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(Part 5 of 8)
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YOGA FOR YELLOWBELLIES.
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FIRST LECTURE.
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Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
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let us begin this evening by going briefly over the ground
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covered by my first four lectures. I told you that Yoga meant union,
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and that this union was the cause of all phenomena. Consciousness
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results from the conjunction of a mysterious stimulus with a mysteri-
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ous sensorium. The kind of Yoga which is the subject of these
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remarks is merely an expansion of this, the union of self-conscious-
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ness with the universe.
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We spoke of the eight limbs of Yoga, and dealt with the four
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which refer to physical training and experiences.
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The remaining four deal with mental training and experiences,
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and these form the subject of the ensuing remarks.
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2. Before we deal with these in detail, I think it would be
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helpful to consider the formula of Yoga from what may be called the
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mathematical, or magical standpoint. This formula has been described
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in my text-book on Magick, Chapter III., the formula of Tetragramma-
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ton. This formula covers the entire universe of magical operations.
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The word usually pronounced Jehovah is called the Ineffable Name; it
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is alleged that when pronounced accurately its vibrations would
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destroy the universe; and this is indeed quite true, when we take the
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deeper interpretation.
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Tetragrammaton is so called from the four letters in the word:
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Yod, He, Vau, and He'. This is compared with the relations of a
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family -- Yod, the Father, He, the Mother; Vau, the Son; and the
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final He', the Daughter. (In writing she is sometimes distinguished
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from her mother by inserting a small point in the letter.) This is
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also a reference to the elements, fire, water, air, earth. I may go
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further, and say that all possible existing things are to be classed
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as related to one or more of these elements for convenience in
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certain operations. But these four letters, though in one sense they
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represent the eternal framework, are not, so to speak, original. For
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instance, when we place Tetragrammaton on the Tree of Life, the Ten
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Sephiroth or numbers, we do not include the first Sephira. Yod is
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referred to the second, He to the third, Vau to the group from 4 to
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9, and He' final to the tenth. No. 1 is said to be symbolised by the
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top point of the Yod.
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It is only in No. 10 that we get the manifested universe, which
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is thus shown as the result of the Yoga of the other forces, the
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first three letters of the name, the active elements, fire, water and
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air. (These are the three 'mother letters' in the Hebrew alphabet.)
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The last element, earth, is usually considered a sort of consolida-
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tion of the three; but that is rather an unsatisfactory way of
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regarding it, because if we admit the reality of the universe at all
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we are in philosophical chaos. However, this does not concern us for
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the moment.
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3. When we apply these symbols to Yoga, we find that fire
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represents the Yogi, and water the object of his meditation. ((You
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can, if you like, reverse these attributions. It makes no difference
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except to the metaphysician. And precious little to him!)
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The Yod and the He combine, the Father and Mother unite, to
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produce a son, Vau. This son is the exalted state of mind produced
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by the union of the subject and the object. This state of mind is
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called Samadhi in the Hindu terminology. It has many varieties, of
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constantly increasing sublimity; but it is the generic term which
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implies this union which is the subject of Yoga. At this point we
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ought to remember poor little He' final, who represents the ecstasy
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-- shall I say the orgasm? -- and the absorption thereof: the
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compensation which cancels it. I find it excessively difficult to
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express myself. It is one of these ideas which is very deeply seated
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in my mind as a result of constant meditation, and I feel that I am
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being entirely feeble when I say that the best translation of the
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letter He' final would be 'ecstasy rising into Silence.' Moral:
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meditate yourselves, and work it out! Finally, there is no other
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way.
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4. I think it is very important, since we are studying Yoga
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from a strictly scientific point of view, to emphasise the exactness
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of the analogy that exists between the Yogic and the sexual process.
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If you look at the Tree of Life, you see that the Number One at the
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top divides itself into Numbers Two and Three, the equal and opposite
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Father and Mother, and their union results in the complexity of the
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Son, the Vau Group, while the whole figure recovers its simplicity in
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the single Sephira of He' final, of the Daughter.
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It is exactly the same in biology. The spermatozoon and the
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ovum are biologically the separation of an unmanifested single cell,
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which is in its function simple, though it contains in itself, in a
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latent form, all the possibilitiies of the original single cell.
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Their union results in the manifestatiion of these qualities in the
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child. Their potentialities are expressed and developed in terms of
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time and space, while also, accompanying the act of union, is the
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ecstasy which is the natural result of the consciousness of their
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annihilation, the necessary condition of the production of their
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offspring.
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5. It would be easy to develop this thesis by analogies drawn
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from ordinary human experiences of the growth of passion, the hunger
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accompanying it, the intense relief and joy afforded by satisfaction.
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I like rather to think of the fact that all true religion has been
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the artistic, the dramatic, representation of the sexual process, not
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merely because of the usefulness of this cult in tribal life, but as
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the veil of this truer meaning which I am explaining to you tonight.
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I think that every experience in life should be regarded as a symbol
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of the truer experience of the deeper life. In the Oath of a Master
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of the Temple occurs the clause: 'I will interpret every phenomenon
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as a particular dealing of God with my soul.'
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It is not for us to criticise the Great Order for expressing its
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idea in terms readily understandable by the ordinary intelligent
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person. We are to wave aside the metaphysical implications of the
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phrase, and grasp its obvious meaning. So every act should be an act
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of Yoga. And this leads us directly to the question which we have
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postponed until now -- Concentration.
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6. Concentration! The sexual analogy still serves us. Do you
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remember the Abbe in Browning? Asked to preside at the Court of
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Love, he gave the prize to the woman the object of whose passion was
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utterly worthless, in this admirable judgment:
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'The love which to one, and one only, has reference
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Seems terribly like what perhaps gains God's preference.'
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It is a commonplace, and in some circumstances (such as con-
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stantly are found among foul-minded Anglo-Saxons) a sort of joke,
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that lovers are lunatics. Everything at their command is pressed
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into the service of their passion; every kind of sacrifice, every
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kind of humiliation, every kind of discomfort -- these all count for
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nothing. Every energy is strained and twisted, every energy is
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directed to the single object of its end. The pain of a momentary
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separation seems intolerable; the joy of consummation impossible to
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describe: indeed, almost impossible to bear!
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7. Now this is exactly what the Yogi has to do. All the books
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-- they disagree on every other point, but they agree on this stupid-
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ity -- tell him that he has to give up this and give up that, some-
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times on sensible grounds, more often on grounds of prejudice and
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superstition. In the advanced stages one has to give up the very
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virtues which have brought one to that state! Every idea, considered
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as an idea, is lumber, dead weight, poison; but it is all wrong to
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represent these acts as acts of sacrifice. There is no question of
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depriving oneself of anything one wants. The process is rather that
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of learning to discard what one thought one wanted in the darkness
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before the dawn of the discovery of the real object of one's passion.
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Hence, note well! concentration has reduced our moral obligations to
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their simplest terms: there is a single standard to which everything
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is to be referred. To hell with the Pope! If Lobster Newburg upsets
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your digestion -- and good digestion is necessary to your practice --
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then you do not eat Lobster Newburg. Unless this is clearly under-
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stood, the Yogi will constantly be side-tracked by the sophistica-
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tions of religious and moral fanatics. To hell with the Archbishops!
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8. You will readily appreciate that to undertake a course of
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this kind requires careful planning. You have got to map out your
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life in advance for a considerable period so far as it is humanly
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possible to do so. If you have failed in this original strategical
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disposition, you are simply not going to carry through the campaign.
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Unforeseen contingencies are certain to arise, and therefore one of
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our precautions is to have some sort of reserve of resource to fling
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against unexpected attacks.
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This is, of course, merely concentration in daily life, and it
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is the habit of such concentration that prepares one for the much
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severer task of the deeper concentration of the Yoga practices. For
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those who are undertaking a preliminary course there is nothing
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better, while they are still living more or less ordinary lives, than
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the practices recommended in 'The Equinox'. There should be -- there
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must be -- a definite routine of acts calculated to remind the
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student of the Great Work.
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9. The classic of the subject is 'Liber Astarte vel Berylli',
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the Book of Devotion to a Particular Deity. This book is admirable
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beyond praise, reviewing the whole subject in every detail with
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flawless brilliancy of phrase. Its practice is enough in itself to
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bring the devotee to high attainment. This is only for the few. But
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every student should make a point of saluting the Sun (in the manner
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recommended in Liber Resh) four times daily, and he shall salute the
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Moon on her appearance with the Mantra Gayatri. The best way is to
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say the Mantra instantly one sees the Moon, to note whether the
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attention wavers, and to repeat the Mantra until it does not waver at
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all.
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He should also practise assiduously Liber III. vel Jugorum. The
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essence of this practice is that you select a familiar thought, word
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or gesture, one which automatically recurs fairly often during the
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day, and every time you are betrayed into using it, cut yourself
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sharply upon the wrist or forearm with a convenient instrument.
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There is also a practice which I find very useful when walking
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in a christian city -- that of exorcising (with the prescribed
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outward and downward sweep of the arm and the words 'Apo pantos
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kakodaimonos') any person in religious garb.
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All these practices assist concentration, and also serve to keep
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one on the alert. They form an invaluable preliminary training for
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the colossal Work of genuine concentration when it comes to be a
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question of the fine, growing constantly finer, movements of the
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mind.
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10. We may now turn to the consideration of Yoga practices
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themselves. I assume that in the fortnight which has elapsed since
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my last lecture you have all perfected yourselves in Asana and
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Pranayama; that you daily balance a saucer brimming with sulphuric
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acid on your heads for twelve hours without accident, that you all
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jump about busily like frogs when not seriously levitated; and that
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your Mantra is as regular as the beating of your heart.
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The remaining four limbs of Yoga are Pratyahara, Dharana, Dhyana
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and Samadhi.
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I will give you the definition of all four at a single stroke,
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as each one to some extent explains the one following. Pratyahara
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may be roughly described as introspection, but it also means a
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certain type of psychological experience. For instance, you may
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suddenly acquire a conviction, as did Sir Humphry Davy, that the
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universe is composed exclusively of ideas; or you may have the direct
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experience that you do not possess a nose, as may happen to the best
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of us, if we concentrate upon the tip of it.
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11. Dharana is meditation proper, not the kind of meditation
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which consists of profound consideration of the subject with the idea
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of clarifying it or gaining a more comprehensive grasp of it, but the
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actual restraint of the consciousness to a single imaginery object
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chosen for the purpose.
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These two limbs of Yoga are therefore in a sense the two methods
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employed mentally by the Yogi. For, long after success in Samadhi
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has been attained, one has to conduct the most extensive explorations
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into the recesses of the mind.
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12. The word Dhyana is difficult to define; it is used by many
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writers in quite contrary senses. The question is discussed at some
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length in Part I. of my Book IV. I will quote what I have written
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about it in conclusion --
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'Let us try a final definition. Dhyana resembles Samadhi in
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many respects. There is a union of the ego and the non-ego, and a
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loss of the sense of time and space and causality. Duality in any
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form is abolished. The idea of time involves that of two consecutive
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things, that of space two non-coincident things, that of causality
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two connected things.'
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13. Samadhi, on the contrary, is in a way very easy to define.
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Etymology, aided by the persistence of the religious tradition, helps
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us here. "Sam is a prefix in Sanskrit which developed into the
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prefix 'syn' in Greek without changing the meaning -- 'syn' in
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'synopsis,' 'synthesis,' 'syndrome.' It means 'together with.'
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'Adhi' has also come down through many centuries and many
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tongues. It is one of the oldest words in human language; it dates
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from the time when each sound had a definite meaning proper to it, a
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meaning suggested by the muscular movement made in producing the
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sound. Thus, the letter D originally means 'father'; so the original
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father, dead and made into a 'God,' was called Ad. This name came
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down unchanged to Egypt, as you see in the Book of the Law. The word
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'Adhi' in Sanskrit was usually translated 'Lord.' In the Syrian form
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we get it duplicated Hadad. You remember Ben Hadad, King of Syria.
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The Hebrew word for 'Lord' is Adon or Adonai. Adonai, *my* Lord, is
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constantly used in the Bible to replace the name Jehovah where that
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was too sacred to be mentioned, or for other reasons improper to
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write down. Adonai has also come to mean, through the Rosicrucian
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tradition, the Holy Guardian Angel, and thus the object of worship or
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concentration. It is the same thing; worship is worth-ship, means
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worthiness; and anything but the chosen object is necessarily an
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unworthy object.
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14. As Dhyana also represents the condition of annihilation of
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dividuality, it is a little difficult to distinguish between it and
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Samadhi. I wrote in Part I., Book IV. --
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'These Dhyanic conditions contradict those of normal thought,
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but in Samadhi they are very much more marked than in Dhyana. And
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while in the latter it seems like a simple union of two things, in
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the former it appears as if all things rush together and unite. One
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might say this, that in Dhyana there was still this quality latent,
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that the one existing was opposed to the many non-existing; in
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Samadhi the many and the one are united in a union of existence with
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non-existence. This definition is not made from reflection, but from
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memory.'
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15. But that was written in 1911, and since then I have had an
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immense harvest of experience. I am inclined to say at this moment
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that Dhyana stands to Samadhi rather as the jumping about like a
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frog, described in a previous lecture, does to Levitation. In other
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words, Dhyana is an unbalanced or an impure approximation to Samadhi.
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Subject and object unite and disappear with ecstasy mounting to
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indifference, and so forth, but there is still a presentation of some
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kind in the new genus of consciousness. In this view Dhyana would be
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rather like an explosion of gunpowder carelessly mixed; most of it
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goes off with a bang, but there is some debris of the original
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components.
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These discussions are not of very great importance in them-
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selves, because the entire series of the three states of meditation
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proper is summed up in the word Samyama; you can translate it quite
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well for yourselves, since you already know that 'sam' means 'togeth-
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er,' and that 'Yama' means 'control.' It represents the merging of
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minor individual acts of control into a single gesture, very much as
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all the separate cells, bones, veins, arteries, nerves, muscles and
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so forth, of the arm combine in unconscious unanimity to make a
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single stroke.
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16. Now the practice of Pratyahara, properly speaking, is
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introspection, and the practice of Dharana, properly speaking, is the
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restraint of the thought to a single imaginary object. The former is
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a movement of the mind, the latter a cessation of all movement. And
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you are not likely to get much success in Pratyahara until you have
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made considerable advance in Dhyana, because by introspection we mean
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the exploration of the sub-strata of the consciousness which are only
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revealed when we have progressed a certain distance, and become aware
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of conditions which are utterly foreign to normal intellectual
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conception. The first law of normal thought is *A is A*: the law of
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identity, it is called. So we can divide the universe into A and
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not-A; there is no third thing possible.
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Now, quite early in the meditation practices, the Yogi is likely
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to get as a direct experience the consciousness that these laws are
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not true in any ultimate way. He has reached a world where intel-
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lectual conceptions are no longer valid; they remain true for the
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ordinary affairs of life, but the normal laws of thought are seen to
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be no more than a mere mechanism. A code of conventions.
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The students of higher mathematics and metaphysics have often a
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certain glimmering of these facts. They are compelled to use irra-
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tional conceptions for greater convenience in conducting their
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rational investigations. for example, the square root of 2, or the
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square root of minus 1, is not in itself capable of comprehension as
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such; it pertains to an order of thinking beyond the primitive man's
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invention of counting on his fingers.
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17. It will be just as well then for the student to begin with
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the practices of Dharana. If he does so he will obtain as a by-
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product some of the results of Pratyahara, and he will also acquire
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considerable insight into the methods of practising Pratyahara. It
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sounds perhaps, at first, as if Pratyahara were off the main line of
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attainment in Yoga. This is not so, because it enables one to deal
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with the new conditions which are established in the mind by realisa-
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tion of Dhyana and Samadhi.
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I can now describe the elementary practices.
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You should begin with very short periods; it is most important
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not to overstrain the apparatus which you are using; the mind must be
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trained very slowly. In my early days I was often satisfied with a
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minute or two at a time; three or four such periods twice or three
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times a day. In the earliest stages of all it is not necessary to
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have got very far with Asana, because all you can get out of the
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early practices is really a foreshadowing of the difficulties of
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doing it.
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18. I began by taking a simple geometrical object in one
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colour, such as a yellow square. I will quote the official instruc-
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tions in 'The Equinox'.
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'Dharana -- Control of thought.'
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'1. Constrain the mind to concentrate itself upon a single simple
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object imagined. The five tatwas are useful for this purpose; they
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are: a black oval; a blue disk; a silver crescent; a yellow square;
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a red triangle.
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'2. Proceed to combinations of single objects; e.g., a black oval
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within a yellow square, and so on.
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'3. Proceed to simple moving objects, such as a pendulum swing-
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ing; a wheel revolving, etc. Avoid living objects.
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'4. Proceed to combinations of moving objects, e.g., a piston
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rising and falling while a pendulum is swinging. The relation
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between the two movements should be varied in different experiements.
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'(Or even a system of flywheels, eccentrics and governor.)
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'5. During these practices the mind must be absolutely confined
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to the object determined on; no other thought must be allowed to
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intrude upon the consciousness. The moving systems must be regular
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and harmonious.
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'6. Note carefully the duration of the experiment, the number and
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nature of the intruding thoughts; the tendency of the object itself
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to depart from the course laid out for it, and any other phenomena
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which may present themselves. Avoid overstrain; this is very
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important.
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'7. Proceed to imagine living objects; as a man, preferably some
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man known to, and respected by, you.
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'8. In the intervals of these experiments you might try to
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imagine the objects of the other senses, and to concentrate upon
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them. For example, try to imagine the taste of chocolate, the smell
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or roses, the feeling of velvet, the sound of a waterfall, or the
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ticking of a watch.
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'9. Endeavour finally to shut out all objects of any of the
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senses, and prevent all thoughts arising in your mind. When you feel
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you have attained some success in these practices, apply for examina-
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tion, and should you pass, more complex and difficult practices will
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be prescribed for you.'
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19. Now one of the most interesting and irritating features of
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your early experiments is: interfering thoughts. There is, first of
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all, the misbehaviour of the object which you are contemplating; it
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changes its colour and size; moves its position; gets out of shape.
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And one of the essential difficulties in practice is that it takes a
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great deal of skill and experience to become really alert to what is
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happening. You can go on day-dreaming for quite long periods before
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realising that your thoughts have wandered at all. This is why I
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insist so strongly on the practices described above as producing
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alertness and watchfulness, and you will obviously realise that it is
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quite evident that one has to be in the pink of condition and in the
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most favourable mental state in order to make any headway at all.
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But when you have had a little practice in detecting and counting the
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breaks in your concentration, you will find that they themselves are
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useful, because their character is symptomatic of your state of
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progress.
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20. Breaks are classed as follows: --
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Firstly, physical sensations; these should have been overcome by
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Asana.
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Secondly, breaks that seem to be indicated by events immediately
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preceding the meditation: their activity becomes tremendous. Only
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by this practice does one understand how much is really observed by
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the senses without the mind becoming conscious of it.
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Thirdly, there is a class of break partaking of the nature of
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reverie or 'day-dreaming.' These are very insidious -- one may go on
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for a long time without realising that one has wandered at all.
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Fourthly, we get a very high class of break, which is a sort of
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abberation of the control itself. You think, 'How well I am doing
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it!' or perhaps that it would be rather a good idea if you were on a
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desert island, or if you were in a sound-proof house, or if you were
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sitting by a waterfall. But these are only trifling variations from
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the vigilance itself.
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A fifth class of break seems to have no discoverable source in
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the mind. such might even take the form of actual hallucination,
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usually auditory. Of course, such hallucinations are infrequent, and
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are recognised for what they are. Otherwise the student had better
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see a doctor. The usual kind consists of odd sentences, or fragments
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of sentences, which are quite distinctly heard in a recognisable
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human voice, not the student's own voice, or that of anyone he knows.
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A similar phenomenon is observed by wireless operators, who call such
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messages 'atmospherics.'
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*There is a further kind of break, which is the desired result
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itself.*
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21. I have already indicated how tedious these practices
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become; how great the bewilderment; how constant the disappointment.
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Long before the occurrence of Dhyana, there are quite a number of
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minor results which indicate the breaking up of intellectual limita-
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tion. You must not be disturbed if these results make you feel that
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the very foundations of your mind are being knocked from under you.
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The real lesson is that, just as you learn in Asana, the normal body
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is in itself nothing but a vehicle of pain, so is the normal itself
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insane; by its own standards it *is* insane. You have only got to
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read a quite simple and elementary work like Professor Joad's 'Guide
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to Philosophy' to find that any argument carried far enough leads to
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a contradiction in terms. There are dozens of ways of showing that
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if you begin 'A is A,' you end 'A is not A.' The mind reacts against
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this conclusion; it anaesthetises itself against the self-inflicted
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wound, and it regulates philosophy to the category of paradoxial
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tricks. But that is a cowardly and disgraceful attitude. The Yogi
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has got to face the fact that we are all raving lunatics; that sanity
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exists -- if it exists at all -- in a mental state free from dame's
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school rules of intellect.
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With an earnest personal appeal, therefore, to come up frankly
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to the mourners' bench and gibber, I will take my leave of you for
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this evening.
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Love is the law, love under will.
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|
6. Note carefully the duration of the experiment, the number and
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|
nature of the intruding thoughts; the tendency of the object itself
|
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|
to depart from the course laid out for it, and any other phenomena
|
|||
|
which may present themselves. Avoid overstrain; this is very
|
|||
|
important.
|
|||
|
'7. Proceed to imagine living objects; as a man, preferably some
|
|||
|
man known to, and respected by, you.
|
|||
|
'8. In the intervals of these experiments you might try to
|
|||
|
imagine the objects of the other senses, and to concentrate upon
|
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|
them. For example, try to imagine the taste of
|