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Resignation
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by L.R. Bowen
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"Get out of my way, Starfleet."
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The dark, angular Bajoran woman seemed weary rather than really angry.
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"I don't want to see that uniform right now. Move aside, I said."
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"All right," the big man with commander's pips replied mildly. "I
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didn't mean to block the doorway."
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"Thanks, Starfleet. You're a prince."
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She shoved past him and went into the tavern. He followed her with his
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eyes, drawn in spite of her peremptory, sarcastic manner. Sitting down at
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the bar, she slumped tiredly over the drink that appeared under her nose
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the moment she took a seat.
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Obviously they know her here, the man thought. Maybe she's the one I
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should speak with--but I think I'll change first. The uniform won't do me
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any good in a place like this, and it's not rightfully mine any more. He
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shifted the duffel he carried to his other shoulder and walked in through
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the swinging doors. No need to hesitate now; you've already taken the
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biggest step of your life, he told himself.
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"I'd like a room, and a bath," he said to the barkeep.
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"We're full up, just like everybody else, Commander," the wizened
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little Ferengi replied. "If you can find somebody to double up with,
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though, I'll only charge ninety percent of the regular rate."
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"Ninety percent from each of us, you mean." He rubbed his eyes with a
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sigh. "How about the bath?"
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"Right through there--we're not responsible for any lost or stolen items."
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"Of course not. Which Rule of Acquisition is that?" He didn't wait for
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a reply, but headed to the door marked "Hot Spring Baths--Unisex and Non
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Species Segregated. Use At Your Own Risk."
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"How much?" he asked the attendant, an obese, somnolent human.
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"Twenty-five credits in Fed money, or one quarter latinum."
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"Highway robbery," he muttered, but paid and went in. At this rate, the
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small sum from his last pay wouldn't last long.
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In the small, none-too-clean cubicle, he stripped down and folded his
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uniform carefully for the last time. He had handed in his comm badge at
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the exit hearing, but the three little collar studs still winked at him in
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the dim light. What should he do with it? Sell it? Somehow he couldn't see
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himself hawking a Starfleet uniform in a raw frontier town like this.
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Perhaps if he left it in the cubicle, someone would take it off his hands
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for free. He picked up his duffel and the worn towel provided. A tiny
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spasm tightened his lips as he left the uniform where it lay, neatly
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folded on the rough wooden shelf.
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The communal bath was a big stone basin fed by a natural hot spring,
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surrounded with short stools and dippers. You were supposed to rinse
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yourself off, at least, before climbing into the tub with everyone else.
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He had no problem with the Ferengi already soaking with a blissful smile
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from ear to ear, but the scruffy Klingon scratching his armpits was
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aromatic from five meters away. You're not in the Federation anymore, by
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your own free choice. Deal with it, he told himself, and climbed in after
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splashing himself with a few dipperfuls of the hot, faintly sulfurous
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water.
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The grime and sweat of a thirty-six hour transport journey floated away
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gradually, and his sore muscles began to relax. He reviewed the events of
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the last few days again, as he had so many times. He had done the right
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thing, he knew. If Starfleet had to enforce the treaty with Cardassia, at
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the cost of so many established colonies and the tears and toil of so many
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people, then he could no longer be a part of it. His commanding officer
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had almost broken down in tears at the exit hearing, to their mutual
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embarrassment; but he had never wavered in his resolve. He was going to
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join the Maquis, and this was the place to do it.
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"I hope you didn't want that uniform anymore," said a dry voice next to
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his ear. The man started slightly.
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"No," he replied briefly.
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"Good, because Hrexel could sure use a little money for another few drinks."
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"Fast work."
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"We all work fast around here," said his interlocutor.
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"Really," said the man, and turned to see the Bajoran woman from the
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bar squatting by the tub. She had a full dipper of hot water, and poured
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it slowly over her head and naked body. Her dark, chin-length hair sleeked
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against her skull and high cheekbones. A little waterfall dripped from
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each rosy nipple and from her bent knees.
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The Ferengi stared shamelessly, mouth a little open. The Klingon
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grunted drunkenly. He gave the impression that he grunted in response to
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nearly everything.
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She flung her head back and swept some of the water out of her hair
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with a long, veined hand. The curve of her pale throat was graceful above
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a set of broad square shoulders, tapering to a tiny waist and angular
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hips. If he hadn't been so tired, he would have appreciated the view. Her
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manner was almost challenging, flaunting herself in a place like this as
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if she dared him to do something about it. He recalled that she seemed
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well-known here; neither the Ferengi nor the Klingon had made any actual
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moves toward her yet. He'd never seen a Ferengi that would remain silent
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in the face of a beautiful naked woman unless he had a very good reason.
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Something about the set of her jaw and the absolute confidence of her
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movements told him that she could take care of any number of lecherous
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advances by herself.
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"Nice tattoo," she remarked as she slid in beside him.
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"Which one?" he asked with equal insouciance.
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"All of them," she replied.
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He couldn't help smiling. She smirked at him, then broke into a wide,
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happy grin startling in its intensity. It shut down almost immediately,
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but he was dazzled by it nonetheless. Was that her intention? Probably. A
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prostitute on the make? No--she would have made a move sooner, and the
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other two would not have left her alone.
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"Chakotay," he said, and held out his hand.
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"Ro Laren," she replied, and took it.
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They shook with mock solemnity, and her blinding smile flashed out again.
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"So you like me better out of the uniform?" Chakotay asked.
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"I'd like you better out of anything."
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"Same here, ma'am."
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"Thank you, Prince Charming," she replied with a bow of the head.
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They soaked in silence for a few minutes, lazily appraising each other.
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Chakotay wasn't sure of Ro's motives in approaching him, but he couldn't
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see any reason to avoid her. He had wanted to talk to her anyway. The
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frank sexual interest was flattering, and he didn't think it was all
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faked. Not at all faked on his part. She would have been striking
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anywhere; in this dusty dive she was like a glittering black diamond among
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pebbles.
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He slid down farther into the steaming water until it reached his chin.
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Stretching luxuriously, he lifted his muscular arms above his head, then
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surged upwards as he brought them down again, perching upright on the
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ledge around the rim. His smooth chest gleamed as the water ran down in
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rivulets.
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"Not getting out already, are you?" Ro asked.
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"No, I just need to cool off for a minute. That water's pretty hot,"
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Chakotay said.
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"You're not cooling me off any," she drawled. Her narrow eyes ran over
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his powerful thighs, then stared boldly at his groin. To his surprise, his
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cock began to respond to her scrutiny. Apparently he wasn't as tired as he
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thought.
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He glanced at the Ferengi; the little beady eyes were fixed to Ro's
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floating breasts. The Klingon had apparently passed out and was snoring
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gently.
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"I've got a room." Ro said it as a statement of fact.
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Chakotay was a little taken aback. Even forthright Bajoran women
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usually needed more than five minute's acquaintance to issue such an
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unmistakable invitation. His surprise must have shown, for she leaned
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closer and whispered,
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"I think we need to discuss something."
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"Besides the obvious?"
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"Yeah, I feel like talking politics."
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"All right." He had a fairly good idea what she meant. This close to
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the Cardassian border, politics meant nothing else.
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He dried off and put on the clothes he had bought at the last starbase;
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loose trousers, dark shirt, leather vest with cargo pockets. Thousands of
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miners and workmen wore the same thing. It was simply another uniform.
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Ro slowly emerged from the tub, watching him dress with a slight smile.
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No, her interest was not all for show. He was glad for modesty's sake that
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he had his pants on when she stood dripping, sleek and nude on the cracked
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tiles and smoothed her towel down her long legs.
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She threw on her tunic and shoes, not bothering with her trousers,
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which she flung over her shoulder.
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"Out back, and up the stair," she said. She tossed him a key card.
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"It's number twelve. I'll be up in a minute."
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She swept past the attendant and disappeared into the bar.
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Chakotay considered for a few seconds. Was she sending him into a trap
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of some kind? He doubted very much that she was working for the
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Cardassians. He had said nothing about the Maquis, anyway. Perhaps a rumor
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of his resignation had reached this outpost already (he had been a full
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commander, after all) but the reason was sealed in the record of the
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hearing.
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Of course, for an officer native to one of the planets of the
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Demilitarized Zone, there was only one plausible motive to quit a
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flourishing career on the brink of a captaincy. Starfleet already knew why
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he had left, though he had not of course said outright that he intended to
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join a movement considered criminal by the Federation government. Anyone
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who knew him well could draw the obvious conclusion.
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That left one interested party: the Maquis themselves.
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Chakotay picked up his duffel and went out the back entrance.
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The bar had a second story of rooms facing into the filthy alley. He
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climbed the rickety staircase and went along the long balcony to the
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twelfth door. It was the best spot, he noted, for anyone worried about
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arrest; as the last room on the floor, the creaking and groaning of the
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balcony gave plenty of warning of anyone's approach. The railing was low
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and there was less than a two and a half meter drop to the ground. He
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inserted the key card into the slot and stepped inside.
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The room was dark, which didn't surprise him. He dropped his duffel on
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the floor and waited for the occupants to speak. The sounds of breathing
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told him there were three men scattered around the room, one against each
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wall facing the door.
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"Please step forward, Commander Chakotay," said the man directly in
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front of him.
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He complied, but said, "It's just Chakotay."
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"Once Starfleet, always Starfleet," said the man to his right. Chakotay
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did not reply. The speaker and the silent man to the left came up and took
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him by the arms, patting him down all over his body. They went through his
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duffel thoroughly. A small light snapped on over a table, where they
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deposited those of his possessions they found of interest--a civilian
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model hand phaser, a wad of Federation credits, his pocketknife, a few
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mementoes, and his medicine bundle.
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This last the first speaker began to unwrap, until Chakotay's anguished
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"Stop!" halted him.
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"Look, he could have a bug or a weapon in there," said the other.
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"He doesn't," said the third man, who had not spoken until now. The
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faces were still obscured in darkness, but Chakotay could see the outline
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of long braids and recognized the accent of one of the Native American
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settlements on his homeworld. "He wouldn't desecrate his medicine bundle.
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Leave it alone."
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"How do you know? You don't know him, do you?"
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"No, only by reputation, like the rest of us. But he is one of the
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People and apparently respects our traditions."
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"Oh, really? He looks pretty Starfleet to me."
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Chakotay was acutely conscious of his military razor cut. He growled
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sarcastically, "Some penny-ante outfit you are, if you judge convictions
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by hairstyles. My uncles used to spend hours combing out and braiding
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with beads. I couldn't be bothered once I got to the Academy."
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The first speaker, an older man, chuckled slightly. "All right, we'll
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leave the bundle alone. But we're going to have to ask you a few
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questions."
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"Naturally. Mind if I sit down?"
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They grilled him for over an hour, trying to trip him up, asking the
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same questions on his motives and background over and over in slightly
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different forms. He grew weary and very hungry, but he gave the same
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answers steadily and patiently. It was obvious long before the
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interrogation was over that they believed him, but were just making sure.
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He recalled dimly a very old vidshow that another officer had insisted he
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look at years ago, about a secret agent who had left the service. The
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character had been kidnapped and imprisoned in an odd little village, and
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asked repeatedly, "Why did you resign?"
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Chakotay mentally toyed with another catch phrase, "I am a free man."
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Maniacal laughter always followed that assertion, he remembered. If life
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in Starfleet had become intolerable, this new career promised hardship
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that might make moral compromise look attractive.
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Finally they seemed satisfied. The Native American and the Starfleet
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hater left, and the older man, apparently the cell leader, talked to him
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on a friendlier level. The Cardassians made sweeps through this settlement
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every now and then, and he was afraid that this particular cell was going
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to have to move on. The locals had become too familiar with their faces
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and their comings and goings. Perhaps Chakotay could serve as the kernel
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of a new group, since this was too good a location to leave unoccupied.
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A card grated in the lock and Ro entered with a box under her arm.
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"Ah, there you are, Laren. You were right about him; he does want to
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join us."
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"Of course I was right," she replied, and put the box down on the
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table. "Now go away, Edoba, and leave us alone for a while."
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"Good night, Laren. And to you, Chakotay. Welcome to the Maquis." The
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old man was obviously used to her no-nonsense manner.
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When the door clicked shut behind him, Chakotay glanced up at Ro. "That
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was a pretty long minute."
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"Yeah, they don't take much on faith anymore. You hungry?"
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"Now that you mention it, yes."
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"Here. It's Ferengi style, but all right." She indicated the box.
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Chakotay finished the contents without even registering the flavor. He
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licked the last particles from his fingers and suddenly felt overwhelming
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fatigue. Ro had turned the lights up and was combing out her hair. She
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turned as he slumped to the table.
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"Hey, there's plenty of room in the bed."
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"If you don't mind, I'll just sleep right here," he mumbled into his
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folded arms. "I'm too damn tired to do anything else."
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"No shit. Get in the bed. I promise not to molest you."
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He tried to laugh, but yawned instead. Ro put one long arm under his
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and boosted him out of his seat to the wide cot. He was dimly conscious of
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her pulling off his boots and vest, then he collapsed onto the mattress
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and knew no more.
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When he awoke, the sun was high and streaming in through the single
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dusty window. Ro was moving around, packing items into a case. The
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mattress beside him was depressed, but cool. He still had his clothes on.
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She saw him looking at her and pointed to the table, where some bread and
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Ferengi yogurt drink were standing.
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"I thought you were never going to wake up. Get going; there isn't much
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time to show you around."
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"Why? Where are you going?"
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"A Cardassian vessel is coming here tomorrow, probably to arrest the
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ones of us that are known. You'll have to establish a new organization
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here, and you need to know what's what around this dump."
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"So your cell is pulling out?" Chakotay felt a twinge of disappointment.
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"That's right. The transport leaves in three hours. Put your boots on."
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He wolfed down his breakfast and left with her. Ro took him to every
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corner of the little settlement, populated mostly with miners and
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suppliers, and to the grungy spaceport. The Maquis had some friends in the
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town, and a lot of potential betrayers. She had built a public identity as
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an adventurer unconnected with the freedom fighter's activities, so she
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did not need to avoid being seen with him.
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Several men cast envious glances his way as she walked about holding
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Chakotay's arm and laughing gaily.
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"They all had me pegged as homosexual, since I wouldn't screw them,"
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she said with a sneer. "Pigs."
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"Um..." ventured Chakotay.
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"Go ahead, ask. All right, I'll make it easy for you. I'm not
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exclusive. I had some bad experiences with males when I lived in a
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Cardassian prison camp, so for a number of years after that I only slept
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with women. But I'm not by any means attracted to only one gender."
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She looked at him, examining his strong jaw, his elegantly curved lips,
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his warm dark eyes under slight epicanthic folds.
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"I like you, Chakotay. You've seen everything there is to see in this
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place, and I know you're going to do just fine on your own. Better than we
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did, probably. There's still almost two hours before the transport leaves.
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Want to go back to my room?"
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He considered his options, wanting very much to do as she suggested,
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but afraid he might commit himself too far as a result. He had never liked
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one-time affairs; one person always took it more seriously than the other,
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and ended up being hurt. Sex wasn't just a pleasant game for him, but an
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intimate connection of minds and spirits. He didn't like to use it as a
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diversion for bodily gratification. Although he found her immensely
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attractive, he would bitterly regret a mechanical exercise. Did she want
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anything more than that?
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He glanced down at her along one cheekbone, his lips twitching a
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little. Ro met his gaze quietly, sensing his inner debate. Her finely
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sculpted chin lifted.
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"If it makes any difference, Chakotay, I'd want to have you even if I
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wasn't leaving today," she said softly. "I wish I could stick around and
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see what you do here. Maybe you'll meet someone who can stay with you for
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a while. I'm envying her already."
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Chakotay reached out a slow hand and ran his fingers along her soft
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cheek. Ro dropped a tiny kiss on his thumb and closed her eyes
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momentarily. He felt a surge of something powerful through his chest; an
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emotion not purely sexual, but sympathetic and almost protective. This
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woman didn't need his help to take care of herself physically, but she
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needed emotional connection as much as anyone--more than most, perhaps.
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He couldn't walk quickly enough back to the tavern with her. Still a
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few blocks away, he couldn't stand to wait a moment longer; he pulled her
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into a doorway and into his arms. Her lips melted against his.
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Chakotay kissed her gently at first, with soft, moist nibbles at the
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corners of her mouth. Both of them rapidly grew more passionate, embracing
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hard and gasping for breath when they released each other's lips.
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"Let's move on before we give a free show," said Ro finally, her voice
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broken and husky. Chakotay could only nod wordlessly. They made it up the
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stairs in record time and slammed the door, making the whole flimsy
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building shake.
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He threw his shirt and vest on the floor and embraced her again. She
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was half out of her clothes, panting and trembling. They dropped to the
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cot and rolled over, leaving her on top of him. Chakotay slipped his hands
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under her tunic and cupped her breasts, which nicely filled his palms. The
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taut nipples pressed into his grasp as she leaned forward. She raised her
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arms and pulled the tunic off over her head. Nude, she flung her head
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back, displaying the lovely curve of her throat and arching her spine
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against the support of his hands.
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Ro moaned as if in pain when he smoothed his palms over her sides and
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flanks. Chakotay stroked her thighs, circling front to back as she
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straddled him, moving higher and higher until he reached her buttocks and
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the junction of her legs. He ran one hand under her firm, silky behind
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where she sat on his hips and pushed forward to the core of dampness.
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She gasped as his fingers touched her and began to rub firmly over his
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hand with her whole weight on her quivering pelvis. The slick lips of her
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vulva spread apart with the pressure, allowing him to use his other thumb
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to reach her firm nubbin in front. Ro ground down, back and forth over his
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fingers, letting out little high-pitched whimpers from her throat. These
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accelerated in frequency and volume until she was almost shrieking in
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tension. Finally she let out a quick succession of shuddering breaths and
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came, with a series of pulses and contractions in her dripping vagina.
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Chakotay felt the slippery, fragrant juice seep out of her and brought a
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few drops of it up to taste. Only a preview...
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She collapsed forward onto his chest and buried her face against his
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ear. He continued to run a finger up and down between her legs, tracing
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the soft opening and the erect tip of her clitoris over and over again.
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Soon she began to undulate her body, lying fully on top of him, breathing
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warmly into his neck. Chakotay felt his cock press up against her,
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sandwiched between them. The coarse hair of her pubis rubbed his shaft. Ro
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raised her head and took his mouth, greeting his tongue with her own. She
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climaxed again, gasping against his lips.
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"Oh, you smell so good, and what amazing hands you have..." she murmured.
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"Care to try the rest of me?"
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"Am I gonna be able to stand it?"
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"I haven't killed anyone yet," Chakotay laughed.
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He wrapped his arms around her and rolled her over. Sliding slowly down
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her body, he licked her breasts thoroughly and teased the nipples with his
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tongue-tip. He kissed her shoulder, sniffed under her arm for her scent,
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ran his tongue down into the crook of her elbow. She giggled and stroked
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her long hands over his head, ruffling through his wiry black hair.
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Chakotay turned his face and caught one finger in his mouth, drawing it in
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and sucking until she laughed with delight. How often did she do that? Her
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face was so beautiful with the dancing lights in her eyes that the sight
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made his mind ache.
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He moved up and kissed her mouth, lingering tenderly over her softened,
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swollen lips. She pushed her pelvis up in slow surges against his hips,
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moving her mound against his throbbing cock. The urge to simply spread her
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legs and thrust in nearly mastered him, but he wanted to make love to her
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as long as possible, give her as much as she could take. Chakotay pushed
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himself down her slim body again, slipped his arms under her thighs, and
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dove in.
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They spent the next fifteen minutes locked together, mouth to cunt, as
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she tossed her head and whimpered with orgasm after orgasm. Long legs
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wrapped around his neck, she shifted and twisted to bring him to bear on
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every part of her. Her sweet juices filled his mouth and spread their
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influence through him like a drug. Drunk on her, he closed his eyes and
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moved with the rippling of her hips until she fell back on the pillows and
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tugged on his hair.
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"No--more--you are going to kill me if you keep that up," she gasped.
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"Hope I haven't worn you out completely, Laren."
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"Oh no, just give me a minute. I feel half melted."
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Chakotay lay with his head on her shoulder, listening to her breathe
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for a little while. When she began to stroke his face and chest, he rose
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up on his knees to let her hold and fondle his cock and testicles. Her
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dexterous hands held the loose skin tightly back and glided over the glans
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until he was ready, more than ready.
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He pushed her shoulders back on the bed and moved over her, pressing a
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knee between her thighs to part them.
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Then he stopped dead at the look of utter panic on her face.
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"Get off me," she choked out raggedly. Chakotay complied immediately
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and sat down next to her. Ro stared at the ceiling, her stomach and
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breasts shaking with sobbing breaths, although her teeth were gritted and
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her eyes dry.
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"Did I do something wrong?" he asked with puzzled concern.
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"You didn't. It's what other people did wrong that's the problem," she
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answered. Chakotay remembered her reference to the prison camps and cursed
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all Cardassians silently.
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"What can I do?"
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"I think--I don't know." Ro rolled over and curled up, her back to him.
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Chakotay hesitated a moment, then moved slowly into a spoon position wtih
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her. His thighs cradled hers, his chest brushed her back, and he drifted
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one hand over her tousled dark head.
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"It's all right. If you can't, you can't. Don't worry about it," he
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said softly.
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"You've been--wonderful. Why did this have to happen now?" Her deep
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voice was bitter. "I have to leave in an hour, I'll probably never see you
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again, and I can't even let you fuck me, no matter how badly I want to."
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"I can certainly see why you joined the Maquis."
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"I joined Starfleet first."
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"What?"
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"I quit Starfleet six months ago, just like you."
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Chakotay was thunderstruck. "Laren--"
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"Don't say it. We're exactly alike, you and me. We've come by different
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routes to the same point, and now we're going to go off in different
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directions again. There's one hour left, so let's make it count. Because I
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think I could have stayed with you for the rest of my life."
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Chakotay buried his face in Ro's hair to hide his grimace of pure
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anguish. She remained still for a long moment, then rolled her buttocks
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back into his groin and arched her back. He erected again in spite of
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himself, and drew back a little to avoid touching her.
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"No, dammit, get back here. Just don't face me. Let me see nothing in
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front of me," she said. "I don't want anything in my way."
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He moved carefully and gradually, running his hand under her uppermost
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thigh to push it forward and open her up to the rear. His stiff cock slid
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easily into the damp space below her vulva and rested against her warm,
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moist folds.
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"All right?" he asked softly.
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"Yeah."
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Chakotay pressed forward, finding the entrance to her body and gently
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probing inside. She remained relaxed, letting out a long sigh, and he
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allowed his hips to propel his cock entirely into her. Ro's tight, smooth
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cunt opened gradually to allow his thrust. Her heat and slickness settled
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around him, seeping through his entire frame. He began to fuck her slowly,
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easing his hardness in and out, kissing the back of her neck and her
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jawline.
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"Don't stop," she breathed.
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"Wasn't planning to," he murmured. He reached over her hip and clasped
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his hand over her pubis. Ro shifted restlessly against him, her pelvis
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undulating to meet him. Her head arched back over his shoulder.
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"I think I'm going to--" She came.
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|
Chakotay felt her pulse and grip around him and stopped, letting her
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|
move in her own rhythm. He continued in a dreamlike state, wanting to stay
|
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|
inside her as long as he could, spinning out their first and last
|
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|
connection to its utmost breaking point. The knowledge that this must end,
|
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|
that he would come and slip out of her, that she would get up and dressed
|
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|
and leave, wrenched his heart and stomach painfully. If he never came
|
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|
again, he wouldn't mind, if that would keep her with him, keep him moving
|
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|
inside her forever.
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|
Ro twitched and arched her back again, clapping one hand over his where
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he cupped her mound. The rippling contractions of her orgasm hit him like
|
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|
an undersea earthquake that started a tsunami towards shore. The wave
|
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|
built and grew, racing to its conclusion. Chakotay anticipated it with
|
||
|
dread, knowing the destruction it would wreak. He was helpless in the face
|
||
|
of it and swept away by its force as it broke fiercely within his body.
|
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|
His grief tinged his long moan, a wail of lost possibility.
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|
At the spaceport, he kissed her hurriedly in the shelter of a rusty
|
||
|
hangar. In the little crowd waiting for the transport to land, he thought
|
||
|
he saw the older Maquis he had spoken to. He did not know the faces or
|
||
|
names of any others.
|
||
|
"Are they all leaving?" he asked her.
|
||
|
"Yeah, some of them took our ship out last night. The Cardassians
|
||
|
probably know all of us by now, so we'll have to get far away. I won't be
|
||
|
able to get any messages to you. Oh, and watch out for the stool pigeons.
|
||
|
That human with the mining equipment store is one of the worst." She
|
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|
picked up her case. "Edoba is counting on you, you know. If anyone can
|
||
|
build a new cell from the ground up, you can. It's probably better like
|
||
|
this. You can recruit your own crew, do things your way from the
|
||
|
beginning."
|
||
|
"Looks like I have a challenge to keep me occupied, then," he smiled thinly.
|
||
|
"Yeah. You'll hardly have time to think, won't you?"
|
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|
They looked at each other in silence. Chakotay's face worked and
|
||
|
twisted with emotion.
|
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|
"You'll find someone, OK? You'll find someone and never leave her.
|
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|
Promise?" Ro's angular beauty seemed drawn and gaunt.
|
||
|
"I--hope--this is the hardest thing I have to do as a Maquis," he whispered.
|
||
|
"It won't be." She stepped into his arms briefly, then wrenched away
|
||
|
and hurried out onto the tarmac.
|
||
|
The transport was disgorging a load of passengers. Chakotay watched
|
||
|
until it lifted off with its fresh burden, then mingled with the crowd of
|
||
|
new arrivals.
|
||
|
Most of them looked like prospectors and businessmen, but one of them
|
||
|
was a whip-thin girl with a mane of brown hair and a vaguely Klingon look
|
||
|
to her high forehead. She cast her eyes around nervously, although she
|
||
|
carried a huge sidearm.
|
||
|
Chakotay decided to introduce himself.
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END
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