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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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They Don't Know Better
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I met a girl today. Less than 36 hours later I wanted to kill
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just about every male in her home town. When I say I want to kill these
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people, it is more than an idle threat. If she asked me to, I would.
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There is no doubt in my mind that I could, and would, do it.
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So what would drive me to that level of hatred and anger, that
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desire to rid the world of human lives. That action that could get me
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a lifetime in jail, or death to myself. Three seconds of gunfire in return
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for years of drawn out legal battles followed by life in a ten by ten
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square room.
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I know I have harped on this to my friends and girlfriends in
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the past. They are probably tired of me showing my hatred toward this
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one thing, but deal with it. There are too many in our society, all
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hurting us every day. I know I have been vague enough so you probably
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can't guess exactly what it is, but I can assure you, you have most
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likely run into it in the past.
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Degenerate abusive guys who don't have the first clue about
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treating others, especially girls. I'm not talking about the inconsiderate
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guys who don't pay attention to their girlfriends/fiances/wives. I
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am talking about the most severe kind of loser who mentally and physically
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abuses their significant other for whatever reason they have convinced
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themselves of. Until recently I thought it was a fairly rare case that
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this happened, but the more days that go by, and the more girls I meet,
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the more I question that number. Based off what I have seen in the past
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few days, there are entire towns with over twenty thousand losers like
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this.
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So I'm out of state with a friend, visiting some of her old
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friends from her home town. Some of her friends are really good people
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and very down to earth. They have no false facades, no fronts to put
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up for me or anyone else. They are very modest, truthful, and all victims
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of past abusive relationships. My new femme friend is a rare individual.
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I think it is a combination of her strong will, sense of individuality,
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and desire to do what she sees right. There is only one problem I can
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find in her.. her ex-boyfriends.
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The second day I was there she awoke to find all four tires of her
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car flat. Apparently, while we were at a bar the night before, one of
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her ex's didn't like the fact she was with me (or any other male). His
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way of showing his continuing love to her was to pop her tires. This is
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also not the first time he has gone out of his way to piss her off.
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I don't know the circumstances behind everything, but one ex held
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a gun to her head, others have physically abused her, one tried to rape her,
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one has taken thousands of dollars from her in cash and furniture, and
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more. What bothers me the most about all of this is her reaction to
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these events. They have become so common in her life, that she thinks it
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it is a normal occurance. From what I have heard from her and others,
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every female in this backwards town expects some form of abuse or another
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during their relationships.
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Beyond being completely fucked up, it gets more baffling believe
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it or not. Now that she has a non abusive friend (who also has a job,
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knows how to clean, is halfway nice, etc), she is actually having a very
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hard time coping with it. She is honestly intimidated and scared by our
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potential relationship. Why? Because I am not the fucked up, backwards
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ass, loser, degenerate abusive boyfriend she is used to. What the fuck..
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So I am in a town where this is common, and accepted. I look around
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at the place and consider the population (36800 or so) and think to myself.
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Is this just one town out of thousands with this problem? Or do many
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midwestern towns about this size suffer the same thing? If not, then a
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full scale surgical military strike on this town is fully warranted. If so,
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then I think we have a new national crisis to deal with. Consider the amount
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of towns out there like this, multiply to find the total loser count, and
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I think you would be quite alarmed.
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After meeting a few guys that fall into the above category, I truly
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wonder what makes a girl fall for scum like that. I also wonder why girls
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let these guys get away with half of the shit they do. Most of the guys
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I met have nothing going for them except this macho bravado they throw
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around like the presidency. I do understand getting trapped in a relationship
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if you are in love, and I do understand it can be hard to leave because
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of problems in fear of retribution. I don't understand how it can happen
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over and over like clockwork.
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Back to the big guns in loser's faces. What else do they deserve?
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Certainly no sympathy or understanding. The only thing I can think fitting
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for this situation is death or removal of the ability to function in society.
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Why do they deserve it? Because of the basic lack of understanding, respect,
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sympathy, compassion, morals, ethics, and everything else that should be
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considered when dealing with other people. To consistently treat all girls
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(or guys as they case may be) like shit for any reason is wrong. It is along
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the same lines as racism, the global hatred or dislike based on one feature
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of a person.
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Now you may be thinking "chill out dis, this is one girl, one town,
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one incident." Wrong. I have seen this in several small towns myself, and
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have talked to dozens of females from others that have told me the same
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thing. That makes me think it is a nationwide problem; a problem that
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can't be solved in this generation. That level of a problem can not be
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de-programmed from an individual because of the way we are. Certain
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fundamental beliefs that are developed from society and parental influence
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can only be masked, suppressed, and sometimes altered on the surface.
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Rather than remove the bad beliefs, they can only be slightly changed
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at best.
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The next step is to hit the next generation at a young age, and
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make sure they aren't brought up with the same contempt based on a single
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feature like skin color, age, nationality, etc. The problem there lies
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in the locality. These people are brought up in small towns often led
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by community officials with the same values. They are taught by educators
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with the same beliefs. In order to change a younger generation, it would
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require an unpolluted environment in which to work. Not going to happen.
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That puts us back to square one. A big problem that has no easy
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solution. Much like other problems in today's society, there seems to be
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little that can be done. I guess what really bothers me is the common
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sense or fundamental lack of respect involved with this. I honestly thought
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it was human nature that kept people in check. I thought that hurting
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someone like that would make one develop a level of guilt that would
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make them seriously reconsider their actions, and possibly stop them from
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doing the same thing.
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I guess I am different. Maybe that is one thing that bonds me to
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my friends and makes me appreciate them so much. Maybe that is also why
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I seem to be drawn to the type of girl that isn't used to being treated
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right. I wish I could show every single girl in an abusive relationship
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that things can be better, and that I know hundreds of guys who know how
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to treat women.
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In some cases, I think they simply don't know better.
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- dis
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= Questions, Comments, Bitches, Ideas, Rants, Death Threats, etc etc... =
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= Internet : jericho@dimensional.com (Mail is welcomed) =
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= gote land +27.31.441115 =
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= Arrested Development +31.77.3547477 =
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= Global Chaos +61.2.681.2837 =
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= Chemical Persuasion 203.324.0894 Undrgrnd Indust/Inc. 207.490.2158 =
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= Damnation 212.861.0580 Damnation -Toll Free 888.803.8490 =
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= Hacker's Haven 303.516.9969 Unholiness Rising 303.980.2404 =
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= E.L.F. (NUP) 314.272.3426 Misery 318.625.4532 =
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= Dungeon Sys. Inc. 410.263.2258 Psykodelik Images -- Down -- =
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= Paradise Lost 414.476.3181 Black SunShine 513.891.3465 =
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= underworld_1995.com 514.683.1894 Digital Fallout 516.378.6640 =
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= PSYCHOSiS 613.836.7211 Bad Trip 615.870.8805 =
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= Plan 9 716.881.3663 suicidal chaos 718.592.1083 =
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= Damaged 801.944.7353 The Death Star Bar 805.872.3151 =
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= Purple Hell 806.791.0747 BloodNet 901.872.8615 =
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= Atrocity Exhibition 905.796.3385 Phoenix Modernz 908.830.8265 =
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= The Keg 914.234.9674 that stupid place 215.985.0462 =
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= ETEXT.ARCHIVE.UMICH.EDU - /pub/Zines/FUCK =
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= Files through WWW: http://www.dimensional.com/~jericho =
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