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Underground eXperts United
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Presents...
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[ Power Check ] [ By The GNN ]
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____________________________________________________________________
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POWER CHECK
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by THE GNN/DualCrew-Shining/uXu
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(Ex Hypothesis;)
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I can explode, emotionally. If I do that, hell will be visible to all of you.
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You will suddenly be aware of the fact that there are things worse than death
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itself. But it all depends upon if you do it or not. It is all up to you.
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If you do that, I will kill you. Not by death - by other means; you see, a
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person is able to stay alive, even though she knows that her life has passed;
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that nothing matters anymore, that everything has came to an end. That is the
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way your life will be, if you do that.
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No, do not believe that I exaggerate. I am capable of deeds that are far
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more evil than merely putting someone to death. I will take advantage of all
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knowledge I have on that subject - if it turns out to be necessary. There is
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no need to fear me, however, because I am not a pile of dynamite that might
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explode without any apparent reason. You are holding the match, only you are
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able to light the fuse. Since I have now made you aware of these facts, you
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have no excuse if the time comes. You are fully aware of the power you have
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in your hand; you cannot deny it.
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In your eyes, I see that you want proof for my statements. Merely
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producing words will not convince you. And I ask myself: why do you need
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proof? What would it change if I lied? Will you stay away from doing that,
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merely because you do not want me to explode? Is that all there is? If the
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question is answered in a positive sense, the fuse has been lit. But if that
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is not the case, you are playing with your doom anyway, without knowing it.
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You see. You are then not interested in proof for the sake of the truth, but
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for the sake of curiosity. This curiosity I cannot satisfy. If you want to
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know how it feels to be burned alive, you must be burned alive. Descriptions
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on how it feels are never enough; they cannot produce the sensations you are
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after. The only thing that can produce such sensations is the fire itself. If
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I explode, only because you want me to, you will experience the fire. But
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when you are convinced, when your need to know has been fed, you have
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destroyed yourself. So do not ask me to prove what I say; the result will
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always be something you really do not want.
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Do you fear me now? There is no reason to. If you feel horrified, it is
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not my fault. There is no need to be afraid of a gun, what you should be
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afraid of is the one who is holding the gun. You are holding the gun, the
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barrel points at your face and only you are able to squeeze the trigger. So
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do not fear me, because I am just the gun.
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But if you are afraid of yourself, tell me why? Is it because you know
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that you might be able to discharge the weapon? If that is the way you think,
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the gun has been loaded. Then I can understand your fear. "What should I do?"
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is the wrong question. It is not what you do, it is what you are. Pure
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existence is the same thing as doing something, and if you are something that
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might squeeze the trigger, you ought to be afraid. Because then, you have
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already killed yourself. You have lit the fuse. You have lied to me. Your
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masquerade is coming to an end; you are about to show me your real face. And
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if it is ugly, which it certainly is if you must hide it behind a mask, I
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will explode; and the bullets will spray the area.
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Maybe you do not like the way I talk. Maybe you feel that I am black
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mailing you. Maybe you feel like you have been put in a cage, because your
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freedom has been limited and is controlled by me. If that is the way you are
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thinking, you are wrong. I know that is it not so that you are 'free' because
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you are holding the match to the fuse and can only light it yourself. I am
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not that stupid. What is the problem, if you feel that you cannot let go of
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the match, nor the dynamite, because then it will ignite spontaneously? And
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this is what you believe are what limits your freedom: you are committed to
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me in a way that makes it impossible to leave me. If you leave me, I will
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explode, you think. If you do not leave, your freedom is severely defect.
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You have missed the point. I will explode if you leave me, but then you
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will be so far away that the blast cannot hurt you. Your sincerity will save
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you. So you are free to go whenever you want. I will only explode and take
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you with me into the crater if you do something you are forbidden to do. And
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that is only one single thing, and you know what it is.
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"But!" you say. "Even though I am free to leave you, the fact is that you
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will explode. And I do not want to see you spread all over the area, you say.
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So I cannot leave you!"
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I hardly believe it really matters to you. You only say this because you
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think you must pour water on me now and then to keep me cold. If you leave
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me, I do not matter to you anymore, and thus it does not matter if I
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disappear. There are no middle ways - it is either, or. That is how such
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emotions work. I would really like to expand this to say that it is human
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nature. But I am not sure, and I will not open myself to yet another
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discussion that misses the real point of the subject.
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I am merely performing a power check.
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/////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
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Unfortunately, the masses cannot use simple FTP.
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Therefore, we have WWW sites. Example: www.algonet.se/~daba/uxu
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History is the sum total of the things that could have been avoided.
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uXu #376 Underground eXperts United 1997 uXu #376
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