you feeling guilty about us when you do, okay? Can we be close,
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special friends, and occasional, part-time lovers?"
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She hugged me gratefully. "That's exactly what I want us to be,
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Michael. I knew you'd understand me. You're terrific!"
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All these few minutes, Alex and Bill had been having their own quiet
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talk, and kissing, and cuddling. But now Bill said, "Is the movie
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over?" I noticed the cars around us pulling out a few at a time, and
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the projection screen had dimmed. "Anyone remember what we saw?" he
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inquired. "Just in case anyone asks?" That cracked all of us up and
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comfortably broke the spell.
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'Who's for hamburgers?" I asked over my shoulder. "I don't know
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about you two, but *we've* worked up an appetite!" Marianne laughingly
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growled and pretended to bite my arm as I started the car.
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* * * * *
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It took a little while to get Marianne dropped off, because we had
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to say goodnight several times in her driveway, and again on her
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porch. Her mother finally opened the front door from curiosity: She had
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heard the car door and our footsteps five or ten minutes before.
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Marianne suddenly turned shy and we ended our embrace. As she stepped
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inside I saw her mother smile at her understandingly.
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Bill and Alex didn't take as long. They'd been saying goodnight at
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Marianne's house, and all the way to his place, and I think Bill got a
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bit shy, too, about me sitting in the front seat by myself while he
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was in the back seat deep-kissing my sister. He seemed to have
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momentarily forgotten all that had happened earlier in the evening.
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He was obviously very impressed by Alex, and not just as a sex partner,
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either.
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In fact, they dated several more times that year and Bill had the
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good sense not to become possessive -- nor did they have sex on every
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occasion. Alex developed a good deal of respect for Bill and spoke
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highly of him. And he was delighted to find someone equally athletic
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who valued him for his intelligence and wit; he was tired of being
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regarded as "just a jock." After we all went off to college, he sent
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Alex a dozen red roses every Valentine's day, until we moved into the
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city.
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My sister tumbled over the front seat before I was out of Bill's
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driveway and had Marianne's red panties off by the time we reached the
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end of the block. She sniffed the crotch delicately.
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"Yep. She's still there! So am I. There's a gift for you, Michael
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-- two girls in one!" She rubbed the satin laughingly beneath my nose.
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"Very nice," I agreed. "What do you suppose she'll do with your
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black ones?"
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"She'll probably wash them," Alex replied, stuffing the trophy in
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her purse. "She's not as kinky as I am," she added with a straight
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face.
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* * * * *
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That night, as I was reading in bed, waiting for my hormones to calm
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down, Alex strolled into my upstairs room -- the top floor of the house
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that Mother could not longer get to in her wheelchair -- and stretched
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out on the bed beside me, clad only in her comfortable old tee shirt.
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She propped herself up on one elbow and her foot slid over and stroked
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my shin. I smiled and kept reading my book.
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"Well? How was she?" She sounded a touch impatient.
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"What do you mean, 'How was she?' What kind of question is that?"
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This wasn't like Alex. We told each other everything, but in our own
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time.
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"I mean, what kind of fuck was she?" She traced designs on the
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quilt with her finger. "Was she ... was she better than me?"
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I closed my book and looked at my sister in some consternation.
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This really wasn't like her! She always had the self-confidence of a
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wolverine. And she knew quite well how I felt about her. Moreover,
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her present mood was inconsistent with her behavior at the drive-in and
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on the way home. I began to wonder if I should worry.
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"Alex, what's the matter?" I covered her hand with mine. "You
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aren't jealous, are you? Because that would be really stupid. Don't
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you know yet that *I love you*? More than anything else in the world,
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Alex, more than myself -- I love you. And wasn't it you who decided
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we weren't seeing other people enough?"
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She glanced up and then looked back at the quilt. Her shoulders
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seemed to hunch. "She *was* better than me, wasn't she? At sex."
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This was bewildering. I took her face in the palms of my hands and
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made her look at me.
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"Alex," I said softly, staring into her eyes as hard as I could,
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"she was terrific! And she was a virgin, for all practical purposes.
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Marianne is sweet, and loving, and passionate, and charming, and she
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has a really great body, and I really enjoyed--" I almost said "making
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love" but changed my mind "--having sex with her tonight. And NONE of
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that has ANYTHING to do with you and me. You're my darling, the center
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of my life, Alex. How could you ever doubt that?
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"Marianne is a really nice girl, and I think we're going to be very
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good friends. So what? You certainly enjoyed your evening with Bill,
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didn't you? I *know* you did, you came like the San Francisco
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Earthquake! I think that's great. And I think our coming
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simultaneously is the sexiest thing you and I have done in a long time.
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Sex is usually part of love, but love doesn't have to be part of sex.
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You know that, I *know* you know that. Having sex with Marianne was
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terrific fun, sure. Having sex with you is 'making love', Alex. I
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could never be jealous of Bill, because I know you love me." I stroked
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her cheek and kissed her lightly.
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"You hold my heart in your hands, Alexandra." I spoke slowly,
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emphasizing each word. "Don't ever doubt that. Not ever."
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I don't know what brought on that spasm of self-doubt, but I must
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have become nearly telepathic in my earnestness to make her believe what
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I was saying. She *had* to believe it, I thought. It was all *true*.
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And she did believe me because she threw her arms around my neck and
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pulled me down into a fierce kiss. After a few minutes, she put her
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cheek against mine and spoke softly into my ear.
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"Michael, I'm so sorry! I didn't mean it, I didn't mean to doubt
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you. You *are* my darling, my love. I *do* know you love me. And I
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love you so much, so much. God, I love you!"
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We finally fell asleep there with her head snuggled up on my
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shoulder and my arm around her. She slept peacefully, smiling, all
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doubts erased. And when I awoke too early in the morning, I laid there
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for half an hour, unwilling to move and disturb her. I wanted only to
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absorb her beauty and her love, and to reflect on how fortunate I was.
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How lucky we *both* were, for that matter, each to have found our
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hearts' desire so early in life.
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Copyright 1992 by M.K. Smith. For personal use only; all commercial
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rights retained.
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Michael Kalen Smith / Dallas, TX
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Internet: mksmith@taproot.win.net / CompuServe: 73177,366
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*** It doesn't TAKE all kinds; we just HAVE all kinds ***
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