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Travels with a Donkey in the Cevenne
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by Robert Louis Stevenson
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Travels with a Donkey in the Cevennes by Robert Louis Stevenson.
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Travels with a Donkey in the Cevennes
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My Dear Sidney Colvin,
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The journey which this little book is to describe was very
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agreeable and fortunate for me. After an uncouth beginning, I had
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the best of luck to the end. But we are all travellers in what
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John Bunyan calls the wilderness of this world - all, too,
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travellers with a donkey: and the best that we find in our travels
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is an honest friend. He is a fortunate voyager who finds many. We
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travel, indeed, to find them. They are the end and the reward of
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life. They keep us worthy of ourselves; and when we are alone, we
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generous patron who defrays the postage. Yet through the letter is
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directed to all, we have an old and kindly custom of addressing it
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on the outside to one. Of what shall a man be proud, if he is not
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proud of his friends? And so, my dear Sidney Colvin, it is with
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pride that I sign myself affectionately yours,
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R. L. S.
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VELAY
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Many are the mighty things, and nought is more mighty than man. . .
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. . He masters by his devices the tenant of the fields.
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SOPHOCLES.
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Who hath loosed the bands of the wild ass?
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JOB.
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THE DONKEY, THE PACK, AND THE PACK-SADDLE
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IN a little place called Le Monastier, in a pleasant highland
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valley fifteen miles from Le Puy, I spent about a month of fine
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days. Monastier is notable for the making of lace, for
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drunkenness, for freedom of language, and for unparalleled
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political dissension. There are adherents of each of the four
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French parties - Legitimists, Orleanists, Imperialists, and
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Republicans - in this little mountain-town; and they all hate,
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loathe, decry, and calumniate each other. Except for business
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purposes, or to give each other the lie in a tavern brawl, they
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have laid aside even the civility of speech. 'Tis a mere mountain
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Poland. In the midst of this Babylon I found myself a rallying-
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point; every one was anxious to be kind and helpful to the
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stranger. This was not merely from the natural hospitality of
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mountain people, nor even from the surprise with which I was
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regarded as a man living of his own free will in Le Monastier, when
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he might just as well have lived anywhere else in this big world;
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it arose a good deal from my projected excursion southward through
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the Cevennes. A traveller of my sort was a thing hitherto unheard
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of in that district. I was looked upon with contempt, like a man
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who should project a journey to the moon, but yet with a respectful
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interest, like one setting forth for the inclement Pole. All were
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ready to help in my preparations; a crowd of sympathisers supported
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me at the critical moment of a bargain; not a step was taken but
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was heralded by glasses round and celebrated by a dinner or a
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breakfast.
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It was already hard upon October before I was ready to set forth,
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and at the high altitudes over which my road lay there was no
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Indian summer to be looked for. I was determined, if not to camp
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out, at least to have the means of camping out in my possession;
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for there is nothing more harassing to an easy mind than the
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necessity of reaching shelter by dusk, and the hospitality of a
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village inn is not always to be reckoned sure by those who trudge
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on foot. A tent, above all for a solitary traveller, is
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troublesome to pitch, and troublesome to strike again; and even on
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the march it forms a conspicuous feature in your baggage. A
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sleeping-sack, on the other hand, is always ready - you have only
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to get into it; it serves a double purpose - a bed by night, a
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portmanteau by day; and it does not advertise your intention of
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camping out to every curious passer-by. This is a huge point. If
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a camp is not secret, it is but a troubled resting-place; you
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become a public character; the convivial rustic visits your bedside
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after an early supper; and you must sleep with one eye open, and be
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up before the day. I decided on a sleeping-sack; and after
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repeated visits to Le Puy, and a deal of high living for myself and
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my advisers, a sleeping-sack was designed, constructed, and
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triumphantly brought home.
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This child of my invention was nearly six feet square, exclusive of
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two triangular flaps to serve as a pillow by night and as the top
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and bottom of the sack by day. I call it 'the sack,' but it was
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never a sack by more than courtesy: only a sort of long roll or
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sausage, green waterproof cart-cloth without and blue sheep's fur
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within. It was commodious as a valise, warm and dry for a bed.
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There was luxurious turning room for one; and at a pinch the thing
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might serve for two. I could bury myself in it up to the neck; for
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my head I trusted to a fur cap, with a hood to fold down over my
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ears and a band to pass under my nose like a respirator; and in
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case of heavy rain I proposed to make myself a little tent, or
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tentlet, with my waterproof coat, three stones, and a bent branch.
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It will readily be conceived that I could not carry this huge
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package on my own, merely human, shoulders. It remained to choose
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a beast of burden. Now, a horse is a fine lady among animals,
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flighty, timid, delicate in eating, of tender health; he is too
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valuable and too restive to be left alone, so that you are chained
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to your brute as to a fellow galley-slave; a dangerous road puts
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him out of his wits; in short, he's an uncertain and exacting ally,
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and adds thirty-fold to the troubles of the voyager. What I
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required was something cheap and small and hardy, and of a stolid
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and peaceful temper; and all these requisites pointed to a donkey.
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There dwelt an old man in Monastier, of rather unsound intellect
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according to some, much followed by street-boys, and known to fame
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as Father Adam. Father Adam had a cart, and to draw the cart a
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diminutive she-ass, not much bigger than a dog, the colour of a
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mouse, with a kindly eye and a determined under-jaw. There was
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something neat and high-bred, a quakerish elegance, about the rogue
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that hit my fancy on the spot. Our first interview was in
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Monastier market-place. To prove her good temper, one child after
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another was set upon her back to ride, and one after another went
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head over heels into the air; until a want of confidence began to
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reign in youthful bosoms, and the experiment was discontinued from
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a dearth of subjects. I was already backed by a deputation of my
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friends; but as if this were not enough, all the buyers and sellers
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came round and helped me in the bargain; and the ass and I and
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Father Adam were the centre of a hubbub for near half an hour. At
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length she passed into my service for the consideration of sixty-
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five francs and a glass of brandy. The sack had already cost
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eighty francs and two glasses of beer; so that Modestine, as I
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instantly baptized her, was upon all accounts the cheaper article.
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Indeed, that was as it should be; for she was only an appurtenance
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of my mattress, or self-acting bedstead on four castors.
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I had a last interview with Father Adam in a billiard-room at the
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witching hour of dawn, when I administered the brandy. He
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professed himself greatly touched by the separation, and declared
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he had often bought white bread for the donkey when he had been
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content with black bread for himself; but this, according to the
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best authorities, must have been a flight of fancy. He had a name
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in the village for brutally misusing the ass; yet it is certain
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that he shed a tear, and the tear made a clean mark down one cheek.
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By the advice of a fallacious local saddler, a leather pad was made
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for me with rings to fasten on my bundle; and I thoughtfully
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completed my kit and arranged my toilette. By way of armoury and
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utensils, I took a revolver, a little spirit-lamp and pan, a
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lantern and some halfpenny candles, a jack-knife and a large
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leather flask. The main cargo consisted of two entire changes of
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warm clothing - besides my travelling wear of country velveteen,
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pilot-coat, and knitted spencer - some books, and my railway-rug,
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which, being also in the form of a bag, made me a double castle for
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cold nights. The permanent larder was represented by cakes of
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chocolate and tins of Bologna sausage. All this, except what I
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carried about my person, was easily stowed into the sheepskin bag;
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and by good fortune I threw in my empty knapsack, rather for
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convenience of carriage than from any thought that I should want it
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on my journey. For more immediate needs I took a leg of cold
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mutton, a bottle of Beaujolais, an empty bottle to carry milk, an
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egg-beater, and a considerable quantity of black bread and white,
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like Father Adam, for myself and donkey, only in my scheme of
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things the destinations were reversed.
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Monastrians, of all shades of thought in politics, had agreed in
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threatening me with many ludicrous misadventures, and with sudden
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death in many surprising forms. Cold, wolves, robbers, above all
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the nocturnal practical joker, were daily and eloquently forced on
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my attention. Yet in these vaticinations, the true, patent danger
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was left out. Like Christian, it was from my pack I suffered by
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the way. Before telling my own mishaps, let me in two words relate
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the lesson of my experience. If the pack is well strapped at the
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ends, and hung at full length - not doubled, for your life - across
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the pack-saddle, the traveller is safe. The saddle will certainly
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not fit, such is the imperfection of our transitory life; it will
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assuredly topple and tend to overset; but there are stones on every
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roadside, and a man soon learns the art of correcting any tendency
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to overbalance with a well-adjusted stone.
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On the day of my departure I was up a little after five; by six, we
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began to load the donkey; and ten minutes after, my hopes were in
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the dust. The pad would not stay on Modestine's back for half a
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|
moment. I returned it to its maker, with whom I had so
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contumelious a passage that the street outside was crowded from
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wall to wall with gossips looking on and listening. The pad
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changed hands with much vivacity; perhaps it would be more
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descriptive to say that we threw it at each other's heads; and, at
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any rate, we were very warm and unfriendly, and spoke with a deal
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of freedom.
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I had a common donkey pack-saddle - a BARDE, as they call it -
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|
fitted upon Modestine; and once more loaded her with my effects.
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The doubled sack, my pilot-coat (for it was warm, and I was to walk
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in my waistcoat), a great bar of black bread, and an open basket
|
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|
containing the white bread, the mutton, and the bottles, were all
|
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|
corded together in a very elaborate system of knots, and I looked
|
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|
on the result with fatuous content. In such a monstrous deck-
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|
cargo, all poised above the donkey's shoulders, with nothing below
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|
to balance, on a brand-new pack-saddle that had not yet been worn
|
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|
to fit the animal, and fastened with brand-new girths that might be
|
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|
expected to stretch and slacken by the way, even a very careless
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|
traveller should have seen disaster brewing. That elaborate system
|
||
|
of knots, again, was the work of too many sympathisers to be very
|
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|
artfully designed. It is true they tightened the cords with a
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|
will; as many as three at a time would have a foot against
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|
Modestine's quarters, and be hauling with clenched teeth; but I
|
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|
learned afterwards that one thoughtful person, without any exercise
|
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|
of force, can make a more solid job than half-a-dozen heated and
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|
enthusiastic grooms. I was then but a novice; even after the
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|
misadventure of the pad nothing could disturb my security, and I
|
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|
went forth from the stable door as an ox goeth to the slaughter.
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|
THE GREEN DONKEY-DRIVER
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|
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|
THE bell of Monastier was just striking nine as I got quit of these
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|
preliminary troubles and descended the hill through the common. As
|
||
|
long as I was within sight of the windows, a secret shame and the
|
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|
fear of some laughable defeat withheld me from tampering with
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|
Modestine. She tripped along upon her four small hoofs with a
|
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|
sober daintiness of gait; from time to time she shook her ears or
|
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|
her tail; and she looked so small under the bundle that my mind
|
||
|
misgave me. We got across the ford without difficulty - there was
|
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|
no doubt about the matter, she was docility itself - and once on
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|
the other bank, where the road begins to mount through pine-woods,
|
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|
I took in my right hand the unhallowed staff, and with a quaking
|
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|
spirit applied it to the donkey. Modestine brisked up her pace for
|
||
|
perhaps three steps, and then relapsed into her former minuet.
|
||
|
Another application had the same effect, and so with the third. I
|
||
|
am worthy the name of an Englishman, and it goes against my
|
||
|
conscience to lay my hand rudely on a female. I desisted, and
|
||
|
looked her all over from head to foot; the poor brute's knees were
|
||
|
trembling and her breathing was distressed; it was plain that she
|
||
|
could go no faster on a hill. God forbid, thought I, that I should
|
||
|
brutalise this innocent creature; let her go at her own pace, and
|
||
|
let me patiently follow.
|
||
|
|
||
|
What that pace was, there is no word mean enough to describe; it
|
||
|
was something as much slower than a walk as a walk is slower than a
|
||
|
run; it kept me hanging on each foot for an incredible length of
|
||
|
time; in five minutes it exhausted the spirit and set up a fever in
|
||
|
all the muscles of the leg. And yet I had to keep close at hand
|
||
|
and measure my advance exactly upon hers; for if I dropped a few
|
||
|
yards into the rear, or went on a few yards ahead, Modestine came
|
||
|
instantly to a halt and began to browse. The thought that this was
|
||
|
to last from here to Alais nearly broke my heart. Of all
|
||
|
conceivable journeys, this promised to be the most tedious. I
|
||
|
tried to tell myself it was a lovely day; I tried to charm my
|
||
|
foreboding spirit with tobacco; but I had a vision ever present to
|
||
|
me of the long, long roads, up hill and down dale, and a pair of
|
||
|
figures ever infinitesimally moving, foot by foot, a yard to the
|
||
|
minute, and, like things enchanted in a nightmare, approaching no
|
||
|
nearer to the goal.
|
||
|
|
||
|
In the meantime there came up behind us a tall peasant, perhaps
|
||
|
forty years of age, of an ironical snuffy countenance, and arrayed
|
||
|
in the green tail-coat of the country. He overtook us hand over
|
||
|
hand, and stopped to consider our pitiful advance.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Your donkey,' says he, 'is very old?'
|
||
|
|
||
|
I told him, I believed not.
|
||
|
|
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|
Then, he supposed, we had come far.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I told him, we had but newly left Monastier.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'ET VOUS MARCHEZ COMME CA!' cried he; and, throwing back his head,
|
||
|
he laughed long and heartily. I watched him, half prepared to feel
|
||
|
offended, until he had satisfied his mirth; and then, 'You must
|
||
|
have no pity on these animals,' said he; and, plucking a switch out
|
||
|
of a thicket, he began to lace Modestine about the stern-works,
|
||
|
uttering a cry. The rogue pricked up her ears and broke into a
|
||
|
good round pace, which she kept up without flagging, and without
|
||
|
exhibiting the least symptom of distress, as long as the peasant
|
||
|
kept beside us. Her former panting and shaking had been, I regret
|
||
|
to say, a piece of comedy.
|
||
|
|
||
|
My DEUS EX MACHINA, before he left me, supplied some excellent, if
|
||
|
inhumane, advice; presented me with the switch, which he declared
|
||
|
she would feel more tenderly than my cane; and finally taught me
|
||
|
the true cry or masonic word of donkey-drivers, 'Proot!' All the
|
||
|
time, he regarded me with a comical, incredulous air, which was
|
||
|
embarrassing to confront; and smiled over my donkey-driving, as I
|
||
|
might have smiled over his orthography, or his green tail-coat.
|
||
|
But it was not my turn for the moment.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I was proud of my new lore, and thought I had learned the art to
|
||
|
perfection. And certainly Modestine did wonders for the rest of
|
||
|
the fore-noon, and I had a breathing space to look about me. It
|
||
|
was Sabbath; the mountain-fields were all vacant in the sunshine;
|
||
|
and as we came down through St. Martin de Frugeres, the church was
|
||
|
crowded to the door, there were people kneeling without upon the
|
||
|
steps, and the sound of the priest's chanting came forth out of the
|
||
|
dim interior. It gave me a home feeling on the spot; for I am a
|
||
|
countryman of the Sabbath, so to speak, and all Sabbath
|
||
|
observances, like a Scottish accent, strike in me mixed feelings,
|
||
|
grateful and the reverse. It is only a traveller, hurrying by like
|
||
|
a person from another planet, who can rightly enjoy the peace and
|
||
|
beauty of the great ascetic feast. The sight of the resting
|
||
|
country does his spirit good. There is something better than music
|
||
|
in the wide unusual silence; and it disposes him to amiable
|
||
|
thoughts, like the sound of a little river or the warmth of
|
||
|
sunlight.
|
||
|
|
||
|
In this pleasant humour I came down the hill to where Goudet stands
|
||
|
in a green end of a valley, with Chateau Beaufort opposite upon a
|
||
|
rocky steep, and the stream, as clear as crystal, lying in a deep
|
||
|
pool between them. Above and below, you may hear it wimpling over
|
||
|
the stones, an amiable stripling of a river, which it seems absurd
|
||
|
to call the Loire. On all sides, Goudet is shut in by mountains;
|
||
|
rocky footpaths, practicable at best for donkeys, join it to the
|
||
|
outer world of France; and the men and women drink and swear, in
|
||
|
their green corner, or look up at the snow-clad peaks in winter
|
||
|
from the threshold of their homes, in an isolation, you would
|
||
|
think, like that of Homer's Cyclops. But it is not so; the postman
|
||
|
reaches Goudet with the letter-bag; the aspiring youth of Goudet
|
||
|
are within a day's walk of the railway at Le Puy; and here in the
|
||
|
inn you may find an engraved portrait of the host's nephew, Regis
|
||
|
Senac, 'Professor of Fencing and Champion of the two Americas,' a
|
||
|
distinction gained by him, along with the sum of five hundred
|
||
|
dollars, at Tammany Hall, New York, on the 10th April 1876.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I hurried over my midday meal, and was early forth again. But,
|
||
|
alas, as we climbed the interminable hill upon the other side,
|
||
|
'Proot!' seemed to have lost its virtue. I prooted like a lion, I
|
||
|
prooted mellifluously like a sucking-dove; but Modestine would be
|
||
|
neither softened nor intimidated. She held doggedly to her pace;
|
||
|
nothing but a blow would move her, and that only for a second. I
|
||
|
must follow at her heels, incessantly be-labouring. A moment's
|
||
|
pause in this ignoble toil, and she relapsed into her own private
|
||
|
gait. I think I never heard of any one in as mean a situation. I
|
||
|
must reach the lake of Bouchet, where I meant to camp, before
|
||
|
sundown, and, to have even a hope of this, I must instantly
|
||
|
maltreat this uncomplaining animal. The sound of my own blows
|
||
|
sickened me. Once, when I looked at her, she had a faint
|
||
|
resemblance to a lady of my acquaintance who formerly loaded me
|
||
|
with kindness; and this increased my horror of my cruelty.
|
||
|
|
||
|
To make matters worse, we encountered another donkey, ranging at
|
||
|
will upon the roadside; and this other donkey chanced to be a
|
||
|
gentleman. He and Modestine met nickering for joy, and I had to
|
||
|
separate the pair and beat down their young romance with a renewed
|
||
|
and feverish bastinado. If the other donkey had had the heart of a
|
||
|
male under his hide, he would have fallen upon me tooth and hoof;
|
||
|
and this was a kind of consolation - he was plainly unworthy of
|
||
|
Modestine's affection. But the incident saddened me, as did
|
||
|
everything that spoke of my donkey's sex.
|
||
|
|
||
|
It was blazing hot up the valley, windless, with vehement sun upon
|
||
|
my shoulders; and I had to labour so consistently with my stick
|
||
|
that the sweat ran into my eyes. Every five minutes, too, the
|
||
|
pack, the basket, and the pilot-coat would take an ugly slew to one
|
||
|
side or the other; and I had to stop Modestine, just when I had got
|
||
|
her to a tolerable pace of about two miles an hour, to tug, push,
|
||
|
shoulder, and readjust the load. And at last, in the village of
|
||
|
Ussel, saddle and all, the whole hypothec turned round and
|
||
|
grovelled in the dust below the donkey's belly. She, none better
|
||
|
pleased, incontinently drew up and seemed to smile; and a party of
|
||
|
one man, two women, and two children came up, and, standing round
|
||
|
me in a half-circle, encouraged her by their example.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I had the devil's own trouble to get the thing righted; and the
|
||
|
instant I had done so, without hesitation, it toppled and fell down
|
||
|
upon the other side. Judge if I was hot! And yet not a hand was
|
||
|
offered to assist me. The man, indeed, told me I ought to have a
|
||
|
package of a different shape. I suggested, if he knew nothing
|
||
|
better to the point in my predicament, he might hold his tongue.
|
||
|
And the good-natured dog agreed with me smilingly. It was the most
|
||
|
despicable fix. I must plainly content myself with the pack for
|
||
|
Modestine, and take the following items for my own share of the
|
||
|
portage: a cane, a quart-flask, a pilot-jacket heavily weighted in
|
||
|
the pockets, two pounds of black bread, and an open basket full of
|
||
|
meats and bottles. I believe I may say I am not devoid of
|
||
|
greatness of soul; for I did not recoil from this infamous burden.
|
||
|
I disposed it, Heaven knows how, so as to be mildly portable, and
|
||
|
then proceeded to steer Modestine through the village. She tried,
|
||
|
as was indeed her invariable habit, to enter every house and every
|
||
|
courtyard in the whole length; and, encumbered as I was, without a
|
||
|
hand to help myself, no words can render an idea of my
|
||
|
difficulties. A priest, with six or seven others, was examining a
|
||
|
church in process of repair, and he and his acolytes laughed loudly
|
||
|
as they saw my plight.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I remembered having laughed myself when I had seen good men
|
||
|
struggling with adversity in the person of a jackass, and the
|
||
|
recollection filled me with penitence. That was in my old light
|
||
|
days, before this trouble came upon me. God knows at least that I
|
||
|
shall never laugh again, thought I. But oh, what a cruel thing is
|
||
|
a farce to those engaged in it!
|
||
|
|
||
|
A little out of the village, Modestine, filled with the demon, set
|
||
|
her heart upon a by-road, and positively refused to leave it. I
|
||
|
dropped all my bundles, and, I am ashamed to say, struck the poor
|
||
|
sinner twice across the face. It was pitiful to see her lift her
|
||
|
head with shut eyes, as if waiting for another blow. I came very
|
||
|
near crying; but I did a wiser thing than that, and sat squarely
|
||
|
down by the roadside to consider my situation under the cheerful
|
||
|
influence of tobacco and a nip of brandy. Modestine, in the
|
||
|
meanwhile, munched some black bread with a contrite hypocritical
|
||
|
air. It was plain that I must make a sacrifice to the gods of
|
||
|
shipwreck. I threw away the empty bottle destined to carry milk; I
|
||
|
threw away my own white bread, and, disdaining to act by general
|
||
|
average, kept the black bread for Modestine; lastly, I threw away
|
||
|
the cold leg of mutton and the egg-whisk, although this last was
|
||
|
dear to my heart. Thus I found room for everything in the basket,
|
||
|
and even stowed the boating-coat on the top. By means of an end of
|
||
|
cord I slung it under one arm; and although the cord cut my
|
||
|
shoulder, and the jacket hung almost to the ground, it was with a
|
||
|
heart greatly lightened that I set forth again.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I had now an arm free to thrash Modestine, and cruelly I chastised
|
||
|
her. If I were to reach the lakeside before dark, she must bestir
|
||
|
her little shanks to some tune. Already the sun had gone down into
|
||
|
a windy-looking mist; and although there were still a few streaks
|
||
|
of gold far off to the east on the hills and the black fir-woods,
|
||
|
all was cold and grey about our onward path. An infinity of little
|
||
|
country by-roads led hither and thither among the fields. It was
|
||
|
the most pointless labyrinth. I could see my destination overhead,
|
||
|
or rather the peak that dominates it; but choose as I pleased, the
|
||
|
roads always ended by turning away from it, and sneaking back
|
||
|
towards the valley, or northward along the margin of the hills.
|
||
|
The failing light, the waning colour, the naked, unhomely, stony
|
||
|
country through which I was travelling, threw me into some
|
||
|
despondency. I promise you, the stick was not idle; I think every
|
||
|
decent step that Modestine took must have cost me at least two
|
||
|
emphatic blows. There was not another sound in the neighbourhood
|
||
|
but that of my unwearying bastinado.
|
||
|
|
||
|
Suddenly, in the midst of my toils, the load once more bit the
|
||
|
dust, and, as by enchantment, all the cords were simultaneously
|
||
|
loosened, and the road scattered with my dear possessions. The
|
||
|
packing was to begin again from the beginning; and as I had to
|
||
|
invent a new and better system, I do not doubt but I lost half an
|
||
|
hour. It began to be dusk in earnest as I reached a wilderness of
|
||
|
turf and stones. It had the air of being a road which should lead
|
||
|
everywhere at the same time; and I was falling into something not
|
||
|
unlike despair when I saw two figures stalking towards me over the
|
||
|
stones. They walked one behind the other like tramps, but their
|
||
|
pace was remarkable. The son led the way, a tall, ill-made,
|
||
|
sombre, Scottish-looking man; the mother followed, all in her
|
||
|
Sunday's best, with an elegantly embroidered ribbon to her cap, and
|
||
|
a new felt hat atop, and proffering, as she strode along with
|
||
|
kilted petticoats, a string of obscene and blasphemous oaths.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I hailed the son, and asked him my direction. He pointed loosely
|
||
|
west and north-west, muttered an inaudible comment, and, without
|
||
|
slackening his pace for an instant, stalked on, as he was going,
|
||
|
right athwart my path. The mother followed without so much as
|
||
|
raising her head. I shouted and shouted after them, but they
|
||
|
continued to scale the hillside, and turned a deaf ear to my
|
||
|
outcries. At last, leaving Modestine by herself, I was constrained
|
||
|
to run after them, hailing the while. They stopped as I drew near,
|
||
|
the mother still cursing; and I could see she was a handsome,
|
||
|
motherly, respectable-looking woman. The son once more answered me
|
||
|
roughly and inaudibly, and was for setting out again. But this
|
||
|
time I simply collared the mother, who was nearest me, and,
|
||
|
apologising for my violence, declared that I could not let them go
|
||
|
until they had put me on my road. They were neither of them
|
||
|
offended - rather mollified than otherwise; told me I had only to
|
||
|
follow them; and then the mother asked me what I wanted by the lake
|
||
|
at such an hour. I replied, in the Scottish manner, by inquiring
|
||
|
if she had far to go herself. She told me, with another oath, that
|
||
|
she had an hour and a half's road before her. And then, without
|
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salutation, the pair strode forward again up the hillside in the
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gathering dusk.
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I returned for Modestine, pushed her briskly forward, and, after a
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sharp ascent of twenty minutes, reached the edge of a plateau. The
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view, looking back on my day's journey, was both wild and sad.
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Mount Mezenc and the peaks beyond St. Julien stood out in trenchant
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gloom against a cold glitter in the east; and the intervening field
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of hills had fallen together into one broad wash of shadow, except
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here and there the outline of a wooded sugar-loaf in black, here
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and there a white irregular patch to represent a cultivated farm,
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and here and there a blot where the Loire, the Gazeille, or the
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Laussonne wandered in a gorge.
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Soon we were on a high-road, and surprise seized on my mind as I
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beheld a village of some magnitude close at hand; for I had been
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told that the neighbourhood of the lake was uninhabited except by
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trout. The road smoked in the twilight with children driving home
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cattle from the fields; and a pair of mounted stride-legged women,
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hat and cap and all, dashed past me at a hammering trot from the
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canton where they had been to church and market. I asked one of
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the children where I was. At Bouchet St. Nicolas, he told me.
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Thither, about a mile south of my destination, and on the other
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side of a respectable summit, had these confused roads and
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treacherous peasantry conducted me. My shoulder was cut, so that
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it hurt sharply; my arm ached like toothache from perpetual
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beating; I gave up the lake and my design to camp, and asked for
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the AUBERGE.
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I HAVE A GOAD
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THE AUBERGE of Bouchet St. Nicolas was among the least pretentious
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I have ever visited; but I saw many more of the like upon my
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journey. Indeed, it was typical of these French highlands.
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Imagine a cottage of two stories, with a bench before the door; the
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stable and kitchen in a suite, so that Modestine and I could hear
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each other dining; furniture of the plainest, earthern floors, a
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single bedchamber for travellers, and that without any convenience
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but beds. In the kitchen cooking and eating go forward side by
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side, and the family sleep at night. Any one who has a fancy to
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wash must do so in public at the common table. The food is
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sometimes spare; hard fish and omelette have been my portion more
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than once; the wine is of the smallest, the brandy abominable to
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man; and the visit of a fat sow, grouting under the table and
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rubbing against your legs, is no impossible accompaniment to
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dinner.
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|
But the people of the inn, in nine cases out of ten, show
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themselves friendly and considerate. As soon as you cross the
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doors you cease to be a stranger; and although these peasantry are
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|
rude and forbidding on the highway, they show a tincture of kind
|
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|
breeding when you share their hearth. At Bouchet, for instance, I
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uncorked my bottle of Beaujolais, and asked the host to join me.
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|
He would take but little.
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|
'I am an amateur of such wine, do you see?' he said, 'and I am
|
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|
capable of leaving you not enough.'
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|
In these hedge-inns the traveller is expected to eat with his own
|
||
|
knife; unless he ask, no other will be supplied: with a glass, a
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|
whang of bread, and an iron fork, the table is completely laid. My
|
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|
knife was cordially admired by the landlord of Bouchet, and the
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|
spring filled him with wonder.
|
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|
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|
'I should never have guessed that,' he said. 'I would bet,' he
|
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|
added, weighing it in his hand, 'that this cost you not less than
|
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|
five francs.'
|
||
|
|
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|
When I told him it had cost me twenty, his jaw dropped.
|
||
|
|
||
|
He was a mild, handsome, sensible, friendly old man, astonishingly
|
||
|
ignorant. His wife, who was not so pleasant in her manners, knew
|
||
|
how to read, although I do not suppose she ever did so. She had a
|
||
|
share of brains and spoke with a cutting emphasis, like one who
|
||
|
ruled the roast.
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||
|
|
||
|
'My man knows nothing,' she said, with an angry nod; 'he is like
|
||
|
the beasts.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
And the old gentleman signified acquiescence with his head. There
|
||
|
was no contempt on her part, and no shame on his; the facts were
|
||
|
accepted loyally, and no more about the matter.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I was tightly cross-examined about my journey; and the lady
|
||
|
understood in a moment, and sketched out what I should put into my
|
||
|
book when I got home. 'Whether people harvest or not in such or
|
||
|
such a place; if there were forests; studies of manners; what, for
|
||
|
example, I and the master of the house say to you; the beauties of
|
||
|
Nature, and all that.' And she interrogated me with a look.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'It is just that,' said I.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'You see,' she added to her husband, 'I understood that.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
They were both much interested by the story of my misadventures.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'In the morning,' said the husband, 'I will make you something
|
||
|
better than your cane. Such a beast as that feels nothing; it is
|
||
|
in the proverb - DUR COMME UN ANE; you might beat her insensible
|
||
|
with a cudgel, and yet you would arrive nowhere.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
Something better! I little knew what he was offering.
|
||
|
|
||
|
The sleeping-room was furnished with two beds. I had one; and I
|
||
|
will own I was a little abashed to find a young man and his wife
|
||
|
and child in the act of mounting into the other. This was my first
|
||
|
experience of the sort; and if I am always to feel equally silly
|
||
|
and extraneous, I pray God it be my last as well. I kept my eyes
|
||
|
to myself, and know nothing of the woman except that she had
|
||
|
beautiful arms, and seemed no whit embarrassed by my appearance.
|
||
|
As a matter of fact, the situation was more trying to me than to
|
||
|
the pair. A pair keep each other in countenance; it is the single
|
||
|
gentleman who has to blush. But I could not help attributing my
|
||
|
sentiments to the husband, and sought to conciliate his tolerance
|
||
|
with a cup of brandy from my flask. He told me that he was a
|
||
|
cooper of Alais travelling to St. Etienne in search of work, and
|
||
|
that in his spare moments he followed the fatal calling of a maker
|
||
|
of matches. Me he readily enough divined to be a brandy merchant.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I was up first in the morning (Monday, September 23rd), and
|
||
|
hastened my toilette guiltily, so as to leave a clear field for
|
||
|
madam, the cooper's wife. I drank a bowl of milk, and set off to
|
||
|
explore the neighbourhood of Bouchet. It was perishing cold, a
|
||
|
grey, windy, wintry morning; misty clouds flew fast and low; the
|
||
|
wind piped over the naked platform; and the only speck of colour
|
||
|
was away behind Mount Mezenc and the eastern hills, where the sky
|
||
|
still wore the orange of the dawn.
|
||
|
|
||
|
It was five in the morning, and four thousand feet above the sea;
|
||
|
and I had to bury my hands in my pockets and trot. People were
|
||
|
trooping out to the labours of the field by twos and threes, and
|
||
|
all turned round to stare upon the stranger. I had seen them
|
||
|
coming back last night, I saw them going afield again; and there
|
||
|
was the life of Bouchet in a nutshell.
|
||
|
|
||
|
When I came back to the inn for a bit of breakfast, the landlady
|
||
|
was in the kitchen combing out her daughter's hair; and I made her
|
||
|
my compliments upon its beauty.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Oh no,' said the mother; 'it is not so beautiful as it ought to
|
||
|
be. Look, it is too fine.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
Thus does a wise peasantry console itself under adverse physical
|
||
|
circumstances, and, by a startling democratic process, the defects
|
||
|
of the majority decide the type of beauty.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'And where,' said I, 'is monsieur?'
|
||
|
|
||
|
'The master of the house is upstairs,' she answered, 'making you a
|
||
|
goad.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
Blessed be the man who invented goads! Blessed the innkeeper of
|
||
|
Bouchet St. Nicolas, who introduced me to their use! This plain
|
||
|
wand, with an eighth of an inch of pin, was indeed a sceptre when
|
||
|
he put it in my hands. Thenceforward Modestine was my slave. A
|
||
|
prick, and she passed the most inviting stable door. A prick, and
|
||
|
she broke forth into a gallant little trotlet that devoured the
|
||
|
miles. It was not a remarkable speed, when all was said; and we
|
||
|
took four hours to cover ten miles at the best of it. But what a
|
||
|
heavenly change since yesterday! No more wielding of the ugly
|
||
|
cudgel; no more flailing with an aching arm; no more broadsword
|
||
|
exercise, but a discreet and gentlemanly fence. And what although
|
||
|
now and then a drop of blood should appear on Modestine's mouse-
|
||
|
coloured wedge-like rump? I should have preferred it otherwise,
|
||
|
indeed; but yesterday's exploits had purged my heart of all
|
||
|
humanity. The perverse little devil, since she would not be taken
|
||
|
with kindness, must even go with pricking.
|
||
|
|
||
|
It was bleak and bitter cold, and, except a cavalcade of stride-
|
||
|
legged ladies and a pair of post-runners, the road was dead
|
||
|
solitary all the way to Pradelles. I scarce remember an incident
|
||
|
but one. A handsome foal with a bell about his neck came charging
|
||
|
up to us upon a stretch of common, sniffed the air martially as one
|
||
|
about to do great deeds, and suddenly thinking otherwise in his
|
||
|
green young heart, put about and galloped off as he had come, the
|
||
|
bell tinkling in the wind. For a long while afterwards I saw his
|
||
|
noble attitude as he drew up, and heard the note of his bell; and
|
||
|
when I struck the high-road, the song of the telegraph-wires seemed
|
||
|
to continue the same music.
|
||
|
|
||
|
Pradelles stands on a hillside, high above the Allier, surrounded
|
||
|
by rich meadows. They were cutting aftermath on all sides, which
|
||
|
gave the neighbourhood, this gusty autumn morning, an untimely
|
||
|
smell of hay. On the opposite bank of the Allier the land kept
|
||
|
mounting for miles to the horizon: a tanned and sallow autumn
|
||
|
landscape, with black blots of fir-wood and white roads wandering
|
||
|
through the hills. Over all this the clouds shed a uniform and
|
||
|
purplish shadow, sad and somewhat menacing, exaggerating height and
|
||
|
distance, and throwing into still higher relief the twisted ribbons
|
||
|
of the highway. It was a cheerless prospect, but one stimulating
|
||
|
to a traveller. For I was now upon the limit of Velay, and all
|
||
|
that I beheld lay in another county - wild Gevaudan, mountainous,
|
||
|
uncultivated, and but recently disforested from terror of the
|
||
|
wolves.
|
||
|
|
||
|
Wolves, alas, like bandits, seem to flee the traveller's advance;
|
||
|
and you may trudge through all our comfortable Europe, and not meet
|
||
|
with an adventure worth the name. But here, if anywhere, a man was
|
||
|
on the frontiers of hope. For this was the land of the ever-
|
||
|
memorable BEAST, the Napoleon Bonaparte of wolves. What a career
|
||
|
was his! He lived ten months at free quarters in Gevaudan and
|
||
|
Vivarais; he ate women and children and 'shepherdesses celebrated
|
||
|
for their beauty'; he pursued armed horsemen; he has been seen at
|
||
|
broad noonday chasing a post-chaise and outrider along the king's
|
||
|
high-road, and chaise and outrider fleeing before him at the
|
||
|
gallop. He was placarded like a political offender, and ten
|
||
|
thousand francs were offered for his head. And yet, when he was
|
||
|
shot and sent to Versailles, behold! a common wolf, and even small
|
||
|
for that. 'Though I could reach from pole to pole,' sang Alexander
|
||
|
Pope; the Little Corporal shook Europe; and if all wolves had been
|
||
|
as this wolf, they would have changed the history of man. M. Elie
|
||
|
Berthet has made him the hero of a novel, which I have read, and do
|
||
|
not wish to read again.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I hurried over my lunch, and was proof against the landlady's
|
||
|
desire that I should visit our Lady of Pradelles, 'who performed
|
||
|
many miracles, although she was of wood'; and before three-quarters
|
||
|
of an hour I was goading Modestine down the steep descent that
|
||
|
leads to Langogne on the Allier. On both sides of the road, in big
|
||
|
dusty fields, farmers were preparing for next spring. Every fifty
|
||
|
yards a yoke of great-necked stolid oxen were patiently haling at
|
||
|
the plough. I saw one of these mild formidable servants of the
|
||
|
glebe, who took a sudden interest in Modestine and me. The furrow
|
||
|
down which he was journeying lay at an angle to the road, and his
|
||
|
head was solidly fixed to the yoke like those of caryatides below a
|
||
|
ponderous cornice; but he screwed round his big honest eyes and
|
||
|
followed us with a ruminating look, until his master bade him turn
|
||
|
the plough and proceed to reascend the field. From all these
|
||
|
furrowing ploughshares, from the feet of oxen, from a labourer here
|
||
|
and there who was breaking the dry clods with a hoe, the wind
|
||
|
carried away a thin dust like so much smoke. It was a fine, busy,
|
||
|
breathing, rustic landscape; and as I continued to descend, the
|
||
|
highlands of Gevaudan kept mounting in front of me against the sky.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I had crossed the Loire the day before; now I was to cross the
|
||
|
Allier; so near are these two confluents in their youth. Just at
|
||
|
the bridge of Langogne, as the long-promised rain was beginning to
|
||
|
fall, a lassie of some seven or eight addressed me in the
|
||
|
sacramental phrase, 'D'OU'ST-CE-QUE VOUS VENEZ?' She did it with
|
||
|
so high an air that she set me laughing; and this cut her to the
|
||
|
quick. She was evidently one who reckoned on respect, and stood
|
||
|
looking after me in silent dudgeon, as I crossed the bridge and
|
||
|
entered the county of Gevaudan.
|
||
|
|
||
|
UPPER GEVAUDAN
|
||
|
|
||
|
The way also here was very wearisome through dirt and slabbiness;
|
||
|
nor was there on all this ground so much as one inn or victualling-
|
||
|
house wherein to refresh the feebler sort.
|
||
|
|
||
|
PILGRIM'S PROGRESS.
|
||
|
|
||
|
A CAMP IN THE DARK
|
||
|
|
||
|
THE next day (Tuesday, September 24th), it was two o'clock in the
|
||
|
afternoon before I got my journal written up and my knapsack
|
||
|
repaired, for I was determined to carry my knapsack in the future
|
||
|
and have no more ado with baskets; and half an hour afterwards I
|
||
|
set out for Le Cheylard l'Eveque, a place on the borders of the
|
||
|
forest of Mercoire. A man, I was told, should walk there in an
|
||
|
hour and a half; and I thought it scarce too ambitious to suppose
|
||
|
that a man encumbered with a donkey might cover the same distance
|
||
|
in four hours.
|
||
|
|
||
|
All the way up the long hill from Langogne it rained and hailed
|
||
|
alternately; the wind kept freshening steadily, although slowly;
|
||
|
plentiful hurrying clouds - some dragging veils of straight rain-
|
||
|
shower, others massed and luminous as though promising snow -
|
||
|
careered out of the north and followed me along my way. I was soon
|
||
|
out of the cultivated basin of the Allier, and away from the
|
||
|
ploughing oxen, and such-like sights of the country. Moor,
|
||
|
heathery marsh, tracts of rock and pines, woods of birch all
|
||
|
jewelled with the autumn yellow, here and there a few naked
|
||
|
cottages and bleak fields, - these were the characters of the
|
||
|
country. Hill and valley followed valley and hill; the little
|
||
|
green and stony cattle-tracks wandered in and out of one another,
|
||
|
split into three or four, died away in marshy hollows, and began
|
||
|
again sporadically on hillsides or at the borders of a wood.
|
||
|
|
||
|
There was no direct road to Cheylard, and it was no easy affair to
|
||
|
make a passage in this uneven country and through this intermittent
|
||
|
labyrinth of tracks. It must have been about four when I struck
|
||
|
Sagnerousse, and went on my way rejoicing in a sure point of
|
||
|
departure. Two hours afterwards, the dusk rapidly falling, in a
|
||
|
lull of the wind, I issued from a fir-wood where I had long been
|
||
|
wandering, and found, not the looked-for village, but another
|
||
|
marish bottom among rough-and-tumble hills. For some time past I
|
||
|
had heard the ringing of cattle-bells ahead; and now, as I came out
|
||
|
of the skirts of the wood, I saw near upon a dozen cows and perhaps
|
||
|
as many more black figures, which I conjectured to be children,
|
||
|
although the mist had almost unrecognisably exaggerated their
|
||
|
forms. These were all silently following each other round and
|
||
|
round in a circle, now taking hands, now breaking up with chains
|
||
|
and reverences. A dance of children appeals to very innocent and
|
||
|
lively thoughts; but, at nightfall on the marshes, the thing was
|
||
|
eerie and fantastic to behold. Even I, who am well enough read in
|
||
|
Herbert Spencer, felt a sort of silence fall for an instant on my
|
||
|
mind. The next, I was pricking Modestine forward, and guiding her
|
||
|
like an unruly ship through the open. In a path, she went doggedly
|
||
|
ahead of her own accord, as before a fair wind; but once on the
|
||
|
turf or among heather, and the brute became demented. The tendency
|
||
|
of lost travellers to go round in a circle was developed in her to
|
||
|
the degree of passion, and it took all the steering I had in me to
|
||
|
keep even a decently straight course through a single field.
|
||
|
|
||
|
While I was thus desperately tacking through the bog, children and
|
||
|
cattle began to disperse, until only a pair of girls remained
|
||
|
behind. From these I sought direction on my path. The peasantry
|
||
|
in general were but little disposed to counsel a wayfarer. One old
|
||
|
devil simply retired into his house, and barricaded the door on my
|
||
|
approach; and I might beat and shout myself hoarse, he turned a
|
||
|
deaf ear. Another, having given me a direction which, as I found
|
||
|
afterwards, I had misunderstood, complacently watched me going
|
||
|
wrong without adding a sign. He did not care a stalk of parsley if
|
||
|
I wandered all night upon the hills! As for these two girls, they
|
||
|
were a pair of impudent sly sluts, with not a thought but mischief.
|
||
|
One put out her tongue at me, the other bade me follow the cows;
|
||
|
and they both giggled and jogged each other's elbows. The Beast of
|
||
|
Gevaudan ate about a hundred children of this district; I began to
|
||
|
think of him with sympathy.
|
||
|
|
||
|
Leaving the girls, I pushed on through the bog, and got into
|
||
|
another wood and upon a well-marked road. It grew darker and
|
||
|
darker. Modestine, suddenly beginning to smell mischief, bettered
|
||
|
the pace of her own accord, and from that time forward gave me no
|
||
|
trouble. It was the first sign of intelligence I had occasion to
|
||
|
remark in her. At the same time, the wind freshened into half a
|
||
|
gale, and another heavy discharge of rain came flying up out of the
|
||
|
north. At the other side of the wood I sighted some red windows in
|
||
|
the dusk. This was the hamlet of Fouzilhic; three houses on a
|
||
|
hillside, near a wood of birches. Here I found a delightful old
|
||
|
man, who came a little way with me in the rain to put me safely on
|
||
|
the road for Cheylard. He would hear of no reward; but shook his
|
||
|
hands above his head almost as if in menace, and refused volubly
|
||
|
and shrilly, in unmitigated PATOIS.
|
||
|
|
||
|
All seemed right at last. My thoughts began to turn upon dinner
|
||
|
and a fireside, and my heart was agreeably softened in my bosom.
|
||
|
Alas, and I was on the brink of new and greater miseries!
|
||
|
Suddenly, at a single swoop, the night fell. I have been abroad in
|
||
|
many a black night, but never in a blacker. A glimmer of rocks, a
|
||
|
glimmer of the track where it was well beaten, a certain fleecy
|
||
|
density, or night within night, for a tree, - this was all that I
|
||
|
could discriminate. The sky was simply darkness overhead; even the
|
||
|
flying clouds pursued their way invisibly to human eyesight. I
|
||
|
could not distinguish my hand at arm's-length from the track, nor
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my goad, at the same distance, from the meadows or the sky.
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Soon the road that I was following split, after the fashion of the
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country, into three or four in a piece of rocky meadow. Since
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Modestine had shown such a fancy for beaten roads, I tried her
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instinct in this predicament. But the instinct of an ass is what
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might be expected from the name; in half a minute she was
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clambering round and round among some boulders, as lost a donkey as
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you would wish to see. I should have camped long before had I been
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properly provided; but as this was to be so short a stage, I had
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brought no wine, no bread for myself, and little over a pound for
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my lady friend. Add to this, that I and Modestine were both
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handsomely wetted by the showers. But now, if I could have found
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some water, I should have camped at once in spite of all. Water,
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however, being entirely absent, except in the form of rain, I
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determined to return to Fouzilhic, and ask a guide a little farther
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on my way - 'a little farther lend thy guiding hand.'
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The thing was easy to decide, hard to accomplish. In this sensible
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roaring blackness I was sure of nothing but the direction of the
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wind. To this I set my face; the road had disappeared, and I went
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across country, now in marshy opens, now baffled by walls
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unscalable to Modestine, until I came once more in sight of some
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red windows. This time they were differently disposed. It was not
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Fouzilhic, but Fouzilhac, a hamlet little distant from the other in
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space, but worlds away in the spirit of its inhabitants. I tied
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Modestine to a gate, and groped forward, stumbling among rocks,
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plunging mid-leg in bog, until I gained the entrance of the
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village. In the first lighted house there was a woman who would
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not open to me. She could do nothing, she cried to me through the
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door, being alone and lame; but if I would apply at the next house,
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there was a man who could help me if he had a mind.
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They came to the next door in force, a man, two women, and a girl,
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and brought a pair of lanterns to examine the wayfarer. The man
|
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was not ill-looking, but had a shifty smile. He leaned against the
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doorpost, and heard me state my case. All I asked was a guide as
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far as Cheylard.
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'C'EST QUE, VOYEZ-VOUS, IL FAIT NOIR,' said he.
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I told him that was just my reason for requiring help.
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'I understand that,' said he, looking uncomfortable; 'MAIS - C'EST
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- DE LA PEINE.'
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I was willing to pay, I said. He shook his head. I rose as high
|
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as ten francs; but he continued to shake his head. 'Name your own
|
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|
price, then,' said I.
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'CE N'EST PAS CA,' he said at length, and with evident difficulty;
|
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'but I am not going to cross the door - MAIS JE NE SORTIRAI PAS DE
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|
LA PORTE.'
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I grew a little warm, and asked him what he proposed that I should
|
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do.
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'Where are you going beyond Cheylard?' he asked by way of answer.
|
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'That is no affair of yours,' I returned, for I was not going to
|
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|
indulge his bestial curiosity; 'it changes nothing in my present
|
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|
predicament.'
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'C'EST VRAI, CA,' he acknowledged, with a laugh; 'OUI, C'EST VRAI.
|
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|
ET D'OU VENEZ-VOUS?'
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|
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|
A better man than I might have felt nettled.
|
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|
|
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|
'Oh,' said I, 'I am not going to answer any of your questions, so
|
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|
you may spare yourself the trouble of putting them. I am late
|
||
|
enough already; I want help. If you will not guide me yourself, at
|
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|
least help me to find some one else who will.'
|
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|
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|
'Hold on,' he cried suddenly. 'Was it not you who passed in the
|
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|
meadow while it was still day?'
|
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|
'Yes, yes,' said the girl, whom I had not hitherto recognised; 'it
|
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|
was monsieur; I told him to follow the cow.'
|
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|
|
||
|
'As for you, mademoiselle,' said I, 'you are a FARCEUSE.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
'And,' added the man, 'what the devil have you done to be still
|
||
|
here?'
|
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|
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|
What the devil, indeed! But there I was.
|
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|
|
||
|
'The great thing,' said I, 'is to make an end of it'; and once more
|
||
|
proposed that he should help me to find a guide.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'C'EST QUE,' he said again, 'C'EST QUE - IL FAIT NOIR.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Very well,' said I; 'take one of your lanterns.'
|
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|
|
||
|
'No,' he cried, drawing a thought backward, and again intrenching
|
||
|
himself behind one of his former phrases; 'I will not cross the
|
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|
door.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
I looked at him. I saw unaffected terror struggling on his face
|
||
|
with unaffected shame; he was smiling pitifully and wetting his lip
|
||
|
with his tongue, like a detected schoolboy. I drew a brief picture
|
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|
of my state, and asked him what I was to do.
|
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|
|
||
|
'I don't know,' he said; 'I will not cross the door.'
|
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|
|
||
|
Here was the Beast of Gevaudan, and no mistake.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Sir,' said I, with my most commanding manners, 'you are a coward.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
And with that I turned my back upon the family party, who hastened
|
||
|
to retire within their fortifications; and the famous door was
|
||
|
closed again, but not till I had overheard the sound of laughter.
|
||
|
FILIA BARBARA PATER BARBARIOR. Let me say it in the plural: the
|
||
|
Beasts of Gevaudan.
|
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|
|
||
|
The lanterns had somewhat dazzled me, and I ploughed distressfully
|
||
|
among stones and rubbish-heaps. All the other houses in the
|
||
|
village were both dark and silent; and though I knocked at here and
|
||
|
there a door, my knocking was unanswered. It was a bad business; I
|
||
|
gave up Fouzilhac with my curses. The rain had stopped, and the
|
||
|
wind, which still kept rising, began to dry my coat and trousers.
|
||
|
'Very well,' thought I, 'water or no water, I must camp.' But the
|
||
|
first thing was to return to Modestine. I am pretty sure I was
|
||
|
twenty minutes groping for my lady in the dark; and if it had not
|
||
|
been for the unkindly services of the bog, into which I once more
|
||
|
stumbled, I might have still been groping for her at the dawn. My
|
||
|
next business was to gain the shelter of a wood, for the wind was
|
||
|
cold as well as boisterous. How, in this well-wooded district, I
|
||
|
should have been so long in finding one, is another of the
|
||
|
insoluble mysteries of this day's adventures; but I will take my
|
||
|
oath that I put near an hour to the discovery.
|
||
|
|
||
|
At last black trees began to show upon my left, and, suddenly
|
||
|
crossing the road, made a cave of unmitigated blackness right in
|
||
|
front. I call it a cave without exaggeration; to pass below that
|
||
|
arch of leaves was like entering a dungeon. I felt about until my
|
||
|
hand encountered a stout branch, and to this I tied Modestine, a
|
||
|
haggard, drenched, desponding donkey. Then I lowered my pack, laid
|
||
|
it along the wall on the margin of the road, and unbuckled the
|
||
|
straps. I knew well enough where the lantern was; but where were
|
||
|
the candles? I groped and groped among the tumbled articles, and,
|
||
|
while I was thus groping, suddenly I touched the spirit-lamp.
|
||
|
Salvation! This would serve my turn as well. The wind roared
|
||
|
unwearyingly among the trees; I could hear the boughs tossing and
|
||
|
the leaves churning through half a mile of forest; yet the scene of
|
||
|
my encampment was not only as black as the pit, but admirably
|
||
|
sheltered. At the second match the wick caught flame. The light
|
||
|
was both livid and shifting; but it cut me off from the universe,
|
||
|
and doubled the darkness of the surrounding night.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I tied Modestine more conveniently for herself, and broke up half
|
||
|
the black bread for her supper, reserving the other half against
|
||
|
the morning. Then I gathered what I should want within reach, took
|
||
|
off my wet boots and gaiters, which I wrapped in my waterproof,
|
||
|
arranged my knapsack for a pillow under the flap of my sleeping-
|
||
|
bag, insinuated my limbs into the interior, and buckled myself in
|
||
|
like a bambino. I opened a tin of Bologna sausage and broke a cake
|
||
|
of chocolate, and that was all I had to eat. It may sound
|
||
|
offensive, but I ate them together, bite by bite, by way of bread
|
||
|
and meat. All I had to wash down this revolting mixture was neat
|
||
|
brandy: a revolting beverage in itself. But I was rare and
|
||
|
hungry; ate well, and smoked one of the best cigarettes in my
|
||
|
experience. Then I put a stone in my straw hat, pulled the flap of
|
||
|
my fur cap over my neck and eyes, put my revolver ready to my hand,
|
||
|
and snuggled well down among the sheepskins.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I questioned at first if I were sleepy, for I felt my heart beating
|
||
|
faster than usual, as if with an agreeable excitement to which my
|
||
|
mind remained a stranger. But as soon as my eyelids touched, that
|
||
|
subtle glue leaped between them, and they would no more come
|
||
|
separate. The wind among the trees was my lullaby. Sometimes it
|
||
|
sounded for minutes together with a steady, even rush, not rising
|
||
|
nor abating; and again it would swell and burst like a great
|
||
|
crashing breaker, and the trees would patter me all over with big
|
||
|
drops from the rain of the afternoon. Night after night, in my own
|
||
|
bedroom in the country, I have given ear to this perturbing concert
|
||
|
of the wind among the woods; but whether it was a difference in the
|
||
|
trees, or the lie of the ground, or because I was myself outside
|
||
|
and in the midst of it, the fact remains that the wind sang to a
|
||
|
different tune among these woods of Gevaudan. I hearkened and
|
||
|
hearkened; and meanwhile sleep took gradual possession of my body
|
||
|
and subdued my thoughts and senses; but still my last waking effort
|
||
|
was to listen and distinguish, and my last conscious state was one
|
||
|
of wonder at the foreign clamour in my ears.
|
||
|
|
||
|
Twice in the course of the dark hours - once when a stone galled me
|
||
|
underneath the sack, and again when the poor patient Modestine,
|
||
|
growing angry, pawed and stamped upon the road - I was recalled for
|
||
|
a brief while to consciousness, and saw a star or two overhead, and
|
||
|
the lace-like edge of the foliage against the sky. When I awoke
|
||
|
for the third time (Wednesday, September 25th), the world was
|
||
|
flooded with a blue light, the mother of the dawn. I saw the
|
||
|
leaves labouring in the wind and the ribbon of the road; and, on
|
||
|
turning my head, there was Modestine tied to a beech, and standing
|
||
|
half across the path in an attitude of inimitable patience. I
|
||
|
closed my eyes again, and set to thinking over the experience of
|
||
|
the night. I was surprised to find how easy and pleasant it had
|
||
|
been, even in this tempestuous weather. The stone which annoyed me
|
||
|
would not have been there, had I not been forced to camp blindfold
|
||
|
in the opaque night; and I had felt no other inconvenience, except
|
||
|
when my feet encountered the lantern or the second volume of
|
||
|
Peyrat's PASTORS OF THE DESERT among the mixed contents of my
|
||
|
sleeping-bag; nay, more, I had felt not a touch of cold, and
|
||
|
awakened with unusually lightsome and clear sensations.
|
||
|
|
||
|
With that, I shook myself, got once more into my boots and gaiters,
|
||
|
and, breaking up the rest of the bread for Modestine, strolled
|
||
|
about to see in what part of the world I had awakened. Ulysses,
|
||
|
left on Ithaca, and with a mind unsettled by the goddess, was not
|
||
|
more pleasantly astray. I have been after an adventure all my
|
||
|
life, a pure dispassionate adventure, such as befell early and
|
||
|
heroic voyagers; and thus to be found by morning in a random
|
||
|
woodside nook in Gevaudan - not knowing north from south, as
|
||
|
strange to my surroundings as the first man upon the earth, an
|
||
|
inland castaway - was to find a fraction of my day-dreams realised.
|
||
|
I was on the skirts of a little wood of birch, sprinkled with a few
|
||
|
beeches; behind, it adjoined another wood of fir; and in front, it
|
||
|
broke up and went down in open order into a shallow and meadowy
|
||
|
dale. All around there were bare hilltops, some near, some far
|
||
|
away, as the perspective closed or opened, but none apparently much
|
||
|
higher than the rest. The wind huddled the trees. The golden
|
||
|
specks of autumn in the birches tossed shiveringly. Overhead the
|
||
|
sky was full of strings and shreds of vapour, flying, vanishing,
|
||
|
reappearing, and turning about an axis like tumblers, as the wind
|
||
|
hounded them through heaven. It was wild weather and famishing
|
||
|
cold. I ate some chocolate, swallowed a mouthful of brandy, and
|
||
|
smoked a cigarette before the cold should have time to disable my
|
||
|
fingers. And by the time I had got all this done, and had made my
|
||
|
pack and bound it on the pack-saddle, the day was tiptoe on the
|
||
|
threshold of the east. We had not gone many steps along the lane,
|
||
|
before the sun, still invisible to me, sent a glow of gold over
|
||
|
some cloud mountains that lay ranged along the eastern sky.
|
||
|
|
||
|
The wind had us on the stern, and hurried us bitingly forward. I
|
||
|
buttoned myself into my coat, and walked on in a pleasant frame of
|
||
|
mind with all men, when suddenly, at a corner, there was Fouzilhic
|
||
|
once more in front of me. Nor only that, but there was the old
|
||
|
gentleman who had escorted me so far the night before, running out
|
||
|
of his house at sight of me, with hands upraised in horror.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'My poor boy!' he cried, 'what does this mean?'
|
||
|
|
||
|
I told him what had happened. He beat his old hands like clappers
|
||
|
in a mill, to think how lightly he had let me go; but when he heard
|
||
|
of the man of Fouzilhac, anger and depression seized upon his mind.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'This time, at least,' said he, 'there shall be no mistake.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
And he limped along, for he was very rheumatic, for about half a
|
||
|
mile, and until I was almost within sight of Cheylard, the
|
||
|
destination I had hunted for so long.
|
||
|
|
||
|
CHEYLARD AND LUC
|
||
|
|
||
|
CANDIDLY, it seemed little worthy of all this searching. A few
|
||
|
broken ends of village, with no particular street, but a succession
|
||
|
of open places heaped with logs and fagots; a couple of tilted
|
||
|
crosses, a shrine to Our Lady of all Graces on the summit of a
|
||
|
little hill; and all this, upon a rattling highland river, in the
|
||
|
corner of a naked valley. What went ye out for to see? thought I
|
||
|
to myself. But the place had a life of its own. I found a board,
|
||
|
commemorating the liberalities of Cheylard for the past year, hung
|
||
|
up, like a banner, in the diminutive and tottering church. In
|
||
|
1877, it appeared, the inhabitants subscribed forty-eight francs
|
||
|
ten centimes for the 'Work of the Propagation of the Faith.' Some
|
||
|
of this, I could not help hoping, would be applied to my native
|
||
|
land. Cheylard scrapes together halfpence for the darkened souls
|
||
|
in Edinburgh; while Balquhidder and Dunrossness bemoan the
|
||
|
ignorance of Rome. Thus, to the high entertainment of the angels,
|
||
|
do we pelt each other with evangelists, like schoolboys bickering
|
||
|
in the snow.
|
||
|
|
||
|
The inn was again singularly unpretentious. The whole furniture of
|
||
|
a not ill-to-do family was in the kitchen: the beds, the cradle,
|
||
|
the clothes, the plate-rack, the meal-chest, and the photograph of
|
||
|
the parish priest. There were five children, one of whom was set
|
||
|
to its morning prayers at the stair-foot soon after my arrival, and
|
||
|
a sixth would ere long be forthcoming. I was kindly received by
|
||
|
these good folk. They were much interested in my misadventure.
|
||
|
The wood in which I had slept belonged to them; the man of
|
||
|
Fouzilhac they thought a monster of iniquity, and counselled me
|
||
|
warmly to summon him at law - 'because I might have died.' The
|
||
|
good wife was horror-stricken to see me drink over a pint of
|
||
|
uncreamed milk.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'You will do yourself an evil,' she said. 'Permit me to boil it
|
||
|
for you.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
After I had begun the morning on this delightful liquor, she having
|
||
|
an infinity of things to arrange, I was permitted, nay requested,
|
||
|
to make a bowl of chocolate for myself. My boots and gaiters were
|
||
|
hung up to dry, and, seeing me trying to write my journal on my
|
||
|
knee, the eldest daughter let down a hinged table in the chimney-
|
||
|
corner for my convenience. Here I wrote, drank my chocolate, and
|
||
|
finally ate an omelette before I left. The table was thick with
|
||
|
dust; for, as they explained, it was not used except in winter
|
||
|
weather. I had a clear look up the vent, through brown
|
||
|
agglomerations of soot and blue vapour, to the sky; and whenever a
|
||
|
handful of twigs was thrown on to the fire, my legs were scorched
|
||
|
by the blaze.
|
||
|
|
||
|
The husband had begun life as a muleteer, and when I came to charge
|
||
|
Modestine showed himself full of the prudence of his art. 'You
|
||
|
will have to change this package,' said he; 'it ought to be in two
|
||
|
parts, and then you might have double the weight.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
I explained that I wanted no more weight; and for no donkey
|
||
|
hitherto created would I cut my sleeping-bag in two.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'It fatigues her, however,' said the innkeeper; 'it fatigues her
|
||
|
greatly on the march. Look.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
Alas, there were her two forelegs no better than raw beef on the
|
||
|
inside, and blood was running from under her tail. They told me
|
||
|
when I started, and I was ready to believe it, that before a few
|
||
|
days I should come to love Modestine like a dog. Three days had
|
||
|
passed, we had shared some misadventures, and my heart was still as
|
||
|
cold as a potato towards my beast of burden. She was pretty enough
|
||
|
to look at; but then she had given proof of dead stupidity,
|
||
|
redeemed indeed by patience, but aggravated by flashes of sorry and
|
||
|
ill-judged light-heartedness. And I own this new discovery seemed
|
||
|
another point against her. What the devil was the good of a she-
|
||
|
ass if she could not carry a sleeping-bag and a few necessaries? I
|
||
|
saw the end of the fable rapidly approaching, when I should have to
|
||
|
carry Modestine. AEsop was the man to know the world! I assure
|
||
|
you I set out with heavy thoughts upon my short day's march.
|
||
|
|
||
|
It was not only heavy thoughts about Modestine that weighted me
|
||
|
upon the way; it was a leaden business altogether. For first, the
|
||
|
wind blew so rudely that I had to hold on the pack with one hand
|
||
|
from Cheylard to Luc; and second, my road lay through one of the
|
||
|
most beggarly countries in the world. It was like the worst of the
|
||
|
Scottish Highlands, only worse; cold, naked, and ignoble, scant of
|
||
|
wood, scant of heather, scant of life. A road and some fences
|
||
|
broke the unvarying waste, and the line of the road was marked by
|
||
|
upright pillars, to serve in time of snow.
|
||
|
|
||
|
Why any one should desire to visit either Luc or Cheylard is more
|
||
|
than my much-inventing spirit can suppose. For my part, I travel
|
||
|
not to go anywhere, but to go. I travel for travel's sake. The
|
||
|
great affair is to move; to feel the needs and hitches of our life
|
||
|
more nearly; to come down off this feather-bed of civilisation, and
|
||
|
find the globe granite underfoot and strewn with cutting flints.
|
||
|
Alas, as we get up in life, and are more preoccupied with our
|
||
|
affairs, even a holiday is a thing that must be worked for. To
|
||
|
hold a pack upon a pack-saddle against a gale out of the freezing
|
||
|
north is no high industry, but it is one that serves to occupy and
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compose the mind. And when the present is so exacting, who can
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annoy himself about the future?
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I came out at length above the Allier. A more unsightly prospect
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at this season of the year it would be hard to fancy. Shelving
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hills rose round it on all sides, here dabbled with wood and
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fields, there rising to peaks alternately naked and hairy with
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pines. The colour throughout was black or ashen, and came to a
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point in the ruins of the castle of Luc, which pricked up
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impudently from below my feet, carrying on a pinnacle a tall white
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statue of Our Lady, which, I heard with interest, weighed fifty
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quintals, and was to be dedicated on the 6th of October. Through
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this sorry landscape trickled the Allier and a tributary of nearly
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|
equal size, which came down to join it through a broad nude valley
|
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in Vivarais. The weather had somewhat lightened, and the clouds
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massed in squadron; but the fierce wind still hunted them through
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heaven, and cast great ungainly splashes of shadow and sunlight
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over the scene.
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Luc itself was a straggling double file of houses wedged between
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hill and river. It had no beauty, nor was there any notable
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|
feature, save the old castle overhead with its fifty quintals of
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brand-new Madonna. But the inn was clean and large. The kitchen,
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with its two box-beds hung with clean check curtains, with its wide
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stone chimney, its chimney-shelf four yards long and garnished with
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lanterns and religious statuettes, its array of chests and pair of
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ticking clocks, was the very model of what a kitchen ought to be; a
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melodrama kitchen, suitable for bandits or noblemen in disguise.
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Nor was the scene disgraced by the landlady, a handsome, silent,
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dark old woman, clothed and hooded in black like a nun. Even the
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public bedroom had a character of its own, with the long deal
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tables and benches, where fifty might have dined, set out as for a
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harvest-home, and the three box-beds along the wall. In one of
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these, lying on straw and covered with a pair of table-napkins, did
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I do penance all night long in goose-flesh and chattering teeth,
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and sigh, from time to time as I awakened, for my sheepskin sack
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and the lee of some great wood.
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OUR LADY OF THE SNOWS
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'I behold
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The House, the Brotherhood austere -
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And what am I, that I am here?'
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MATTHEW ARNOLD.
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FATHER APOLLINARIS
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NEXT morning (Thursday, 20th September) I took the road in a new
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order. The sack was no longer doubled, but hung at full length
|
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across the saddle, a green sausage six feet long with a tuft of
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blue wool hanging out of either end. It was more picturesque, it
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|
spared the donkey, and, as I began to see, it would ensure
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|
stability, blow high, blow low. But it was not without a pang that
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|
I had so decided. For although I had purchased a new cord, and
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|
made all as fast as I was able, I was yet jealously uneasy lest the
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flaps should tumble out and scatter my effects along the line of
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|
march.
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My way lay up the bald valley of the river, along the march of
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|
Vivarais and Gevaudan. The hills of Gevaudan on the right were a
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|
little more naked, if anything, than those of Vivarais upon the
|
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|
left, and the former had a monopoly of a low dotty underwood that
|
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|
grew thickly in the gorges and died out in solitary burrs upon the
|
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|
shoulders and the summits. Black bricks of fir-wood were plastered
|
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|
here and there upon both sides, and here and there were cultivated
|
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|
fields. A railway ran beside the river; the only bit of railway in
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|
Gevaudan, although there are many proposals afoot and surveys being
|
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|
made, and even, as they tell me, a station standing ready built in
|
||
|
Mende. A year or two hence and this may be another world. The
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||
|
desert is beleaguered. Now may some Languedocian Wordsworth turn
|
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|
the sonnet into PATOIS: 'Mountains and vales and floods, heard YE
|
||
|
that whistle?'
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|
||
|
At a place called La Bastide I was directed to leave the river, and
|
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|
follow a road that mounted on the left among the hills of Vivarais,
|
||
|
the modern Ardeche; for I was now come within a little way of my
|
||
|
strange destination, the Trappist monastery of Our Lady of the
|
||
|
Snows. The sun came out as I left the shelter of a pine-wood, and
|
||
|
I beheld suddenly a fine wild landscape to the south. High rocky
|
||
|
hills, as blue as sapphire, closed the view, and between these lay
|
||
|
ridge upon ridge, heathery, craggy, the sun glittering on veins of
|
||
|
rock, the underwood clambering in the hollows, as rude as God made
|
||
|
them at the first. There was not a sign of man's hand in all the
|
||
|
prospect; and indeed not a trace of his passage, save where
|
||
|
generation after generation had walked in twisted footpaths, in and
|
||
|
out among the beeches, and up and down upon the channelled slopes.
|
||
|
The mists, which had hitherto beset me, were now broken into
|
||
|
clouds, and fled swiftly and shone brightly in the sun. I drew a
|
||
|
long breath. It was grateful to come, after so long, upon a scene
|
||
|
of some attraction for the human heart. I own I like definite form
|
||
|
in what my eyes are to rest upon; and if landscapes were sold, like
|
||
|
the sheets of characters of my boyhood, one penny plain and
|
||
|
twopence coloured, I should go the length of twopence every day of
|
||
|
my life.
|
||
|
|
||
|
But if things had grown better to the south, it was still desolate
|
||
|
and inclement near at hand. A spidery cross on every hill-top
|
||
|
marked the neighbourhood of a religious house; and a quarter of a
|
||
|
mile beyond, the outlook southward opening out and growing bolder
|
||
|
with every step, a white statue of the Virgin at the corner of a
|
||
|
young plantation directed the traveller to Our Lady of the Snows.
|
||
|
Here, then, I struck leftward, and pursued my way, driving my
|
||
|
secular donkey before me, and creaking in my secular boots and
|
||
|
gaiters, towards the asylum of silence.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I had not gone very far ere the wind brought to me the clanging of
|
||
|
a bell, and somehow, I can scarce tell why, my heart sank within me
|
||
|
at the sound. I have rarely approached anything with more
|
||
|
unaffected terror than the monastery of Our Lady of the Snows.
|
||
|
This it is to have had a Protestant education. And suddenly, on
|
||
|
turning a corner, fear took hold on me from head to foot - slavish,
|
||
|
superstitious fear; and though I did not stop in my advance, yet I
|
||
|
went on slowly, like a man who should have passed a bourne
|
||
|
unnoticed, and strayed into the country of the dead. For there,
|
||
|
upon the narrow new-made road, between the stripling pines, was a
|
||
|
mediaeval friar, fighting with a barrowful of turfs. Every Sunday
|
||
|
of my childhood I used to study the Hermits of Marco Sadeler -
|
||
|
enchanting prints, full of wood and field and mediaeval landscapes,
|
||
|
as large as a county, for the imagination to go a-travelling in;
|
||
|
and here, sure enough, was one of Marco Sadeler's heroes. He was
|
||
|
robed in white like any spectre, and the hood falling back, in the
|
||
|
instancy of his contention with the barrow, disclosed a pate as
|
||
|
bald and yellow as a skull. He might have been buried any time
|
||
|
these thousand years, and all the lively parts of him resolved into
|
||
|
earth and broken up with the farmer's harrow.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I was troubled besides in my mind as to etiquette. Durst I address
|
||
|
a person who was under a vow of silence? Clearly not. But drawing
|
||
|
near, I doffed my cap to him with a far-away superstitious
|
||
|
reverence. He nodded back, and cheerfully addressed me. Was I
|
||
|
going to the monastery? Who was I? An Englishman? Ah, an
|
||
|
Irishman, then?
|
||
|
|
||
|
'No,' I said, 'a Scotsman.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
A Scotsman? Ah, he had never seen a Scotsman before. And he
|
||
|
looked me all over, his good, honest, brawny countenance shining
|
||
|
with interest, as a boy might look upon a lion or an alligator.
|
||
|
From him I learned with disgust that I could not be received at Our
|
||
|
Lady of the Snows; I might get a meal, perhaps, but that was all.
|
||
|
And then, as our talk ran on, and it turned out that I was not a
|
||
|
pedlar, but a literary man, who drew landscapes and was going to
|
||
|
write a book, he changed his manner of thinking as to my reception
|
||
|
(for I fear they respect persons even in a Trappist monastery), and
|
||
|
told me I must be sure to ask for the Father Prior, and state my
|
||
|
case to him in full. On second thoughts he determined to go down
|
||
|
with me himself; he thought he could manage for me better. Might
|
||
|
he say that I was a geographer?
|
||
|
|
||
|
No; I thought, in the interests of truth, he positively might not.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Very well, then' (with disappointment), 'an author.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
It appeared he had been in a seminary with six young Irishmen, all
|
||
|
priests long since, who had received newspapers and kept him
|
||
|
informed of the state of ecclesiastical affairs in England. And he
|
||
|
asked me eagerly after Dr. Pusey, for whose conversion the good man
|
||
|
had continued ever since to pray night and morning.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'I thought he was very near the truth,' he said; 'and he will reach
|
||
|
it yet; there is so much virtue in prayer.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
He must be a stiff, ungodly Protestant who can take anything but
|
||
|
pleasure in this kind and hopeful story. While he was thus near
|
||
|
the subject, the good father asked me if I were a Christian; and
|
||
|
when he found I was not, or not after his way, he glossed it over
|
||
|
with great good-will.
|
||
|
|
||
|
The road which we were following, and which this stalwart father
|
||
|
had made with his own two hands within the space of a year, came to
|
||
|
a corner, and showed us some white buildings a little farther on
|
||
|
beyond the wood. At the same time, the bell once more sounded
|
||
|
abroad. We were hard upon the monastery. Father Apollinaris (for
|
||
|
that was my companion's name) stopped me.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'I must not speak to you down there,' he said. 'Ask for the
|
||
|
Brother Porter, and all will be well. But try to see me as you go
|
||
|
out again through the wood, where I may speak to you. I am charmed
|
||
|
to have made your acquaintance.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
And then suddenly raising his arms, flapping his fingers, and
|
||
|
crying out twice, 'I must not speak, I must not speak!' he ran away
|
||
|
in front of me, and disappeared into the monastery door.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I own this somewhat ghastly eccentricity went a good way to revive
|
||
|
my terrors. But where one was so good and simple, why should not
|
||
|
all be alike? I took heart of grace, and went forward to the gate
|
||
|
as fast as Modestine, who seemed to have a disaffection for
|
||
|
monasteries, would permit. It was the first door, in my
|
||
|
acquaintance of her, which she had not shown an indecent haste to
|
||
|
enter. I summoned the place in form, though with a quaking heart.
|
||
|
Father Michael, the Father Hospitaller, and a pair of brown-robed
|
||
|
brothers came to the gate and spoke with me a while. I think my
|
||
|
sack was the great attraction; it had already beguiled the heart of
|
||
|
poor Apollinaris, who had charged me on my life to show it to the
|
||
|
Father Prior, But whether it was my address, or the sack, or the
|
||
|
idea speedily published among that part of the brotherhood who
|
||
|
attend on strangers that I was not a pedlar after all, I found no
|
||
|
difficulty as to my reception. Modestine was led away by a layman
|
||
|
to the stables, and I and my pack were received into Our Lady of
|
||
|
the Snows.
|
||
|
|
||
|
THE MONKS
|
||
|
|
||
|
FATHER MICHAEL, a pleasant, fresh-faced, smiling man, perhaps of
|
||
|
thirty-five, took me to the pantry, and gave me a glass of liqueur
|
||
|
to stay me until dinner. We had some talk, or rather I should say
|
||
|
he listened to my prattle indulgently enough, but with an
|
||
|
abstracted air, like a spirit with a thing of clay. And truly,
|
||
|
when I remember that I descanted principally on my appetite, and
|
||
|
that it must have been by that time more than eighteen hours since
|
||
|
Father Michael had so much as broken bread, I can well understand
|
||
|
that he would find an earthly savour in my conversation. But his
|
||
|
manner, though superior, was exquisitely gracious; and I find I
|
||
|
have a lurking curiosity as to Father Michael's past.
|
||
|
|
||
|
The whet administered, I was left alone for a little in the
|
||
|
monastery garden. This is no more than the main court, laid out in
|
||
|
sandy paths and beds of parti-coloured dahlias, and with a fountain
|
||
|
and a black statue of the Virgin in the centre. The buildings
|
||
|
stand around it four-square, bleak, as yet unseasoned by the years
|
||
|
and weather, and with no other features than a belfry and a pair of
|
||
|
slated gables. Brothers in white, brothers in brown, passed
|
||
|
silently along the sanded alleys; and when I first came out, three
|
||
|
hooded monks were kneeling on the terrace at their prayers. A
|
||
|
naked hill commands the monastery upon one side, and the wood
|
||
|
commands it on the other. It lies exposed to wind; the snow falls
|
||
|
off and on from October to May, and sometimes lies six weeks on
|
||
|
end; but if they stood in Eden, with a climate like heaven's, the
|
||
|
buildings themselves would offer the same wintry and cheerless
|
||
|
aspect; and for my part, on this wild September day, before I was
|
||
|
called to dinner, I felt chilly in and out.
|
||
|
|
||
|
When I had eaten well and heartily, Brother Ambrose, a hearty
|
||
|
conversible Frenchman (for all those who wait on strangers have the
|
||
|
liberty to speak), led me to a little room in that part of the
|
||
|
building which is set apart for MM. LES RETRAITANTS. It was clean
|
||
|
and whitewashed, and furnished with strict necessaries, a crucifix,
|
||
|
a bust of the late Pope, the IMITATION in French, a book of
|
||
|
religious meditations, and the LIFE OF ELIZABETH SETON, evangelist,
|
||
|
it would appear, of North America and of New England in particular.
|
||
|
As far as my experience goes, there is a fair field for some more
|
||
|
evangelisation in these quarters; but think of Cotton Mather! I
|
||
|
should like to give him a reading of this little work in heaven,
|
||
|
where I hope he dwells; but perhaps he knows all that already, and
|
||
|
much more; and perhaps he and Mrs. Seton are the dearest friends,
|
||
|
and gladly unite their voices in the everlasting psalm. Over the
|
||
|
table, to conclude the inventory of the room, hung a set of
|
||
|
regulations for MM. LES RETRAITANTS: what services they should
|
||
|
attend, when they were to tell their beads or meditate, and when
|
||
|
they were to rise and go to rest. At the foot was a notable N.B.:
|
||
|
'LE TEMPS LIBRE EST EMPLOYE A L'EXAMEN DE CONSCIENCE, A LA
|
||
|
CONFESSION, A FAIRE DE BONNES RESOLUTIONS, ETC.' To make good
|
||
|
resolutions, indeed! You might talk as fruitfully of making the
|
||
|
hair grow on your head.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I had scarce explored my niche when Brother Ambrose returned. An
|
||
|
English boarder, it appeared, would like to speak with me. I
|
||
|
professed my willingness, and the friar ushered in a fresh, young,
|
||
|
little Irishman of fifty, a deacon of the Church, arrayed in strict
|
||
|
canonicals, and wearing on his head what, in default of knowledge,
|
||
|
I can only call the ecclesiastical shako. He had lived seven years
|
||
|
in retreat at a convent of nuns in Belgium, and now five at Our
|
||
|
Lady of the Snows; he never saw an English newspaper; he spoke
|
||
|
French imperfectly, and had he spoken it like a native, there was
|
||
|
not much chance of conversation where he dwelt. With this, he was
|
||
|
a man eminently sociable, greedy of news, and simple-minded like a
|
||
|
child. If I was pleased to have a guide about the monastery, he
|
||
|
was no less delighted to see an English face and hear an English
|
||
|
tongue.
|
||
|
|
||
|
He showed me his own room, where he passed his time among
|
||
|
breviaries, Hebrew Bibles, and the Waverley Novels. Thence he led
|
||
|
me to the cloisters, into the chapter-house, through the vestry,
|
||
|
where the brothers' gowns and broad straw hats were hanging up,
|
||
|
each with his religious name upon a board - names full of legendary
|
||
|
suavity and interest, such as Basil, Hilarion, Raphael, or
|
||
|
Pacifique; into the library, where were all the works of Veuillot
|
||
|
and Chateaubriand, and the ODES ET BALLADES, if you please, and
|
||
|
even Moliere, to say nothing of innumerable fathers and a great
|
||
|
variety of local and general historians. Thence my good Irishman
|
||
|
took me round the workshops, where brothers bake bread, and make
|
||
|
cartwheels, and take photographs; where one superintends a
|
||
|
collection of curiosities, and another a gallery of rabbits. For
|
||
|
in a Trappist monastery each monk has an occupation of his own
|
||
|
choice, apart from his religious duties and the general labours of
|
||
|
the house. Each must sing in the choir, if he has a voice and ear,
|
||
|
and join in the haymaking if he has a hand to stir; but in his
|
||
|
private hours, although he must be occupied, he may be occupied on
|
||
|
what he likes. Thus I was told that one brother was engaged with
|
||
|
literature; while Father Apollinaris busies himself in making
|
||
|
roads, and the Abbot employs himself in binding books. It is not
|
||
|
so long since this Abbot was consecrated, by the way; and on that
|
||
|
occasion, by a special grace, his mother was permitted to enter the
|
||
|
chapel and witness the ceremony of consecration. A proud day for
|
||
|
her to have a son a mitred abbot; it makes you glad to think they
|
||
|
let her in.
|
||
|
|
||
|
In all these journeyings to and fro, many silent fathers and
|
||
|
brethren fell in our way. Usually they paid no more regard to our
|
||
|
passage than if we had been a cloud; but sometimes the good deacon
|
||
|
had a permission to ask of them, and it was granted by a peculiar
|
||
|
movement of the hands, almost like that of a dog's paws in
|
||
|
swimming, or refused by the usual negative signs, and in either
|
||
|
case with lowered eyelids and a certain air of contrition, as of a
|
||
|
man who was steering very close to evil.
|
||
|
|
||
|
The monks, by special grace of their Abbot, were still taking two
|
||
|
meals a day; but it was already time for their grand fast, which
|
||
|
begins somewhere in September and lasts till Easter, and during
|
||
|
which they eat but once in the twenty-four hours, and that at two
|
||
|
in the afternoon, twelve hours after they have begun the toil and
|
||
|
vigil of the day. Their meals are scanty, but even of these they
|
||
|
eat sparingly; and though each is allowed a small carafe of wine,
|
||
|
many refrain from this indulgence. Without doubt, the most of
|
||
|
mankind grossly overeat themselves; our meals serve not only for
|
||
|
support, but as a hearty and natural diversion from the labour of
|
||
|
life. Yet, though excess may be hurtful, I should have thought
|
||
|
this Trappist regimen defective. And I am astonished, as I look
|
||
|
back, at the freshness of face and cheerfulness of manner of all
|
||
|
whom I beheld. A happier nor a healthier company I should scarce
|
||
|
suppose that I have ever seen. As a matter of fact, on this bleak
|
||
|
upland, and with the incessant occupation of the monks, life is of
|
||
|
an uncertain tenure, and death no infrequent visitor, at Our Lady
|
||
|
of the Snows. This, at least, was what was told me. But if they
|
||
|
die easily, they must live healthily in the meantime, for they
|
||
|
seemed all firm of flesh and high in colour; and the only morbid
|
||
|
sign that I could observe, an unusual brilliancy of eye, was one
|
||
|
that served rather to increase the general impression of vivacity
|
||
|
and strength.
|
||
|
|
||
|
Those with whom I spoke were singularly sweet-tempered, with what I
|
||
|
can only call a holy cheerfulness in air and conversation. There
|
||
|
is a note, in the direction to visitors, telling them not to be
|
||
|
offended at the curt speech of those who wait upon them, since it
|
||
|
is proper to monks to speak little. The note might have been
|
||
|
spared; to a man the hospitallers were all brimming with innocent
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talk, and, in my experience of the monastery, it was easier to
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begin than to break off a conversation. With the exception of
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Father Michael, who was a man of the world, they showed themselves
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full of kind and healthy interest in all sorts of subjects - in
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politics, in voyages, in my sleeping-sack - and not without a
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certain pleasure in the sound of their own voices.
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As for those who are restricted to silence, I can only wonder how
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they bear their solemn and cheerless isolation. And yet, apart
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from any view of mortification, I can see a certain policy, not
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only in the exclusion of women, but in this vow of silence. I have
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had some experience of lay phalansteries, of an artistic, not to
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say a bacchanalian character; and seen more than one association
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easily formed and yet more easily dispersed. With a Cistercian
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rule, perhaps they might have lasted longer. In the neighbourhood
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of women it is but a touch-and-go association that can be formed
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among defenceless men; the stronger electricity is sure to triumph;
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the dreams of boyhood, the schemes of youth, are abandoned after an
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interview of ten minutes, and the arts and sciences, and
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professional male jollity, deserted at once for two sweet eyes and
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a caressing accent. And next after this, the tongue is the great
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divider.
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I am almost ashamed to pursue this worldly criticism of a religious
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rule; but there is yet another point in which the Trappist order
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|
appeals to me as a model of wisdom. By two in the morning the
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clapper goes upon the bell, and so on, hour by hour, and sometimes
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|
quarter by quarter, till eight, the hour of rest; so
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infinitesimally is the day divided among different occupations.
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The man who keeps rabbits, for example, hurries from his hutches to
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the chapel, the chapter-room, or the refectory, all day long:
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every hour he has an office to sing, a duty to perform; from two,
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when he rises in the dark, till eight, when he returns to receive
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the comfortable gift of sleep, he is upon his feet and occupied
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with manifold and changing business. I know many persons, worth
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several thousands in the year, who are not so fortunate in the
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disposal of their lives. Into how many houses would not the note
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of the monastery bell, dividing the day into manageable portions,
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|
bring peace of mind and healthful activity of body! We speak of
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|
hardships, but the true hardship is to be a dull fool, and
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permitted to mismanage life in our own dull and foolish manner.
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|
From this point of view, we may perhaps better understand the
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monk's existence. A long novitiate and every proof of constancy of
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mind and strength of body is required before admission to the
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|
order; but I could not find that many were discouraged. In the
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photographer's studio, which figures so strangely among the
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|
outbuildings, my eye was attracted by the portrait of a young
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|
fellow in the uniform of a private of foot. This was one of the
|
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|
novices, who came of the age for service, and marched and drilled
|
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|
and mounted guard for the proper time among the garrison of
|
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|
Algiers. Here was a man who had surely seen both sides of life
|
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|
before deciding; yet as soon as he was set free from service he
|
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|
returned to finish his novitiate.
|
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|
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|
This austere rule entitles a man to heaven as by right. When the
|
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|
Trappist sickens, he quits not his habit; he lies in the bed of
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|
death as he has prayed and laboured in his frugal and silent
|
||
|
existence; and when the Liberator comes, at the very moment, even
|
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|
before they have carried him in his robe to lie his little last in
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|
the chapel among continual chantings, joy-bells break forth, as if
|
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|
for a marriage, from the slated belfry, and proclaim throughout the
|
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|
neighbourhood that another soul has gone to God.
|
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|
|
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|
At night, under the conduct of my kind Irishman, I took my place in
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|
the gallery to hear compline and SALVE REGINA, with which the
|
||
|
Cistercians bring every day to a conclusion. There were none of
|
||
|
those circumstances which strike the Protestant as childish or as
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||
|
tawdry in the public offices of Rome. A stern simplicity,
|
||
|
heightened by the romance of the surroundings, spoke directly to
|
||
|
the heart. I recall the whitewashed chapel, the hooded figures in
|
||
|
the choir, the lights alternately occluded and revealed, the strong
|
||
|
manly singing, the silence that ensued, the sight of cowled heads
|
||
|
bowed in prayer, and then the clear trenchant beating of the bell,
|
||
|
breaking in to show that the last office was over and the hour of
|
||
|
sleep had come; and when I remember, I am not surprised that I made
|
||
|
my escape into the court with somewhat whirling fancies, and stood
|
||
|
like a man bewildered in the windy starry night.
|
||
|
|
||
|
But I was weary; and when I had quieted my spirits with Elizabeth
|
||
|
Seton's memoirs - a dull work - the cold and the raving of the wind
|
||
|
among the pines (for my room was on that side of the monastery
|
||
|
which adjoins the woods) disposed me readily to slumber. I was
|
||
|
wakened at black midnight, as it seemed, though it was really two
|
||
|
in the morning, by the first stroke upon the bell. All the
|
||
|
brothers were then hurrying to the chapel; the dead in life, at
|
||
|
this untimely hour, were already beginning the uncomforted labours
|
||
|
of their day. The dead in life - there was a chill reflection.
|
||
|
And the words of a French song came back into my memory, telling of
|
||
|
the best of our mixed existence:
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Que t'as de belles filles,
|
||
|
Girofle!
|
||
|
Girofla!
|
||
|
Que t'as de belles filles,
|
||
|
L'AMOUR LET COMPTERA!'
|
||
|
|
||
|
And I blessed God that I was free to wander, free to hope, and free
|
||
|
to love.
|
||
|
|
||
|
THE BOARDERS
|
||
|
|
||
|
BUT there was another side to my residence at Our Lady of the
|
||
|
Snows. At this late season there were not many boarders; and yet I
|
||
|
was not alone in the public part of the monastery. This itself is
|
||
|
hard by the gate, with a small dining-room on the ground-floor and
|
||
|
a whole corridor of cells similar to mine upstairs. I have
|
||
|
stupidly forgotten the board for a regular RETRAITANT; but it was
|
||
|
somewhere between three and five francs a day, and I think most
|
||
|
probably the first. Chance visitors like myself might give what
|
||
|
they chose as a free-will offering, but nothing was demanded. I
|
||
|
may mention that when I was going away, Father Michael refused
|
||
|
twenty francs as excessive. I explained the reasoning which led me
|
||
|
to offer him so much; but even then, from a curious point of
|
||
|
honour, he would not accept it with his own hand. 'I have no right
|
||
|
to refuse for the monastery,' he explained, 'but I should prefer if
|
||
|
you would give it to one of the brothers.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
I had dined alone, because I arrived late; but at supper I found
|
||
|
two other guests. One was a country parish priest, who had walked
|
||
|
over that morning from the seat of his cure near Mende to enjoy
|
||
|
four days of solitude and prayer. He was a grenadier in person,
|
||
|
with the hale colour and circular wrinkles of a peasant; and as he
|
||
|
complained much of how he had been impeded by his skirts upon the
|
||
|
march, I have a vivid fancy portrait of him, striding along,
|
||
|
upright, big-boned, with kilted cassock, through the bleak hills of
|
||
|
Gevaudan. The other was a short, grizzling, thick-set man, from
|
||
|
forty-five to fifty, dressed in tweed with a knitted spencer, and
|
||
|
the red ribbon of a decoration in his button-hole. This last was a
|
||
|
hard person to classify. He was an old soldier, who had seen
|
||
|
service and risen to the rank of commandant; and he retained some
|
||
|
of the brisk decisive manners of the camp. On the other hand, as
|
||
|
soon as his resignation was accepted, he had come to Our Lady of
|
||
|
the Snows as a boarder, and, after a brief experience of its ways,
|
||
|
had decided to remain as a novice. Already the new life was
|
||
|
beginning to modify his appearance; already he had acquired
|
||
|
somewhat of the quiet and smiling air of the brethren; and he was
|
||
|
as yet neither an officer nor a Trappist, but partook of the
|
||
|
character of each. And certainly here was a man in an interesting
|
||
|
nick of life. Out of the noise of cannon and trumpets, he was in
|
||
|
the act of passing into this still country bordering on the grave,
|
||
|
where men sleep nightly in their grave-clothes, and, like phantoms,
|
||
|
communicate by signs.
|
||
|
|
||
|
At supper we talked politics. I make it my business, when I am in
|
||
|
France, to preach political good-will and moderation, and to dwell
|
||
|
on the example of Poland, much as some alarmists in England dwell
|
||
|
on the example of Carthage. The priest and the commandant assured
|
||
|
me of their sympathy with all I said, and made a heavy sighing over
|
||
|
the bitterness of contemporary feeling.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Why, you cannot say anything to a man with which he does not
|
||
|
absolutely agree,' said I, 'but he flies up at you in a temper.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
They both declared that such a state of things was antichristian.
|
||
|
|
||
|
While we were thus agreeing, what should my tongue stumble upon but
|
||
|
a word in praise of Gambetta's moderation. The old soldier's
|
||
|
countenance was instantly suffused with blood; with the palms of
|
||
|
his hands he beat the table like a naughty child.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'COMMENT, MONSIEUR?' he shouted. 'COMMENT? Gambetta moderate?
|
||
|
Will you dare to justify these words?'
|
||
|
|
||
|
But the priest had not forgotten the tenor of our talk. And
|
||
|
suddenly, in the height of his fury, the old soldier found a
|
||
|
warning look directed on his face; the absurdity of his behaviour
|
||
|
was brought home to him in a flash; and the storm came to an abrupt
|
||
|
end, without another word.
|
||
|
|
||
|
It was only in the morning, over our coffee (Friday, September
|
||
|
27th), that this couple found out I was a heretic. I suppose I had
|
||
|
misled them by some admiring expressions as to the monastic life
|
||
|
around us; and it was only by a point-blank question that the truth
|
||
|
came out. I had been tolerantly used both by simple Father
|
||
|
Apollinaris and astute Father Michael; and the good Irish deacon,
|
||
|
when he heard of my religious weakness, had only patted me upon the
|
||
|
shoulder and said, 'You must be a Catholic and come to heaven.'
|
||
|
But I was now among a different sect of orthodox. These two men
|
||
|
were bitter and upright and narrow, like the worst of Scotsmen, and
|
||
|
indeed, upon my heart, I fancy they were worse. The priest snorted
|
||
|
aloud like a battle-horse.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'ET VOUS PRETENDEZ MOURIR DANS CETTE ESPECE DE CROYANCE?' he
|
||
|
demanded; and there is no type used by mortal printers large enough
|
||
|
to qualify his accent.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I humbly indicated that I had no design of changing.
|
||
|
|
||
|
But he could not away with such a monstrous attitude. 'No, no,' he
|
||
|
cried; 'you must change. You have come here, God has led you here,
|
||
|
and you must embrace the opportunity.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
I made a slip in policy; I appealed to the family affections,
|
||
|
though I was speaking to a priest and a soldier, two classes of men
|
||
|
circumstantially divorced from the kind and homely ties of life.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Your father and mother?' cried the priest. 'Very well; you will
|
||
|
convert them in their turn when you go home.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
I think I see my father's face! I would rather tackle the
|
||
|
Gaetulian lion in his den than embark on such an enterprise against
|
||
|
the family theologian.
|
||
|
|
||
|
But now the hunt was up; priest and soldier were in full cry for my
|
||
|
conversion; and the Work of the Propagation of the Faith, for which
|
||
|
the people of Cheylard subscribed forty-eight francs ten centimes
|
||
|
during 1877, was being gallantly pursued against myself. It was an
|
||
|
odd but most effective proselytising. They never sought to
|
||
|
convince me in argument, where I might have attempted some defence;
|
||
|
but took it for granted that I was both ashamed and terrified at my
|
||
|
position, and urged me solely on the point of time. Now, they
|
||
|
said, when God had led me to Our Lady of the Snows, now was the
|
||
|
appointed hour.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Do not be withheld by false shame,' observed the priest, for my
|
||
|
encouragement.
|
||
|
|
||
|
For one who feels very similarly to all sects of religion, and who
|
||
|
has never been able, even for a moment, to weigh seriously the
|
||
|
merit of this or that creed on the eternal side of things, however
|
||
|
much he may see to praise or blame upon the secular and temporal
|
||
|
side, the situation thus created was both unfair and painful. I
|
||
|
committed my second fault in tact, and tried to plead that it was
|
||
|
all the same thing in the end, and we were all drawing near by
|
||
|
different sides to the same kind and undiscriminating Friend and
|
||
|
Father. That, as it seems to lay spirits, would be the only gospel
|
||
|
worthy of the name. But different men think differently; and this
|
||
|
revolutionary aspiration brought down the priest with all the
|
||
|
terrors of the law. He launched into harrowing details of hell.
|
||
|
The damned, he said - on the authority of a little book which he
|
||
|
had read not a week before, and which, to add conviction to
|
||
|
conviction, he had fully intended to bring along with him in his
|
||
|
pocket - were to occupy the same attitude through all eternity in
|
||
|
the midst of dismal tortures. And as he thus expatiated, he grew
|
||
|
in nobility of aspect with his enthusiasm.
|
||
|
|
||
|
As a result the pair concluded that I should seek out the Prior,
|
||
|
since the Abbot was from home, and lay my case immediately before
|
||
|
him.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'C'EST MON CONSEIL COMME ANCIEN MILITAIRE,' observed the
|
||
|
commandant; 'ET CELUI DE MONSIEUR COMME PRETRE.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
'OUI,' added the CURE, sententiously nodding; 'COMME ANCIEN
|
||
|
MILITAIRE - ET COMME PRETRE.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
At this moment, whilst I was somewhat embarrassed how to answer, in
|
||
|
came one of the monks, a little brown fellow, as lively as a grig,
|
||
|
and with an Italian accent, who threw himself at once into the
|
||
|
contention, but in a milder and more persuasive vein, as befitted
|
||
|
one of these pleasant brethren. Look at HIM, he said. The rule
|
||
|
was very hard; he would have dearly liked to stay in his own
|
||
|
country, Italy - it was well known how beautiful it was, the
|
||
|
beautiful Italy; but then there were no Trappists in Italy; and he
|
||
|
had a soul to save; and here he was.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I am afraid I must be at bottom, what a cheerful Indian critic has
|
||
|
dubbed me, 'a faddling hedonist,' for this description of the
|
||
|
brother's motives gave me somewhat of a shock. I should have
|
||
|
preferred to think he had chosen the life for its own sake, and not
|
||
|
for ulterior purposes; and this shows how profoundly I was out of
|
||
|
sympathy with these good Trappists, even when I was doing my best
|
||
|
to sympathise. But to the CURE the argument seemed decisive.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Hear that!' he cried. 'And I have seen a marquis here, a marquis,
|
||
|
a marquis' - he repeated the holy word three times over - 'and
|
||
|
other persons high in society; and generals. And here, at your
|
||
|
side, is this gentleman, who has been so many years in armies -
|
||
|
decorated, an old warrior. And here he is, ready to dedicate
|
||
|
himself to God.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
I was by this time so thoroughly embarrassed that I pled cold feet,
|
||
|
and made my escape from the apartment. It was a furious windy
|
||
|
morning, with a sky much cleared, and long and potent intervals of
|
||
|
sunshine; and I wandered until dinner in the wild country towards
|
||
|
the east, sorely staggered and beaten upon by the gale, but
|
||
|
rewarded with some striking views.
|
||
|
|
||
|
At dinner the Work of the Propagation of the Faith was recommenced,
|
||
|
and on this occasion still more distastefully to me. The priest
|
||
|
asked me many questions as to the contemptible faith of my fathers,
|
||
|
and received my replies with a kind of ecclesiastical titter.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Your sect,' he said once; 'for I think you will admit it would be
|
||
|
doing it too much honour to call it a religion.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
'As you please, monsieur,' said I. 'LA PAROLE EST A VOUS.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
At length I grew annoyed beyond endurance; and although he was on
|
||
|
his own ground and, what is more to the purpose, an old man, and so
|
||
|
holding a claim upon my toleration, I could not avoid a protest
|
||
|
against this uncivil usage. He was sadly discountenanced.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'I assure you.' he said, 'I have no inclination to laugh in my
|
||
|
heart. I have no other feeling but interest in your soul.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
And there ended my conversion. Honest man! he was no dangerous
|
||
|
deceiver; but a country parson, full of zeal and faith. Long may
|
||
|
he tread Gevaudan with his kilted skirts - a man strong to walk and
|
||
|
strong to comfort his parishioners in death! I daresay he would
|
||
|
beat bravely through a snowstorm where his duty called him; and it
|
||
|
is not always the most faithful believer who makes the cunningest
|
||
|
apostle.
|
||
|
|
||
|
UPPER GEVAUDAN
|
||
|
|
||
|
(continued)
|
||
|
|
||
|
The bed was made, the room was fit,
|
||
|
By punctual eve the stars were lit;
|
||
|
The air was still, the water ran;
|
||
|
No need there was for maid or man,
|
||
|
When we put up, my ass and I,
|
||
|
At God's green caravanserai.
|
||
|
|
||
|
OLD PLAY.
|
||
|
|
||
|
ACROSS THE GOULET
|
||
|
|
||
|
THE wind fell during dinner, and the sky remained clear; so it was
|
||
|
under better auspices that I loaded Modestine before the monastery
|
||
|
gate. My Irish friend accompanied me so far on the way. As we
|
||
|
came through the wood, there was Pere Apollinaire hauling his
|
||
|
barrow; and he too quitted his labours to go with me for perhaps a
|
||
|
hundred yards, holding my hand between both of his in front of him.
|
||
|
I parted first from one and then from the other with unfeigned
|
||
|
regret, but yet with the glee of the traveller who shakes off the
|
||
|
dust of one stage before hurrying forth upon another. Then
|
||
|
Modestine and I mounted the course of the Allier, which here led us
|
||
|
back into Gevaudan towards its sources in the forest of Mercoire.
|
||
|
It was but an inconsiderable burn before we left its guidance.
|
||
|
Thence, over a hill, our way lay through a naked plateau, until we
|
||
|
reached Chasserades at sundown.
|
||
|
|
||
|
The company in the inn kitchen that night were all men employed in
|
||
|
survey for one of the projected railways. They were intelligent
|
||
|
and conversible, and we decided the future of France over hot wine,
|
||
|
until the state of the clock frightened us to rest. There were
|
||
|
four beds in the little upstairs room; and we slept six. But I had
|
||
|
a bed to myself, and persuaded them to leave the window open.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'HE, BOURGEOIS; IL EST CINQ HEURES!' was the cry that wakened me in
|
||
|
the morning (Saturday, September 28th). The room was full of a
|
||
|
transparent darkness, which dimly showed me the other three beds
|
||
|
and the five different nightcaps on the pillows. But out of the
|
||
|
window the dawn was growing ruddy in a long belt over the hill-
|
||
|
tops, and day was about to flood the plateau. The hour was
|
||
|
inspiriting; and there seemed a promise of calm weather, which was
|
||
|
perfectly fulfilled. I was soon under way with Modestine. The
|
||
|
road lay for a while over the plateau, and then descended through a
|
||
|
precipitous village into the valley of the Chassezac. This stream
|
||
|
ran among green meadows, well hidden from the world by its steep
|
||
|
banks; the broom was in flower, and here and there was a hamlet
|
||
|
sending up its smoke.
|
||
|
|
||
|
At last the path crossed the Chassezac upon a bridge, and,
|
||
|
forsaking this deep hollow, set itself to cross the mountain of La
|
||
|
Goulet. It wound up through Lestampes by upland fields and woods
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of beech and birch, and with every corner brought me into an
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acquaintance with some new interest. Even in the gully of the
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Chassezac my ear had been struck by a noise like that of a great
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bass bell ringing at the distance of many miles; but this, as I
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continued to mount and draw nearer to it, seemed to change in
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character, and I found at length that it came from some one leading
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flocks afield to the note of a rural horn. The narrow street of
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Lestampes stood full of sheep, from wall to wall - black sheep and
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white, bleating with one accord like the birds in spring, and each
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one accompanying himself upon the sheep-bell round his neck. It
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made a pathetic concert, all in treble. A little higher, and I
|
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passed a pair of men in a tree with pruning-hooks, and one of them
|
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was singing the music of a BOURREE. Still further, and when I was
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already threading the birches, the crowing of cocks came cheerfully
|
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up to my ears, and along with that the voice of a flute discoursing
|
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a deliberate and plaintive air from one of the upland villages. I
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pictured to myself some grizzled, apple-cheeked, country
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schoolmaster fluting in his bit of a garden in the clear autumn
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sunshine. All these beautiful and interesting sounds filled my
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heart with an unwonted expectation; and it appeared to me that,
|
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once past this range which I was mounting, I should descend into
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the garden of the world. Nor was I deceived, for I was now done
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with rains and winds and a bleak country. The first part of my
|
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journey ended here; and this was like an induction of sweet sounds
|
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into the other and more beautiful.
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There are other degrees of FEYNESS, as of punishment, besides the
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capital; and I was now led by my good spirits into an adventure
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which I relate in the interest of future donkey-drivers. The road
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zigzagged so widely on the hillside, that I chose a short cut by
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map and compass, and struck through the dwarf woods to catch the
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road again upon a higher level. It was my one serious conflict
|
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with Modestine. She would none of my short cut; she turned in my
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face; she backed, she reared; she, whom I had hitherto imagined to
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be dumb, actually brayed with a loud hoarse flourish, like a cock
|
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|
crowing for the dawn. I plied the goad with one hand; with the
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other, so steep was the ascent, I had to hold on the pack-saddle.
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Half-a-dozen times she was nearly over backwards on the top of me;
|
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half-a-dozen times, from sheer weariness of spirit, I was nearly
|
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|
giving it up, and leading her down again to follow the road. But I
|
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took the thing as a wager, and fought it through. I was surprised,
|
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|
as I went on my way again, by what appeared to be chill rain-drops
|
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|
falling on my hand, and more than once looked up in wonder at the
|
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|
cloudless sky. But it was only sweat which came dropping from my
|
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|
brow.
|
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|
||
|
Over the summit of the Goulet there was no marked road - only
|
||
|
upright stones posted from space to space to guide the drovers.
|
||
|
The turf underfoot was springy and well scented. I had no company
|
||
|
but a lark or two, and met but one bullock-cart between Lestampes
|
||
|
and Bleymard. In front of me I saw a shallow valley, and beyond
|
||
|
that the range of the Lozere, sparsely wooded and well enough
|
||
|
modelled in the flanks, but straight and dull in outline. There
|
||
|
was scarce a sign of culture; only about Bleymard, the white high-
|
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|
road from Villefort to Mende traversed a range of meadows, set with
|
||
|
spiry poplars, and sounding from side to side with the bells of
|
||
|
flocks and herds.
|
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|
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|
A NIGHT AMONG THE PINES
|
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|
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|
FROM Bleymard after dinner, although it was already late, I set out
|
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|
to scale a portion of the Lozere. An ill-marked stony drove-road
|
||
|
guided me forward; and I met nearly half-a-dozen bullock-carts
|
||
|
descending from the woods, each laden with a whole pine-tree for
|
||
|
the winter's firing. At the top of the woods, which do not climb
|
||
|
very high upon this cold ridge, I struck leftward by a path among
|
||
|
the pines, until I hit on a dell of green turf, where a streamlet
|
||
|
made a little spout over some stones to serve me for a water-tap.
|
||
|
'In a more sacred or sequestered bower . . . nor nymph nor faunus
|
||
|
haunted.' The trees were not old, but they grew thickly round the
|
||
|
glade: there was no outlook, except north-eastward upon distant
|
||
|
hill-tops, or straight upward to the sky; and the encampment felt
|
||
|
secure and private like a room. By the time I had made my
|
||
|
arrangements and fed Modestine, the day was already beginning to
|
||
|
decline. I buckled myself to the knees into my sack and made a
|
||
|
hearty meal; and as soon as the sun went down, I pulled my cap over
|
||
|
my eyes and fell asleep.
|
||
|
|
||
|
Night is a dead monotonous period under a roof; but in the open
|
||
|
world it passes lightly, with its stars and dews and perfumes, and
|
||
|
the hours are marked by changes in the face of Nature. What seems
|
||
|
a kind of temporal death to people choked between walls and
|
||
|
curtains, is only a light and living slumber to the man who sleeps
|
||
|
afield. All night long he can hear Nature breathing deeply and
|
||
|
freely; even as she takes her rest, she turns and smiles; and there
|
||
|
is one stirring hour unknown to those who dwell in houses, when a
|
||
|
wakeful influence goes abroad over the sleeping hemisphere, and all
|
||
|
the outdoor world are on their feet. It is then that the cock
|
||
|
first crows, not this time to announce the dawn, but like a
|
||
|
cheerful watchman speeding the course of night. Cattle awake on
|
||
|
the meadows; sheep break their fast on dewy hillsides, and change
|
||
|
to a new lair among the ferns; and houseless men, who have lain
|
||
|
down with the fowls, open their dim eyes and behold the beauty of
|
||
|
the night.
|
||
|
|
||
|
At what inaudible summons, at what gentle touch of Nature, are all
|
||
|
these sleepers thus recalled in the same hour to life? Do the
|
||
|
stars rain down an influence, or do we share some thrill of mother
|
||
|
earth below our resting bodies? Even shepherds and old country-
|
||
|
folk, who are the deepest read in these arcana, have not a guess as
|
||
|
to the means or purpose of this nightly resurrection. Towards two
|
||
|
in the morning they declare the thing takes place; and neither know
|
||
|
nor inquire further. And at least it is a pleasant incident. We
|
||
|
are disturbed in our slumber only, like the luxurious Montaigne,
|
||
|
'that we may the better and more sensibly relish it.' We have a
|
||
|
moment to look upon the stars. And there is a special pleasure for
|
||
|
some minds in the reflection that we share the impulse with all
|
||
|
outdoor creatures in our neighbourhood, that we have escaped out of
|
||
|
the Bastille of civilisation, and are become, for the time being, a
|
||
|
mere kindly animal and a sheep of Nature's flock.
|
||
|
|
||
|
When that hour came to me among the pines, I wakened thirsty. My
|
||
|
tin was standing by me half full of water. I emptied it at a
|
||
|
draught; and feeling broad awake after this internal cold
|
||
|
aspersion, sat upright to make a cigarette. The stars were clear,
|
||
|
coloured, and jewel-like, but not frosty. A faint silvery vapour
|
||
|
stood for the Milky Way. All around me the black fir-points stood
|
||
|
upright and stock-still. By the whiteness of the pack-saddle, I
|
||
|
could see Modestine walking round and round at the length of her
|
||
|
tether; I could hear her steadily munching at the sward; but there
|
||
|
was not another sound, save the indescribable quiet talk of the
|
||
|
runnel over the stones. I lay lazily smoking and studying the
|
||
|
colour of the sky, as we call the void of space, from where it
|
||
|
showed a reddish grey behind the pines to where it showed a glossy
|
||
|
blue-black between the stars. As if to be more like a pedlar, I
|
||
|
wear a silver ring. This I could see faintly shining as I raised
|
||
|
or lowered the cigarette; and at each whiff the inside of my hand
|
||
|
was illuminated, and became for a second the highest light in the
|
||
|
landscape.
|
||
|
|
||
|
A faint wind, more like a moving coolness than a stream of air,
|
||
|
passed down the glade from time to time; so that even in my great
|
||
|
chamber the air was being renewed all night long. I thought with
|
||
|
horror of the inn at Chasserades and the congregated nightcaps;
|
||
|
with horror of the nocturnal prowesses of clerks and students, of
|
||
|
hot theatres and pass-keys and close rooms. I have not often
|
||
|
enjoyed a more serene possession of myself, nor felt more
|
||
|
independent of material aids. The outer world, from which we cower
|
||
|
into our houses, seemed after all a gentle habitable place; and
|
||
|
night after night a man's bed, it seemed, was laid and waiting for
|
||
|
him in the fields, where God keeps an open house. I thought I had
|
||
|
rediscovered one of those truths which are revealed to savages and
|
||
|
hid from political economists: at the least, I had discovered a
|
||
|
new pleasure for myself. And yet even while I was exulting in my
|
||
|
solitude I became aware of a strange lack. I wished a companion to
|
||
|
lie near me in the starlight, silent and not moving, but ever
|
||
|
within touch. For there is a fellowship more quiet even than
|
||
|
solitude, and which, rightly understood, is solitude made perfect.
|
||
|
And to live out of doors with the woman a man loves is of all lives
|
||
|
the most complete and free.
|
||
|
|
||
|
As I thus lay, between content and longing, a faint noise stole
|
||
|
towards me through the pines. I thought, at first, it was the
|
||
|
crowing of cocks or the barking of dogs at some very distant farm;
|
||
|
but steadily and gradually it took articulate shape in my ears,
|
||
|
until I became aware that a passenger was going by upon the high-
|
||
|
road in the valley, and singing loudly as he went. There was more
|
||
|
of good-will than grace in his performance; but he trolled with
|
||
|
ample lungs; and the sound of his voice took hold upon the hillside
|
||
|
and set the air shaking in the leafy glens. I have heard people
|
||
|
passing by night in sleeping cities; some of them sang; one, I
|
||
|
remember, played loudly on the bagpipes. I have heard the rattle
|
||
|
of a cart or carriage spring up suddenly after hours of stillness,
|
||
|
and pass, for some minutes, within the range of my hearing as I lay
|
||
|
abed. There is a romance about all who are abroad in the black
|
||
|
hours, and with something of a thrill we try to guess their
|
||
|
business. But here the romance was double: first, this glad
|
||
|
passenger, lit internally with wine, who sent up his voice in music
|
||
|
through the night; and then I, on the other hand, buckled into my
|
||
|
sack, and smoking alone in the pine-woods between four and five
|
||
|
thousand feet towards the stars.
|
||
|
|
||
|
When I awoke again (Sunday, 29th September), many of the stars had
|
||
|
disappeared; only the stronger companions of the night still burned
|
||
|
visibly overhead; and away towards the east I saw a faint haze of
|
||
|
light upon the horizon, such as had been the Milky Way when I was
|
||
|
last awake. Day was at hand. I lit my lantern, and by its glow-
|
||
|
worm light put on my boots and gaiters; then I broke up some bread
|
||
|
for Modestine, filled my can at the water-tap, and lit my spirit-
|
||
|
lamp to boil myself some chocolate. The blue darkness lay long in
|
||
|
the glade where I had so sweetly slumbered; but soon there was a
|
||
|
broad streak of orange melting into gold along the mountain-tops of
|
||
|
Vivarais. A solemn glee possessed my mind at this gradual and
|
||
|
lovely coming in of day. I heard the runnel with delight; I looked
|
||
|
round me for something beautiful and unexpected; but the still
|
||
|
black pine-trees, the hollow glade, the munching ass, remained
|
||
|
unchanged in figure. Nothing had altered but the light, and that,
|
||
|
indeed, shed over all a spirit of life and of breathing peace, and
|
||
|
moved me to a strange exhilaration.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I drank my water-chocolate, which was hot if it was not rich, and
|
||
|
strolled here and there, and up and down about the glade. While I
|
||
|
was thus delaying, a gush of steady wind, as long as a heavy sigh,
|
||
|
poured direct out of the quarter of the morning. It was cold, and
|
||
|
set me sneezing. The trees near at hand tossed their black plumes
|
||
|
in its passage; and I could see the thin distant spires of pine
|
||
|
along the edge of the hill rock slightly to and fro against the
|
||
|
golden east. Ten minutes after, the sunlight spread at a gallop
|
||
|
along the hillside, scattering shadows and sparkles, and the day
|
||
|
had come completely.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I hastened to prepare my pack, and tackle the steep ascent that lay
|
||
|
before me; but I had something on my mind. It was only a fancy;
|
||
|
yet a fancy will sometimes be importunate. I had been most
|
||
|
hospitably received and punctually served in my green caravanserai.
|
||
|
The room was airy, the water excellent, and the dawn had called me
|
||
|
to a moment. I say nothing of the tapestries or the inimitable
|
||
|
ceiling, nor yet of the view which I commanded from the windows;
|
||
|
but I felt I was in some one's debt for all this liberal
|
||
|
entertainment. And so it pleased me, in a half-laughing way, to
|
||
|
leave pieces of money on the turf as I went along, until I had left
|
||
|
enough for my night's lodging. I trust they did not fall to some
|
||
|
rich and churlish drover.
|
||
|
|
||
|
THE COUNTRY OF THE CAMISARDS
|
||
|
|
||
|
We travelled in the print of olden wars;
|
||
|
Yet all the land was green;
|
||
|
And love we found, and peace,
|
||
|
Where fire and war had been.
|
||
|
They pass and smile, the children of the sword -
|
||
|
No more the sword they wield;
|
||
|
And O, how deep the corn
|
||
|
Along the battlefield!
|
||
|
|
||
|
W. P. BANNATYNE.
|
||
|
|
||
|
THE COUNTRY OF THE CAMISARDS
|
||
|
|
||
|
ACROSS THE LOZERE
|
||
|
|
||
|
THE track that I had followed in the evening soon died out, and I
|
||
|
continued to follow over a bald turf ascent a row of stone pillars,
|
||
|
such as had conducted me across the Goulet. It was already warm.
|
||
|
I tied my jacket on the pack, and walked in my knitted waistcoat.
|
||
|
Modestine herself was in high spirits, and broke of her own accord,
|
||
|
for the first time in my experience, into a jolting trot that set
|
||
|
the oats swashing in the pocket of my coat. The view, back upon
|
||
|
the northern Gevaudan, extended with every step; scarce a tree,
|
||
|
scarce a house, appeared upon the fields of wild hill that ran
|
||
|
north, east, and west, all blue and gold in the haze and sunlight
|
||
|
of the morning. A multitude of little birds kept sweeping and
|
||
|
twittering about my path; they perched on the stone pillars, they
|
||
|
pecked and strutted on the turf, and I saw them circle in volleys
|
||
|
in the blue air, and show, from time to time, translucent
|
||
|
flickering wings between the sun and me.
|
||
|
|
||
|
Almost from the first moment of my march, a faint large noise, like
|
||
|
a distant surf, had filled my ears. Sometimes I was tempted to
|
||
|
think it the voice of a neighbouring waterfall, and sometimes a
|
||
|
subjective result of the utter stillness of the hill. But as I
|
||
|
continued to advance, the noise increased, and became like the
|
||
|
hissing of an enormous tea-urn, and at the same time breaths of
|
||
|
cool air began to reach me from the direction of the summit. At
|
||
|
length I understood. It was blowing stiffly from the south upon
|
||
|
the other slope of the Lozere, and every step that I took I was
|
||
|
drawing nearer to the wind.
|
||
|
|
||
|
Although it had been long desired, it was quite unexpectedly at
|
||
|
last that my eyes rose above the summit. A step that seemed no way
|
||
|
more decisive than many other steps that had preceded it - and,
|
||
|
'like stout Cortez when, with eagle eyes, he stared on the
|
||
|
Pacific,' I took possession, in my own name, of a new quarter of
|
||
|
the world. For behold, instead of the gross turf rampart I had
|
||
|
been mounting for so long, a view into the hazy air of heaven, and
|
||
|
a land of intricate blue hills below my feet.
|
||
|
|
||
|
The Lozere lies nearly east and west, cutting Gevaudan into two
|
||
|
unequal parts; its highest point, this Pic de Finiels, on which I
|
||
|
was then standing, rises upwards of five thousand six hundred feet
|
||
|
above the sea, and in clear weather commands a view over all lower
|
||
|
Languedoc to the Mediterranean Sea. I have spoken with people who
|
||
|
either pretended or believed that they had seen, from the Pie de
|
||
|
Finiels, white ships sailing by Montpellier and Cette. Behind was
|
||
|
the upland northern country through which my way had lain, peopled
|
||
|
by a dull race, without wood, without much grandeur of hill-form,
|
||
|
and famous in the past for little beside wolves. But in front of
|
||
|
me, half veiled in sunny haze, lay a new Gevaudan, rich,
|
||
|
picturesque, illustrious for stirring events. Speaking largely, I
|
||
|
was in the Cevennes at Monastier, and during all my journey; but
|
||
|
there is a strict and local sense in which only this confused and
|
||
|
shaggy country at my feet has any title to the name, and in this
|
||
|
sense the peasantry employ the word. These are the Cevennes with
|
||
|
an emphasis: the Cevennes of the Cevennes. In that undecipherable
|
||
|
labyrinth of hills, a war of bandits, a war of wild beasts, raged
|
||
|
for two years between the Grand Monarch with all his troops and
|
||
|
marshals on the one hand, and a few thousand Protestant
|
||
|
mountaineers upon the other. A hundred and eighty years ago, the
|
||
|
Camisards held a station even on the Lozere, where I stood; they
|
||
|
had an organisation, arsenals, a military and religious hierarchy;
|
||
|
their affairs were 'the discourse of every coffee-house' in London;
|
||
|
England sent fleets in their support; their leaders prophesied and
|
||
|
murdered; with colours and drums, and the singing of old French
|
||
|
psalms, their bands sometimes affronted daylight, marched before
|
||
|
walled cities, and dispersed the generals of the king; and
|
||
|
sometimes at night, or in masquerade, possessed themselves of
|
||
|
strong castles, and avenged treachery upon their allies and cruelty
|
||
|
upon their foes. There, a hundred and eighty years ago, was the
|
||
|
chivalrous Roland, 'Count and Lord Roland, generalissimo of the
|
||
|
Protestants in France,' grave, silent, imperious, pock-marked ex-
|
||
|
dragoon, whom a lady followed in his wanderings out of love. There
|
||
|
was Cavalier, a baker's apprentice with a genius for war, elected
|
||
|
brigadier of Camisards at seventeen, to die at fifty-five the
|
||
|
English governor of Jersey. There again was Castanet, a partisan
|
||
|
leader in a voluminous peruke and with a taste for controversial
|
||
|
divinity. Strange generals, who moved apart to take counsel with
|
||
|
the God of Hosts, and fled or offered battle, set sentinels or
|
||
|
slept in an unguarded camp, as the Spirit whispered to their
|
||
|
hearts! And there, to follow these and other leaders, was the rank
|
||
|
and file of prophets and disciples, bold, patient, indefatigable,
|
||
|
hardy to run upon the mountains, cheering their rough life with
|
||
|
psalms, eager to fight, eager to pray, listening devoutly to the
|
||
|
oracles of brain-sick children, and mystically putting a grain of
|
||
|
wheat among the pewter balls with which they charged their muskets.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I had travelled hitherto through a dull district, and in the track
|
||
|
of nothing more notable than the child-eating beast of Gevaudan,
|
||
|
the Napoleon Bonaparte of wolves. But now I was to go down into
|
||
|
the scene of a romantic chapter - or, better, a romantic footnote
|
||
|
in the history of the world. What was left of all this bygone dust
|
||
|
and heroism? I was told that Protestantism still survived in this
|
||
|
head seat of Protestant resistance; so much the priest himself had
|
||
|
told me in the monastery parlour. But I had yet to learn if it
|
||
|
were a bare survival, or a lively and generous tradition. Again,
|
||
|
if in the northern Cevennes the people are narrow in religious
|
||
|
judgments, and more filled with zeal than charity, what was I to
|
||
|
look for in this land of persecution and reprisal - in a land where
|
||
|
the tyranny of the Church produced the Camisard rebellion, and the
|
||
|
terror of the Camisards threw the Catholic peasantry into legalised
|
||
|
revolt upon the other side, so that Camisard and Florentin skulked
|
||
|
for each other's lives among the mountains?
|
||
|
|
||
|
Just on the brow of the hill, where I paused to look before me, the
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series of stone pillars came abruptly to an end; and only a little
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below, a sort of track appeared and began to go down a break-neck
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slope, turning like a corkscrew as it went. It led into a valley
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between falling hills, stubbly with rocks like a reaped field of
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corn, and floored farther down with green meadows. I followed the
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track with precipitation; the steepness of the slope, the continual
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agile turning of the line of the descent, and the old unwearied
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hope of finding something new in a new country, all conspired to
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lend me wings. Yet a little lower and a stream began, collecting
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itself together out of many fountains, and soon making a glad noise
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among the hills. Sometimes it would cross the track in a bit of
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waterfall, with a pool, in which Modestine refreshed her feet.
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The whole descent is like a dream to me, so rapidly was it
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accomplished. I had scarcely left the summit ere the valley had
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closed round my path, and the sun beat upon me, walking in a
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stagnant lowland atmosphere. The track became a road, and went up
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and down in easy undulations. I passed cabin after cabin, but all
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seemed deserted; and I saw not a human creature, nor heard any
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sound except that of the stream. I was, however, in a different
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country from the day before. The stony skeleton of the world was
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here vigorously displayed to sun and air. The slopes were steep
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and changeful. Oak-trees clung along the hills, well grown,
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wealthy in leaf, and touched by the autumn with strong and luminous
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|
colours. Here and there another stream would fall in from the
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right or the left, down a gorge of snow-white and tumultuary
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boulders. The river in the bottom (for it was rapidly growing a
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river, collecting on all hands as it trotted on its way) here
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foamed a while in desperate rapids, and there lay in pools of the
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most enchanting sea-green shot with watery browns. As far as I
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have gone, I have never seen a river of so changeful and delicate a
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hue; crystal was not more clear, the meadows were not by half so
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green; and at every pool I saw I felt a thrill of longing to be out
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of these hot, dusty, and material garments, and bathe my naked body
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in the mountain air and water. All the time as I went on I never
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forgot it was the Sabbath; the stillness was a perpetual reminder;
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and I heard in spirit the church-bells clamouring all over Europe,
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and the psalms of a thousand churches.
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At length a human sound struck upon my ear - a cry strangely
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|
modulated between pathos and derision; and looking across the
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valley, I saw a little urchin sitting in a meadow, with his hands
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about his knees, and dwarfed to almost comical smallness by the
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|
distance. But the rogue had picked me out as I went down the road,
|
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|
from oak wood on to oak wood, driving Modestine; and he made me the
|
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|
compliments of the new country in this tremulous high-pitched
|
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|
salutation. And as all noises are lovely and natural at a
|
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|
sufficient distance, this also, coming through so much clean hill
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|
air and crossing all the green valley, sounded pleasant to my ear,
|
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and seemed a thing rustic, like the oaks or the river.
|
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A little after, the stream that I was following fell into the Tarn
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at Pont de Montvert of bloody memory.
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PONT DE MONTVERT
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ONE of the first things I encountered in Pont de Montvert was, if I
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remember rightly, the Protestant temple; but this was but the type
|
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of other novelties. A subtle atmosphere distinguishes a town in
|
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England from a town in France, or even in Scotland. At Carlisle
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you can see you are in the one country; at Dumfries, thirty miles
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|
away, you are as sure that you are in the other. I should find it
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|
difficult to tell in what particulars Pont de Montvert differed
|
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|
from Monastier or Langogne, or even Bleymard; but the difference
|
||
|
existed, and spoke eloquently to the eyes. The place, with its
|
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|
houses, its lanes, its glaring river-bed, wore an indescribable air
|
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|
of the South.
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All was Sunday bustle in the streets and in the public-house, as
|
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|
all had been Sabbath peace among the mountains. There must have
|
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|
been near a score of us at dinner by eleven before noon; and after
|
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|
I had eaten and drunken, and sat writing up my journal, I suppose
|
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|
as many more came dropping in one after another, or by twos and
|
||
|
threes. In crossing the Lozere I had not only come among new
|
||
|
natural features, but moved into the territory of a different race.
|
||
|
These people, as they hurriedly despatched their viands in an
|
||
|
intricate sword-play of knives, questioned and answered me with a
|
||
|
degree of intelligence which excelled all that I had met, except
|
||
|
among the railway folk at Chasserades. They had open telling
|
||
|
faces, and were lively both in speech and manner. They not only
|
||
|
entered thoroughly into the spirit of my little trip, but more than
|
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|
one declared, if he were rich enough, he would like to set forth on
|
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|
such another.
|
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||
|
Even physically there was a pleasant change. I had not seen a
|
||
|
pretty woman since I left Monastier, and there but one. Now of the
|
||
|
three who sat down with me to dinner, one was certainly not
|
||
|
beautiful - a poor timid thing of forty, quite troubled at this
|
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|
roaring TABLE D'HOTE, whom I squired and helped to wine, and
|
||
|
pledged and tried generally to encourage, with quite a contrary
|
||
|
effect; but the other two, both married, were both more handsome
|
||
|
than the average of women. And Clarisse? What shall I say of
|
||
|
Clarisse? She waited the table with a heavy placable nonchalance,
|
||
|
like a performing cow; her great grey eyes were steeped in amorous
|
||
|
languor; her features, although fleshy, were of an original and
|
||
|
accurate design; her mouth had a curl; her nostril spoke of dainty
|
||
|
pride; her cheek fell into strange and interesting lines. It was a
|
||
|
face capable of strong emotion, and, with training, it offered the
|
||
|
promise of delicate sentiment. It seemed pitiful to see so good a
|
||
|
model left to country admirers and a country way of thought.
|
||
|
Beauty should at least have touched society; then, in a moment, it
|
||
|
throws off a weight that lay upon it, it becomes conscious of
|
||
|
itself, it puts on an elegance, learns a gait and a carriage of the
|
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|
head, and, in a moment, PATET DEA. Before I left I assured
|
||
|
Clarisse of my hearty admiration. She took it like milk, without
|
||
|
embarrassment or wonder, merely looking at me steadily with her
|
||
|
great eyes; and I own the result upon myself was some confusion.
|
||
|
If Clarisse could read English, I should not dare to add that her
|
||
|
figure was unworthy of her face. Hers was a case for stays; but
|
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|
that may perhaps grow better as she gets up in years.
|
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|
|
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|
Pont de Montvert, or Greenhill Bridge, as we might say at home, is
|
||
|
a place memorable in the story of the Camisards. It was here that
|
||
|
the war broke out; here that those southern Covenanters slew their
|
||
|
Archbishop Sharp. The persecution on the one hand, the febrile
|
||
|
enthusiasm on the other, are almost equally difficult to understand
|
||
|
in these quiet modern days, and with our easy modern beliefs and
|
||
|
disbeliefs. The Protestants were one and all beside their right
|
||
|
minds with zeal and sorrow. They were all prophets and
|
||
|
prophetesses. Children at the breast would exhort their parents to
|
||
|
good works. 'A child of fifteen months at Quissac spoke from its
|
||
|
mother's arms, agitated and sobbing, distinctly and with a loud
|
||
|
voice.' Marshal Villars has seen a town where all the women
|
||
|
'seemed possessed by the devil,' and had trembling fits, and
|
||
|
uttered prophecies publicly upon the streets. A prophetess of
|
||
|
Vivarais was hanged at Moutpellier because blood flowed from her
|
||
|
eyes and nose, and she declared that she was weeping tears of blood
|
||
|
for the misfortunes of the Protestants. And it was not only women
|
||
|
and children. Stalwart dangerous fellows, used to swing the sickle
|
||
|
or to wield the forest axe, were likewise shaken with strange
|
||
|
paroxysms, and spoke oracles with sobs and streaming tears. A
|
||
|
persecution unsurpassed in violence had lasted near a score of
|
||
|
years, and this was the result upon the persecuted; hanging,
|
||
|
burning, breaking on the wheel, had been in vain; the dragoons had
|
||
|
left their hoof-marks over all the countryside; there were men
|
||
|
rowing in the galleys, and women pining in the prisons of the
|
||
|
Church; and not a thought was changed in the heart of any upright
|
||
|
Protestant.
|
||
|
|
||
|
Now the head and forefront of the persecution - after Lamoignon de
|
||
|
Bavile - Francois de Langlade du Chayla (pronounce Cheila),
|
||
|
Archpriest of the Cevennes and Inspector of Missions in the same
|
||
|
country, had a house in which he sometimes dwelt in the town of
|
||
|
Pont de Montvert. He was a conscientious person, who seems to have
|
||
|
been intended by nature for a pirate, and now fifty-five, an age by
|
||
|
which a man has learned all the moderation of which he is capable.
|
||
|
A missionary in his youth in China, he there suffered martyrdom,
|
||
|
was left for dead, and only succoured and brought back to life by
|
||
|
the charity of a pariah. We must suppose the pariah devoid of
|
||
|
second-sight, and not purposely malicious in this act. Such an
|
||
|
experience, it might be thought, would have cured a man of the
|
||
|
desire to persecute; but the human spirit is a thing strangely put
|
||
|
together; and, having been a Christian martyr, Du Chayla became a
|
||
|
Christian persecutor. The Work of the Propagation of the Faith
|
||
|
went roundly forward in his hands. His house in Pont de Montvert
|
||
|
served him as a prison. There he closed the hands of his prisoners
|
||
|
upon live coal, and plucked out the hairs of their beards, to
|
||
|
convince them that they were deceived in their opinions. And yet
|
||
|
had not he himself tried and proved the inefficacy of these carnal
|
||
|
arguments among the Buddhists in China?
|
||
|
|
||
|
Not only was life made intolerable in Languedoc, but flight was
|
||
|
rigidly forbidden. One Massip, a muleteer, and well acquainted
|
||
|
with the mountain-paths, had already guided several troops of
|
||
|
fugitives in safety to Geneva; and on him, with another convoy,
|
||
|
consisting mostly of women dressed as men, Du Chayla, in an evil
|
||
|
hour for himself, laid his hands. The Sunday following, there was
|
||
|
a conventicle of Protestants in the woods of Altefage upon Mount
|
||
|
Bouges; where there stood up one Seguier - Spirit Seguier, as his
|
||
|
companions called him - a wool-carder, tall, black-faced, and
|
||
|
toothless, but a man full of prophecy. He declared, in the name of
|
||
|
God, that the time for submission had gone by, and they must betake
|
||
|
themselves to arms for the deliverance of their brethren and the
|
||
|
destruction of the priests.
|
||
|
|
||
|
The next night, 24th July 1702, a sound disturbed the Inspector of
|
||
|
Missions as he sat in his prison-house at Pont de Montvert: the
|
||
|
voices of many men upraised in psalmody drew nearer and nearer
|
||
|
through the town. It was ten at night; he had his court about him,
|
||
|
priests, soldiers, and servants, to the number of twelve or
|
||
|
fifteen; and now dreading the insolence of a conventicle below his
|
||
|
very windows, he ordered forth his soldiers to report. But the
|
||
|
psalm-singers were already at his door, fifty strong, led by the
|
||
|
inspired Seguier, and breathing death. To their summons, the
|
||
|
archpriest made answer like a stout old persecutor, and bade his
|
||
|
garrison fire upon the mob. One Camisard (for, according to some,
|
||
|
it was in this night's work that they came by the name) fell at
|
||
|
this discharge: his comrades burst in the door with hatchets and a
|
||
|
beam of wood, overran the lower story of the house, set free the
|
||
|
prisoners, and finding one of them in the VINE, a sort of
|
||
|
Scavenger's Daughter of the place and period, redoubled in fury
|
||
|
against Du Chayla, and sought by repeated assaults to carry the
|
||
|
upper floors. But he, on his side, had given absolution to his
|
||
|
men, and they bravely held the staircase.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Children of God,' cried the prophet, 'hold your hands. Let us
|
||
|
burn the house, with the priest and the satellites of Baal.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
The fire caught readily. Out of an upper window Du Chayla and his
|
||
|
men lowered themselves into the garden by means of knotted sheets;
|
||
|
some escaped across the river under the bullets of the insurgents;
|
||
|
but the archpriest himself fell, broke his thigh, and could only
|
||
|
crawl into the hedge. What were his reflections as this second
|
||
|
martyrdom drew near? A poor, brave, besotted, hateful man, who had
|
||
|
done his duty resolutely according to his light both in the
|
||
|
Cevennes and China. He found at least one telling word to say in
|
||
|
his defence; for when the roof fell in and the upbursting flames
|
||
|
discovered his retreat, and they came and dragged him to the public
|
||
|
place of the town, raging and calling him damned - 'If I be
|
||
|
damned,' said he, 'why should you also damn yourselves?'
|
||
|
|
||
|
Here was a good reason for the last; but in the course of his
|
||
|
inspectorship he had given many stronger which all told in a
|
||
|
contrary direction; and these he was now to hear. One by one,
|
||
|
Seguier first, the Camisards drew near and stabbed him. 'This,'
|
||
|
they said, 'is for my father broken on the wheel. This for my
|
||
|
brother in the galleys. That for my mother or my sister imprisoned
|
||
|
in your cursed convents.' Each gave his blow and his reason; and
|
||
|
then all kneeled and sang psalms around the body till the dawn.
|
||
|
With the dawn, still singing, they defiled away towards Frugeres,
|
||
|
farther up the Tarn, to pursue the work of vengeance, leaving Du
|
||
|
Chayla's prison-house in ruins, and his body pierced with two-and-
|
||
|
fifty wounds upon the public place.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Tis a wild night's work, with its accompaniment of psalms; and it
|
||
|
seems as if a psalm must always have a sound of threatening in that
|
||
|
town upon the Tarn. But the story does not end, even so far as
|
||
|
concerns Pont de Montvert, with the departure of the Camisards.
|
||
|
The career of Seguier was brief and bloody. Two more priests and a
|
||
|
whole family at Ladeveze, from the father to the servants, fell by
|
||
|
his hand or by his orders; and yet he was but a day or two at
|
||
|
large, and restrained all the time by the presence of the soldiery.
|
||
|
Taken at length by a famous soldier of fortune, Captain Poul, he
|
||
|
appeared unmoved before his judges.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Your name?' they asked.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Pierre Seguier.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Why are you called Spirit?'
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Because the Spirit of the Lord is with me.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Your domicile?'
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Lately in the desert, and soon in heaven.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Have you no remorse for your crimes?'
|
||
|
|
||
|
'I have committed none. MY SOUL IS LIKE A GARDEN FULL OF SHELTER
|
||
|
AND OF FOUNTAINS.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
At Pont de Montvert, on the 12th of August, he had his right hand
|
||
|
stricken from his body, and was burned alive. And his soul was
|
||
|
like a garden? So perhaps was the soul of Du Chayla, the Christian
|
||
|
martyr. And perhaps if you could read in my soul, or I could read
|
||
|
in yours, our own composure might seem little less surprising.
|
||
|
|
||
|
Du Chayla's house still stands, with a new roof, beside one of the
|
||
|
bridges of the town; and if you are curious you may see the
|
||
|
terrace-garden into which he dropped.
|
||
|
|
||
|
IN THE VALLEY OF THE TARN
|
||
|
|
||
|
A NEW road leads from Pont de Montvert to Florac by the valley of
|
||
|
the Tarn; a smooth sandy ledge, it runs about half-way between the
|
||
|
summit of the cliffs and the river in the bottom of the valley; and
|
||
|
I went in and out, as I followed it, from bays of shadow into
|
||
|
promontories of afternoon sun. This was a pass like that of
|
||
|
Killiecrankie; a deep turning gully in the hills, with the Tarn
|
||
|
making a wonderful hoarse uproar far below, and craggy summits
|
||
|
standing in the sunshine high above. A thin fringe of ash-trees
|
||
|
ran about the hill-tops, like ivy on a ruin; but on the lower
|
||
|
slopes, and far up every glen, the Spanish chestnut-trees stood
|
||
|
each four-square to heaven under its tented foliage. Some were
|
||
|
planted, each on its own terrace no larger than a bed; some,
|
||
|
trusting in their roots, found strength to grow and prosper and be
|
||
|
straight and large upon the rapid slopes of the valley; others,
|
||
|
where there was a margin to the river, stood marshalled in a line
|
||
|
and mighty like cedars of Lebanon. Yet even where they grew most
|
||
|
thickly they were not to be thought of as a wood, but as a herd of
|
||
|
stalwart individuals; and the dome of each tree stood forth
|
||
|
separate and large, and as it were a little hill, from among the
|
||
|
domes of its companions. They gave forth a faint sweet perfume
|
||
|
which pervaded the air of the afternoon; autumn had put tints of
|
||
|
gold and tarnish in the green; and the sun so shone through and
|
||
|
kindled the broad foliage, that each chestnut was relieved against
|
||
|
another, not in shadow, but in light. A humble sketcher here laid
|
||
|
down his pencil in despair.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I wish I could convey a notion of the growth of these noble trees;
|
||
|
of how they strike out boughs like the oak, and trail sprays of
|
||
|
drooping foliage like the willow; of how they stand on upright
|
||
|
fluted columns like the pillars of a church; or like the olive,
|
||
|
from the most shattered bole can put out smooth and youthful
|
||
|
shoots, and begin a new life upon the ruins of the old. Thus they
|
||
|
partake of the nature of many different trees; and even their
|
||
|
prickly top-knots, seen near at hand against the sky, have a
|
||
|
certain palm-like air that impresses the imagination. But their
|
||
|
individuality, although compounded of so many elements, is but the
|
||
|
richer and the more original. And to look down upon a level filled
|
||
|
with these knolls of foliage, or to see a clan of old unconquerable
|
||
|
chestnuts cluster 'like herded elephants' upon the spur of a
|
||
|
mountain, is to rise to higher thoughts of the powers that are in
|
||
|
Nature.
|
||
|
|
||
|
Between Modestine's laggard humour and the beauty of the scene, we
|
||
|
made little progress all that afternoon; and at last finding the
|
||
|
sun, although still far from setting, was already beginning to
|
||
|
desert the narrow valley of the Tarn, I began to cast about for a
|
||
|
place to camp in. This was not easy to find; the terraces were too
|
||
|
narrow, and the ground, where it was unterraced, was usually too
|
||
|
steep for a man to lie upon. I should have slipped all night, and
|
||
|
awakened towards morning with my feet or my head in the river.
|
||
|
|
||
|
After perhaps a mile, I saw, some sixty feet above the road, a
|
||
|
little plateau large enough to hold my sack, and securely parapeted
|
||
|
by the trunk of an aged and enormous chestnut. Thither, with
|
||
|
infinite trouble, I goaded and kicked the reluctant Modestine, and
|
||
|
there I hastened to unload her. There was only room for myself
|
||
|
upon the plateau, and I had to go nearly as high again before I
|
||
|
found so much as standing-room for the ass. It was on a heap of
|
||
|
rolling stones, on an artificial terrace, certainly not five feet
|
||
|
square in all. Here I tied her to a chestnut, and having given her
|
||
|
corn and bread and made a pile of chestnut-leaves, of which I found
|
||
|
her greedy, I descended once more to my own encampment.
|
||
|
|
||
|
The position was unpleasantly exposed. One or two carts went by
|
||
|
upon the road; and as long as daylight lasted I concealed myself,
|
||
|
for all the world like a hunted Camisard, behind my fortification
|
||
|
of vast chestnut trunk; for I was passionately afraid of discovery
|
||
|
and the visit of jocular persons in the night. Moreover, I saw
|
||
|
that I must be early awake; for these chestnut gardens had been the
|
||
|
scene of industry no further gone than on the day before. The
|
||
|
slope was strewn with lopped branches, and here and there a great
|
||
|
package of leaves was propped against a trunk; for even the leaves
|
||
|
are serviceable, and the peasants use them in winter by way of
|
||
|
fodder for their animals. I picked a meal in fear and trembling,
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half lying down to hide myself from the road; and I daresay I was
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as much concerned as if I had been a scout from Joani's band above
|
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|
upon the Lozere, or from Salomon's across the Tarn, in the old
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|
times of psalm-singing and blood. Or, indeed, perhaps more; for
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the Camisards had a remarkable confidence in God; and a tale comes
|
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|
back into my memory of how the Count of Gevaudan, riding with a
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party of dragoons and a notary at his saddlebow to enforce the oath
|
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of fidelity in all the country hamlets, entered a valley in the
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woods, and found Cavalier and his men at dinner, gaily seated on
|
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the grass, and their hats crowned with box-tree garlands, while
|
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fifteen women washed their linen in the stream. Such was a field
|
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festival in 1703; at that date Antony Watteau would be painting
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similar subjects.
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This was a very different camp from that of the night before in the
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cool and silent pine-woods. It was warm and even stifling in the
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valley. The shrill song of frogs, like the tremolo note of a
|
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whistle with a pea in it, rang up from the river-side before the
|
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|
sun was down. In the growing dusk, faint rustlings began to run to
|
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and fro among the fallen leaves; from time to time a faint chirping
|
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or cheeping noise would fall upon my ear; and from time to time I
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thought I could see the movement of something swift and indistinct
|
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between the chestnuts. A profusion of large ants swarmed upon the
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ground; bats whisked by, and mosquitoes droned overhead. The long
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boughs with their bunches of leaves hung against the sky like
|
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garlands; and those immediately above and around me had somewhat
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the air of a trellis which should have been wrecked and half
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overthrown in a gale of wind.
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Sleep for a long time fled my eyelids; and just as I was beginning
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to feel quiet stealing over my limbs, and settling densely on my
|
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|
mind, a noise at my head startled me broad awake again, and, I will
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frankly confess it, brought my heart into my mouth.
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It was such a noise as a person would make scratching loudly with a
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finger-nail; it came from under the knapsack which served me for a
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pillow, and it was thrice repeated before I had time to sit up and
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turn about. Nothing was to be seen, nothing more was to be heard,
|
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|
but a few of these mysterious rustlings far and near, and the
|
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ceaseless accompaniment of the river and the frogs. I learned next
|
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|
day that the chestnut gardens are infested by rats; rustling,
|
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|
chirping, and scraping were probably all due to these; but the
|
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|
puzzle, for the moment, was insoluble, and I had to compose myself
|
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|
for sleep, as best I could, in wondering uncertainty about my
|
||
|
neighbours.
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|
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|
I was wakened in the grey of the morning (Monday, 30th September)
|
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by the sound of foot-steps not far off upon the stones, and opening
|
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|
my eyes, I beheld a peasant going by among the chestnuts by a
|
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|
footpath that I had not hitherto observed. He turned his head
|
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|
neither to the right nor to the left, and disappeared in a few
|
||
|
strides among the foliage. Here was an escape! But it was plainly
|
||
|
more than time to be moving. The peasantry were abroad; scarce
|
||
|
less terrible to me in my nondescript position than the soldiers of
|
||
|
Captain Poul to an undaunted Camisard. I fed Modestine with what
|
||
|
haste I could; but as I was returning to my sack, I saw a man and a
|
||
|
boy come down the hillside in a direction crossing mine. They
|
||
|
unintelligibly hailed me, and I replied with inarticulate but
|
||
|
cheerful sounds, and hurried forward to get into my gaiters.
|
||
|
|
||
|
The pair, who seemed to be father and son, came slowly up to the
|
||
|
plateau, and stood close beside me for some time in silence. The
|
||
|
bed was open, and I saw with regret my revolver lying patently
|
||
|
disclosed on the blue wool. At last, after they had looked me all
|
||
|
over, and the silence had grown laughably embarrassing, the man
|
||
|
demanded in what seemed unfriendly tones:
|
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|
||
|
'You have slept here?'
|
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|
||
|
'Yes,' said I. 'As you see.'
|
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|
||
|
'Why?' he asked.
|
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|
||
|
'My faith,' I answered lightly, 'I was tired.'
|
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|
||
|
He next inquired where I was going and what I had had for dinner;
|
||
|
and then, without the least transition, 'C'EST BIEN,' he added,
|
||
|
'come along.' And he and his son, without another word, turned off
|
||
|
to the next chestnut-tree but one, which they set to pruning. The
|
||
|
thing had passed of more simply than I hoped. He was a grave,
|
||
|
respectable man; and his unfriendly voice did not imply that he
|
||
|
thought he was speaking to a criminal, but merely to an inferior.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I was soon on the road, nibbling a cake of chocolate and seriously
|
||
|
occupied with a case of conscience. Was I to pay for my night's
|
||
|
lodging? I had slept ill, the bed was full of fleas in the shape
|
||
|
of ants, there was no water in the room, the very dawn had
|
||
|
neglected to call me in the morning. I might have missed a train,
|
||
|
had there been any in the neighbourhood to catch. Clearly, I was
|
||
|
dissatisfied with my entertainment; and I decided I should not pay
|
||
|
unless I met a beggar.
|
||
|
|
||
|
The valley looked even lovelier by morning; and soon the road
|
||
|
descended to the level of the river. Here, in a place where many
|
||
|
straight and prosperous chestnuts stood together, making an aisle
|
||
|
upon a swarded terrace, I made my morning toilette in the water of
|
||
|
the Tarn. It was marvellously clear, thrillingly cool; the soap-
|
||
|
suds disappeared as if by magic in the swift current, and the white
|
||
|
boulders gave one a model for cleanliness. To wash in one of God's
|
||
|
rivers in the open air seems to me a sort of cheerful solemnity or
|
||
|
semi-pagan act of worship. To dabble among dishes in a bedroom may
|
||
|
perhaps make clean the body; but the imagination takes no share in
|
||
|
such a cleansing. I went on with a light and peaceful heart, and
|
||
|
sang psalms to the spiritual ear as I advanced.
|
||
|
|
||
|
Suddenly up came an old woman, who point-blank demanded alms.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Good,' thought I; 'here comes the waiter with the bill.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
And I paid for my night's lodging on the spot. Take it how you
|
||
|
please, but this was the first and the last beggar that I met with
|
||
|
during all my tour.
|
||
|
|
||
|
A step or two farther I was overtaken by an old man in a brown
|
||
|
nightcap, clear-eyed, weather-beaten, with a faint excited smile.
|
||
|
A little girl followed him, driving two sheep and a goat; but she
|
||
|
kept in our wake, while the old man walked beside me and talked
|
||
|
about the morning and the valley. It was not much past six; and
|
||
|
for healthy people who have slept enough, that is an hour of
|
||
|
expansion and of open and trustful talk.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'CONNAISSEZ-VOUS LE SEIGNEUR?' he said at length.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I asked him what Seigneur he meant; but he only repeated the
|
||
|
question with more emphasis and a look in his eyes denoting hope
|
||
|
and interest.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Ah,' said I, pointing upwards, 'I understand you now. Yes, I know
|
||
|
Him; He is the best of acquaintances.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
The old man said he was delighted. 'Hold,' he added, striking his
|
||
|
bosom; 'it makes me happy here.' There were a few who knew the
|
||
|
Lord in these valleys, he went on to tell me; not many, but a few.
|
||
|
'Many are called.' he quoted, 'and few chosen.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
'My father,' said I, 'it is not easy to say who know the Lord; and
|
||
|
it is none of our business. Protestants and Catholics, and even
|
||
|
those who worship stones, may know Him and be known by Him; for He
|
||
|
has made all.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
I did not know I was so good a preacher.
|
||
|
|
||
|
The old man assured me he thought as I did, and repeated his
|
||
|
expressions of pleasure at meeting me. 'We are so few,' he said.
|
||
|
'They call us Moravians here; but down in the Department of Gard,
|
||
|
where there are also a good number, they are called Derbists, after
|
||
|
an English pastor.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
I began to understand that I was figuring, in questionable taste,
|
||
|
as a member of some sect to me unknown; but I was more pleased with
|
||
|
the pleasure of my companion than embarrassed by my own equivocal
|
||
|
position. Indeed, I can see no dishonesty in not avowing a
|
||
|
difference; and especially in these high matters, where we have all
|
||
|
a sufficient assurance that, whoever may be in the wrong, we
|
||
|
ourselves are not completely in the right. The truth is much
|
||
|
talked about; but this old man in a brown nightcap showed himself
|
||
|
so simple, sweet, and friendly, that I am not unwilling to profess
|
||
|
myself his convert. He was, as a matter of fact, a Plymouth
|
||
|
Brother. Of what that involves in the way of doctrine I have no
|
||
|
idea nor the time to inform myself; but I know right well that we
|
||
|
are all embarked upon a troublesome world, the children of one
|
||
|
Father, striving in many essential points to do and to become the
|
||
|
same. And although it was somewhat in a mistake that he shook
|
||
|
hands with me so often and showed himself so ready to receive my
|
||
|
words, that was a mistake of the truth-finding sort. For charity
|
||
|
begins blindfold; and only through a series of similar
|
||
|
misapprehensions rises at length into a settled principle of love
|
||
|
and patience, and a firm belief in all our fellow-men. If I
|
||
|
deceived this good old man, in the like manner I would willingly go
|
||
|
on to deceive others. And if ever at length, out of our separate
|
||
|
and sad ways, we should all come together into one common house, I
|
||
|
have a hope, to which I cling dearly, that my mountain Plymouth
|
||
|
Brother will hasten to shake hands with me again.
|
||
|
|
||
|
Thus, talking like Christian and Faithful by the way, he and I came
|
||
|
down upon a hamlet by the Tarn. It was but a humble place, called
|
||
|
La Vernede, with less than a dozen houses, and a Protestant chapel
|
||
|
on a knoll. Here he dwelt; and here, at the inn, I ordered my
|
||
|
breakfast. The inn was kept by an agreeable young man, a stone-
|
||
|
breaker on the road, and his sister, a pretty and engaging girl.
|
||
|
The village schoolmaster dropped in to speak with the stranger.
|
||
|
And these were all Protestants - a fact which pleased me more than
|
||
|
I should have expected; and, what pleased me still more, they
|
||
|
seemed all upright and simple people. The Plymouth Brother hung
|
||
|
round me with a sort of yearning interest, and returned at least
|
||
|
thrice to make sure I was enjoying my meal. His behaviour touched
|
||
|
me deeply at the time, and even now moves me in recollection. He
|
||
|
feared to intrude, but he would not willingly forego one moment of
|
||
|
my society; and he seemed never weary of shaking me by the hand.
|
||
|
|
||
|
When all the rest had drifted off to their day's work, I sat for
|
||
|
near half an hour with the young mistress of the house, who talked
|
||
|
pleasantly over her seam of the chestnut harvest, and the beauties
|
||
|
of the Tarn, and old family affections, broken up when young folk
|
||
|
go from home, yet still subsisting. Hers, I am sure, was a sweet
|
||
|
nature, with a country plainness and much delicacy underneath; and
|
||
|
he who takes her to his heart will doubtless be a fortunate young
|
||
|
man.
|
||
|
|
||
|
The valley below La Vernede pleased me more and more as I went
|
||
|
forward. Now the hills approached from either hand, naked and
|
||
|
crumbling, and walled in the river between cliffs; and now the
|
||
|
valley widened and became green. The road led me past the old
|
||
|
castle of Miral on a steep; past a battlemented monastery, long
|
||
|
since broken up and turned into a church and parsonage; and past a
|
||
|
cluster of black roofs, the village of Cocures, sitting among
|
||
|
vineyards, and meadows, and orchards thick with red apples, and
|
||
|
where, along the highway, they were knocking down walnuts from the
|
||
|
roadside trees, and gathering them in sacks and baskets. The
|
||
|
hills, however much the vale might open, were still tall and bare,
|
||
|
with cliffy battlements and here and there a pointed summit; and
|
||
|
the Tarn still rattled through the stones with a mountain noise. I
|
||
|
had been led, by bagmen of a picturesque turn of mind, to expect a
|
||
|
horrific country after the heart of Byron; but to my Scottish eyes
|
||
|
it seemed smiling and plentiful, as the weather still gave an
|
||
|
impression of high summer to my Scottish body; although the
|
||
|
chestnuts were already picked out by the autumn, and the poplars,
|
||
|
that here began to mingle with them, had turned into pale gold
|
||
|
against the approach of winter.
|
||
|
|
||
|
There was something in this landscape, smiling although wild, that
|
||
|
explained to me the spirit of the Southern Covenanters. Those who
|
||
|
took to the hills for conscience' sake in Scotland had all gloomy
|
||
|
and bedevilled thoughts; for once that they received God's comfort
|
||
|
they would be twice engaged with Satan; but the Camisards had only
|
||
|
bright and supporting visions. They dealt much more in blood, both
|
||
|
given and taken; yet I find no obsession of the Evil One in their
|
||
|
records. With a light conscience, they pursued their life in these
|
||
|
rough times and circumstances. The soul of Seguier, let us not
|
||
|
forget, was like a garden. They knew they were on God's side, with
|
||
|
a knowledge that has no parallel among the Scots; for the Scots,
|
||
|
although they might be certain of the cause, could never rest
|
||
|
confident of the person.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'We flew,' says one old Camisard, 'when we heard the sound of
|
||
|
psalm-singing, we flew as if with wings. We felt within us an
|
||
|
animating ardour, a transporting desire. The feeling cannot be
|
||
|
expressed in words. It is a thing that must have been experienced
|
||
|
to be understood. However weary we might be, we thought no more of
|
||
|
our weariness, and grew light so soon as the psalms fell upon our
|
||
|
ears.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
The valley of the Tarn and the people whom I met at La Vernede not
|
||
|
only explain to me this passage, but the twenty years of suffering
|
||
|
which those, who were so stiff and so bloody when once they betook
|
||
|
themselves to war, endured with the meekness of children and the
|
||
|
constancy of saints and peasants.
|
||
|
|
||
|
FLORAC
|
||
|
|
||
|
ON a branch of the Tarn stands Florac, the seat of a sub-
|
||
|
prefecture, with an old castle, an alley of planes, many quaint
|
||
|
street-corners, and a live fountain welling from the hill. It is
|
||
|
notable, besides, for handsome women, and as one of the two
|
||
|
capitals, Alais being the other, of the country of the Camisards.
|
||
|
|
||
|
The landlord of the inn took me, after I had eaten, to an adjoining
|
||
|
cafe, where I, or rather my journey, became the topic of the
|
||
|
afternoon. Every one had some suggestion for my guidance; and the
|
||
|
sub-prefectorial map was fetched from the sub-prefecture itself,
|
||
|
and much thumbed among coffee-cups and glasses of liqueur. Most of
|
||
|
these kind advisers were Protestant, though I observed that
|
||
|
Protestant and Catholic intermingled in a very easy manner; and it
|
||
|
surprised me to see what a lively memory still subsisted of the
|
||
|
religious war. Among the hills of the south-west, by Mauchline,
|
||
|
Cumnock, or Carsphairn, in isolated farms or in the manse, serious
|
||
|
Presbyterian people still recall the days of the great persecution,
|
||
|
and the graves of local martyrs are still piously regarded. But in
|
||
|
towns and among the so-called better classes, I fear that these old
|
||
|
doings have become an idle tale. If you met a mixed company in the
|
||
|
King's Arms at Wigton, it is not likely that the talk would run on
|
||
|
Covenanters. Nay, at Muirkirk of Glenluce, I found the beadle's
|
||
|
wife had not so much as heard of Prophet Peden. But these Cevenols
|
||
|
were proud of their ancestors in quite another sense; the war was
|
||
|
their chosen topic; its exploits were their own patent of nobility;
|
||
|
and where a man or a race has had but one adventure, and that
|
||
|
heroic, we must expect and pardon some prolixity of reference.
|
||
|
They told me the country was still full of legends hitherto
|
||
|
uncollected; I heard from them about Cavalier's descendants - not
|
||
|
direct descendants, be it understood, but only cousins or nephews -
|
||
|
who were still prosperous people in the scene of the boy-general's
|
||
|
exploits; and one farmer had seen the bones of old combatants dug
|
||
|
up into the air of an afternoon in the nineteenth century, in a
|
||
|
field where the ancestors had fought, and the great-grandchildren
|
||
|
were peaceably ditching.
|
||
|
|
||
|
Later in the day one of the Protestant pastors was so good as to
|
||
|
visit me: a young man, intelligent and polite, with whom I passed
|
||
|
an hour or two in talk. Florac, he told me, is part Protestant,
|
||
|
part Catholic; and the difference in religion is usually doubled by
|
||
|
a difference in politics. You may judge of my surprise, coming as
|
||
|
I did from such a babbling purgatorial Poland of a place as
|
||
|
Monastier, when I learned that the population lived together on
|
||
|
very quiet terms; and there was even an exchange of hospitalities
|
||
|
between households thus doubly separated. Black Camisard and White
|
||
|
Camisard, militiaman and Miquelet and dragoon, Protestant prophet
|
||
|
and Catholic cadet of the White Cross, they had all been sabring
|
||
|
and shooting, burning, pillaging, and murdering, their hearts hot
|
||
|
with indignant passion; and here, after a hundred and seventy
|
||
|
years, Protestant is still Protestant, Catholic still Catholic, in
|
||
|
mutual toleration and mild amity of life. But the race of man,
|
||
|
like that indomitable nature whence it sprang, has medicating
|
||
|
virtues of its own; the years and seasons bring various harvests;
|
||
|
the sun returns after the rain; and mankind outlives secular
|
||
|
animosities, as a single man awakens from the passions of a day.
|
||
|
We judge our ancestors from a more divine position; and the dust
|
||
|
being a little laid with several centuries, we can see both sides
|
||
|
adorned with human virtues and fighting with a show of right.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I have never thought it easy to be just, and find it daily even
|
||
|
harder than I thought. I own I met these Protestants with a
|
||
|
delight and a sense of coming home. I was accustomed to speak
|
||
|
their language, in another and deeper sense of the word than that
|
||
|
which distinguishes between French and English; for the true Babel
|
||
|
is a divergence upon morals. And hence I could hold more free
|
||
|
communication with the Protestants, and judge them more justly,
|
||
|
than the Catholics. Father Apollinaris may pair off with my
|
||
|
mountain Plymouth Brother as two guileless and devout old men; yet
|
||
|
I ask myself if I had as ready a feeling for the virtues of the
|
||
|
Trappist; or, had I been a Catholic, if I should have felt so
|
||
|
warmly to the dissenter of La Vernede. With the first I was on
|
||
|
terms of mere forbearance; but with the other, although only on a
|
||
|
misunderstanding and by keeping on selected points, it was still
|
||
|
possible to hold converse and exchange some honest thoughts. In
|
||
|
this world of imperfection we gladly welcome even partial
|
||
|
intimacies. And if we find but one to whom we can speak out of our
|
||
|
heart freely, with whom we can walk in love and simplicity without
|
||
|
dissimulation, we have no ground of quarrel with the world or God.
|
||
|
|
||
|
IN THE VALLEY OF THE MIMENTE
|
||
|
|
||
|
ON Tuesday, 1st October, we left Florac late in the afternoon, a
|
||
|
tired donkey and tired donkey-driver. A little way up the Tarnon,
|
||
|
a covered bridge of wood introduced us into the valley of the
|
||
|
Mimente. Steep rocky red mountains overhung the stream; great oaks
|
||
|
and chestnuts grew upon the slopes or in stony terraces; here and
|
||
|
there was a red field of millet or a few apple-trees studded with
|
||
|
red apples; and the road passed hard by two black hamlets, one with
|
||
|
an old castle atop to please the heart of the tourist.
|
||
|
|
||
|
It was difficult here again to find a spot fit for my encampment.
|
||
|
Even under the oaks and chestnuts the ground had not only a very
|
||
|
rapid slope, but was heaped with loose stones; and where there was
|
||
|
no timber the hills descended to the stream in a red precipice
|
||
|
tufted with heather. The sun had left the highest peak in front of
|
||
|
me, and the valley was full of the lowing sound of herdsmen's horns
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as they recalled the flocks into the stable, when I spied a bight
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of meadow some way below the roadway in an angle of the river.
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Thither I descended, and, tying Modestine provisionally to a tree,
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proceeded to investigate the neighbourhood. A grey pearly evening
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shadow filled the glen; objects at a little distance grew
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indistinct and melted bafflingly into each other; and the darkness
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was rising steadily like an exhalation. I approached a great oak
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which grew in the meadow, hard by the river's brink; when to my
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disgust the voices of children fell upon my ear, and I beheld a
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house round the angle on the other bank. I had half a mind to pack
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and be gone again, but the growing darkness moved me to remain. I
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had only to make no noise until the night was fairly come, and
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trust to the dawn to call me early in the morning. But it was hard
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to be annoyed by neighbours in such a great hotel.
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A hollow underneath the oak was my bed. Before I had fed Modestine
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and arranged my sack, three stars were already brightly shining,
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and the others were beginning dimly to appear. I slipped down to
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the river, which looked very black among its rocks, to fill my can;
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and dined with a good appetite in the dark, for I scrupled to light
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a lantern while so near a house. The moon, which I had seen a
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pallid crescent all afternoon, faintly illuminated the summit of
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the hills, but not a ray fell into the bottom of the glen where I
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was lying. The oak rose before me like a pillar of darkness; and
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overhead the heartsome stars were set in the face of the night. No
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|
one knows the stars who has not slept, as the French happily put
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it, A LA BELLE ETOILE. He may know all their names and distances
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and magnitudes, and yet be ignorant of what alone concerns mankind,
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- their serene and gladsome influence on the mind. The greater
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|
part of poetry is about the stars; and very justly, for they are
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|
themselves the most classical of poets. These same far-away
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worlds, sprinkled like tapers or shaken together like a diamond
|
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dust upon the sky, had looked not otherwise to Roland or Cavalier,
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|
when, in the words of the latter, they had 'no other tent but the
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sky, and no other bed than my mother earth.'
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All night a strong wind blew up the valley, and the acorns fell
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|
pattering over me from the oak. Yet, on this first night of
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October, the air was as mild as May, and I slept with the fur
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thrown back.
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I was much disturbed by the barking of a dog, an animal that I fear
|
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|
more than any wolf. A dog is vastly braver, and is besides
|
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|
supported by the sense of duty. If you kill a wolf, you meet with
|
||
|
encouragement and praise; but if you kill a dog, the sacred rights
|
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|
of property and the domestic affections come clamouring round you
|
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|
for redress. At the end of a fagging day, the sharp cruel note of
|
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|
a dog's bark is in itself a keen annoyance; and to a tramp like
|
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|
myself, he represents the sedentary and respectable world in its
|
||
|
most hostile form. There is something of the clergyman or the
|
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|
lawyer about this engaging animal; and if he were not amenable to
|
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|
stones, the boldest man would shrink from travelling afoot. I
|
||
|
respect dogs much in the domestic circle; but on the highway, or
|
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|
sleeping afield, I both detest and fear them.
|
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|
|
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|
I was wakened next morning (Wednesday, October 2nd) by the same dog
|
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|
- for I knew his bark - making a charge down the bank, and then,
|
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|
seeing me sit up, retreating again with great alacrity. The stars
|
||
|
were not yet quite extinguished. The heaven was of that enchanting
|
||
|
mild grey-blue of the early morn. A still clear light began to
|
||
|
fall, and the trees on the hillside were outlined sharply against
|
||
|
the sky. The wind had veered more to the north, and no longer
|
||
|
reached me in the glen; but as I was going on with my preparations,
|
||
|
it drove a white cloud very swiftly over the hill-top; and looking
|
||
|
up, I was surprised to see the cloud dyed with gold. In these high
|
||
|
regions of the air, the sun was already shining as at noon. If
|
||
|
only the clouds travelled high enough, we should see the same thing
|
||
|
all night long. For it is always daylight in the fields of space.
|
||
|
|
||
|
As I began to go up the valley, a draught of wind came down it out
|
||
|
of the seat of the sunrise, although the clouds continued to run
|
||
|
overhead in an almost contrary direction. A few steps farther, and
|
||
|
I saw a whole hillside gilded with the sun; and still a little
|
||
|
beyond, between two peaks, a centre of dazzling brilliancy appeared
|
||
|
floating in the sky, and I was once more face to face with the big
|
||
|
bonfire that occupies the kernel of our system.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I met but one human being that forenoon, a dark military-looking
|
||
|
wayfarer, who carried a game-bag on a baldric; but he made a remark
|
||
|
that seems worthy of record. For when I asked him if he were
|
||
|
Protestant or Catholic -
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Oh,' said he, 'I make no shame of my religion. I am a Catholic.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
He made no shame of it! The phrase is a piece of natural
|
||
|
statistics; for it is the language of one in a minority. I thought
|
||
|
with a smile of Bavile and his dragoons, and how you may ride
|
||
|
rough-shod over a religion for a century, and leave it only the
|
||
|
more lively for the friction. Ireland is still Catholic; the
|
||
|
Cevennes still Protestant. It is not a basketful of law-papers,
|
||
|
nor the hoofs and pistol-butts of a regiment of horse, that can
|
||
|
change one tittle of a ploughman's thoughts. Outdoor rustic people
|
||
|
have not many ideas, but such as they have are hardy plants, and
|
||
|
thrive flourishingly in persecution. One who has grown a long
|
||
|
while in the sweat of laborious noons, and under the stars at
|
||
|
night, a frequenter of hills and forests, an old honest countryman,
|
||
|
has, in the end, a sense of communion with the powers of the
|
||
|
universe, and amicable relations towards his God. Like my mountain
|
||
|
Plymouth Brother, he knows the Lord. His religion does not repose
|
||
|
upon a choice of logic; it is the poetry of the man's experience,
|
||
|
the philosophy of the history of his life. God, like a great
|
||
|
power, like a great shining sun, has appeared to this simple fellow
|
||
|
in the course of years, and become the ground and essence of his
|
||
|
least reflections; and you may change creeds and dogmas by
|
||
|
authority, or proclaim a new religion with the sound of trumpets,
|
||
|
if you will; but here is a man who has his own thoughts, and will
|
||
|
stubbornly adhere to them in good and evil. He is a Catholic, a
|
||
|
Protestant, or a Plymouth Brother, in the same indefeasible sense
|
||
|
that a man is not a woman, or a woman not a man. For he could not
|
||
|
vary from his faith, unless he could eradicate all memory of the
|
||
|
past, and, in a strict and not a conventional meaning, change his
|
||
|
mind.
|
||
|
|
||
|
THE HEART OF THE COUNTRY
|
||
|
|
||
|
I WAS now drawing near to Cassagnas, a cluster of black roofs upon
|
||
|
the hillside, in this wild valley, among chestnut gardens, and
|
||
|
looked upon in the clear air by many rocky peaks. The road along
|
||
|
the Mimente is yet new, nor have the mountaineers recovered their
|
||
|
surprise when the first cart arrived at Cassagnas. But although it
|
||
|
lay thus apart from the current of men's business, this hamlet had
|
||
|
already made a figure in the history of France. Hard by, in
|
||
|
caverns of the mountain, was one of the five arsenals of the
|
||
|
Camisards; where they laid up clothes and corn and arms against
|
||
|
necessity, forged bayonets and sabres, and made themselves
|
||
|
gunpowder with willow charcoal and saltpetre boiled in kettles. To
|
||
|
the same caves, amid this multifarious industry, the sick and
|
||
|
wounded were brought up to heal; and there they were visited by the
|
||
|
two surgeons, Chabrier and Tavan, and secretly nursed by women of
|
||
|
the neighbourhood.
|
||
|
|
||
|
Of the five legions into which the Camisards were divided, it was
|
||
|
the oldest and the most obscure that had its magazines by
|
||
|
Cassagnas. This was the band of Spirit Seguier; men who had joined
|
||
|
their voices with his in the 68th Psalm as they marched down by
|
||
|
night on the archpriest of the Cevennes. Seguier, promoted to
|
||
|
heaven, was succeeded by Salomon Couderc, whom Cavalier treats in
|
||
|
his memoirs as chaplain-general to the whole army of the Camisards.
|
||
|
He was a prophet; a great reader of the heart, who admitted people
|
||
|
to the sacrament or refused them, by 'intensively viewing every
|
||
|
man' between the eyes; and had the most of the Scriptures off by
|
||
|
rote. And this was surely happy; since in a surprise in August
|
||
|
1703, he lost his mule, his portfolios, and his Bible. It is only
|
||
|
strange that they were not surprised more often and more
|
||
|
effectually; for this legion of Cassagnas was truly patriarchal in
|
||
|
its theory of war, and camped without sentries, leaving that duty
|
||
|
to the angels of the God for whom they fought. This is a token,
|
||
|
not only of their faith, but of the trackless country where they
|
||
|
harboured. M. de Caladon, taking a stroll one fine day, walked
|
||
|
without warning into their midst, as he might have walked into 'a
|
||
|
flock of sheep in a plain,' and found some asleep and some awake
|
||
|
and psalm-singing. A traitor had need of no recommendation to
|
||
|
insinuate himself among their ranks, beyond 'his faculty of singing
|
||
|
psalms'; and even the prophet Salomon 'took him into a particular
|
||
|
friendship.' Thus, among their intricate hills, the rustic troop
|
||
|
subsisted; and history can attribute few exploits to them but
|
||
|
sacraments and ecstasies.
|
||
|
|
||
|
People of this tough and simple stock will not, as I have just been
|
||
|
saying, prove variable in religion; nor will they get nearer to
|
||
|
apostasy than a mere external conformity like that of Naaman in the
|
||
|
house of Rimmon. When Louis XVI., in the words of the edict,
|
||
|
'convinced by the uselessness of a century of persecutions, and
|
||
|
rather from necessity than sympathy,' granted at last a royal grace
|
||
|
of toleration, Cassagnas was still Protestant; and to a man, it is
|
||
|
so to this day. There is, indeed, one family that is not
|
||
|
Protestant, but neither is it Catholic. It is that of a Catholic
|
||
|
CURE in revolt, who has taken to his bosom a schoolmistress. And
|
||
|
his conduct, it is worth noting, is disapproved by the Protestant
|
||
|
villagers.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'It is a bad idea for a man,' said one, 'to go back from his
|
||
|
engagements.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
The villagers whom I saw seemed intelligent after a countrified
|
||
|
fashion, and were all plain and dignified in manner. As a
|
||
|
Protestant myself, I was well looked upon, and my acquaintance with
|
||
|
history gained me further respect. For we had something not unlike
|
||
|
a religious controversy at table, a gendarme and a merchant with
|
||
|
whom I dined being both strangers to the place, and Catholics. The
|
||
|
young men of the house stood round and supported me; and the whole
|
||
|
discussion was tolerantly conducted, and surprised a man brought up
|
||
|
among the infinitesimal and contentious differences of Scotland.
|
||
|
The merchant, indeed, grew a little warm, and was far less pleased
|
||
|
than some others with my historical acquirements. But the gendarme
|
||
|
was mighty easy over it all.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'It's a bad idea for a man to change,' said he; and the remark was
|
||
|
generally applauded.
|
||
|
|
||
|
That was not the opinion of the priest and soldier at Our Lady of
|
||
|
the Snows. But this is a different race; and perhaps the same
|
||
|
great-heartedness that upheld them to resist, now enables them to
|
||
|
differ in a kind spirit. For courage respects courage; but where a
|
||
|
faith has been trodden out, we may look for a mean and narrow
|
||
|
population. The true work of Bruce and Wallace was the union of
|
||
|
the nations; not that they should stand apart a while longer,
|
||
|
skirmishing upon their borders; but that, when the time came, they
|
||
|
might unite with self-respect.
|
||
|
|
||
|
The merchant was much interested in my journey, and thought it
|
||
|
dangerous to sleep afield.
|
||
|
|
||
|
'There are the wolves,' said he; 'and then it is known you are an
|
||
|
Englishman. The English have always long purses, and it might very
|
||
|
well enter into some one's head to deal you an ill blow some
|
||
|
night.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
I told him I was not much afraid of such accidents; and at any rate
|
||
|
judged it unwise to dwell upon alarms or consider small perils in
|
||
|
the arrangement of life. Life itself, I submitted, was a far too
|
||
|
risky business as a whole to make each additional particular of
|
||
|
danger worth regard. 'Something,' said I, 'might burst in your
|
||
|
inside any day of the week, and there would be an end of you, if
|
||
|
you were locked into your room with three turns of the key.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
'CEPENDANT,' said he, 'COUCHER DEHORS!'
|
||
|
|
||
|
'God,' said I, 'is everywhere.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
'CEPENDANT, COUCHER DEHORS!' he repeated, and his voice was
|
||
|
eloquent of terror.
|
||
|
|
||
|
He was the only person, in all my voyage, who saw anything hardy in
|
||
|
so simple a proceeding; although many considered it superfluous.
|
||
|
Only one, on the other hand, professed much delight in the idea;
|
||
|
and that was my Plymouth Brother, who cried out, when I told him I
|
||
|
sometimes preferred sleeping under the stars to a close and noisy
|
||
|
ale-house, 'Now I see that you know the Lord!'
|
||
|
|
||
|
The merchant asked me for one of my cards as I was leaving, for he
|
||
|
said I should be something to talk of in the future, and desired me
|
||
|
to make a note of his request and reason; a desire with which I
|
||
|
have thus complied.
|
||
|
|
||
|
A little after two I struck across the Mimente, and took a rugged
|
||
|
path southward up a hillside covered with loose stones and tufts of
|
||
|
heather. At the top, as is the habit of the country, the path
|
||
|
disappeared; and I left my she-ass munching heather, and went
|
||
|
forward alone to seek a road.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I was now on the separation of two vast water-sheds; behind me all
|
||
|
the streams were bound for the Garonne and the Western Ocean;
|
||
|
before me was the basin of the Rhone. Hence, as from the Lozere,
|
||
|
you can see in clear weather the shining of the Gulf of Lyons; and
|
||
|
perhaps from here the soldiers of Salomon may have watched for the
|
||
|
topsails of Sir Cloudesley Shovel, and the long-promised aid from
|
||
|
England. You may take this ridge as lying in the heart of the
|
||
|
country of the Camisards; four of the five legions camped all round
|
||
|
it and almost within view - Salomon and Joani to the north,
|
||
|
Castanet and Roland to the south; and when Julien had finished his
|
||
|
famous work, the devastation of the High Cevennes, which lasted all
|
||
|
through October and November 1703, and during which four hundred
|
||
|
and sixty villages and hamlets were, with fire and pickaxe, utterly
|
||
|
subverted, a man standing on this eminence would have looked forth
|
||
|
upon a silent, smokeless, and dispeopled land. Time and man's
|
||
|
activity have now repaired these ruins; Cassagnas is once more
|
||
|
roofed and sending up domestic smoke; and in the chestnut gardens,
|
||
|
in low and leafy corners, many a prosperous farmer returns, when
|
||
|
the day's work is done, to his children and bright hearth. And
|
||
|
still it was perhaps the wildest view of all my journey. Peak upon
|
||
|
peak, chain upon chain of hills ran surging southward, channelled
|
||
|
and sculptured by the winter streams, feathered from head to foot
|
||
|
with chestnuts, and here and there breaking out into a coronal of
|
||
|
cliffs. The sun, which was still far from setting, sent a drift of
|
||
|
misty gold across the hill-tops, but the valleys were already
|
||
|
plunged in a profound and quiet shadow.
|
||
|
|
||
|
A very old shepherd, hobbling on a pair of sticks, and wearing a
|
||
|
black cap of liberty, as if in honour of his nearness to the grave,
|
||
|
directed me to the road for St. Germain de Calberte. There was
|
||
|
something solemn in the isolation of this infirm and ancient
|
||
|
creature. Where he dwelt, how he got upon this high ridge, or how
|
||
|
he proposed to get down again, were more than I could fancy. Not
|
||
|
far off upon my right was the famous Plan de Font Morte, where Poul
|
||
|
with his Armenian sabre slashed down the Camisards of Seguier.
|
||
|
This, methought, might be some Rip van Winkle of the war, who had
|
||
|
lost his comrades, fleeing before Poul, and wandered ever since
|
||
|
upon the mountains. It might be news to him that Cavalier had
|
||
|
surrendered, or Roland had fallen fighting with his back against an
|
||
|
olive. And while I was thus working on my fancy, I heard him
|
||
|
hailing in broken tones, and saw him waving me to come back with
|
||
|
one of his two sticks. I had already got some way past him; but,
|
||
|
leaving Modestine once more, retraced my steps.
|
||
|
|
||
|
Alas, it was a very commonplace affair. The old gentleman had
|
||
|
forgot to ask the pedlar what he sold, and wished to remedy this
|
||
|
neglect.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I told him sternly, 'Nothing.'
|
||
|
|
||
|
'Nothing?' cried he.
|
||
|
|
||
|
I repeated 'Nothing,' and made off.
|
||
|
|
||
|
It's odd to think of, but perhaps I thus became as inexplicable to
|
||
|
the old man as he had been to me.
|
||
|
|
||
|
The road lay under chestnuts, and though I saw a hamlet or two
|
||
|
below me in the vale, and many lone houses of the chestnut farmers,
|
||
|
it was a very solitary march all afternoon; and the evening began
|
||
|
early underneath the trees. But I heard the voice of a woman
|
||
|
singing some sad, old, endless ballad not far off. It seemed to be
|
||
|
about love and a BEL AMOUREUX, her handsome sweetheart; and I
|
||
|
wished I could have taken up the strain and answered her, as I went
|
||
|
on upon my invisible woodland way, weaving, like Pippa in the poem,
|
||
|
my own thoughts with hers. What could I have told her? Little
|
||
|
enough; and yet all the heart requires. How the world gives and
|
||
|
takes away, and brings sweethearts near only to separate them again
|
||
|
into distant and strange lands; but to love is the great amulet
|
||
|
which makes the world a garden; and 'hope, which comes to all,'
|
||
|
outwears the accidents of life, and reaches with tremulous hand
|
||
|
beyond the grave and death. Easy to say: yea, but also, by God's
|
||
|
mercy, both easy and grateful to believe!
|
||
|
|
||
|
We struck at last into a wide white high-road carpeted with
|
||
|
noiseless dust. The night had come; the moon had been shining for
|
||
|
a long while upon the opposite mountain; when on turning a corner
|
||
|
my donkey and I issued ourselves into her light. I had emptied out
|
||
|
my brandy at Florac, for I could bear the stuff no longer, and
|
||
|
replaced it with some generous and scented Volnay; and now I drank
|
||
|
to the moon's sacred majesty upon the road. It was but a couple of
|
||
|
mouthfuls; yet I became thenceforth unconscious of my limbs, and my
|
||
|
blood flowed with luxury. Even Modestine was inspired by this
|
||
|
purified nocturnal sunshine, and bestirred her little hoofs as to a
|
||
|
livelier measure. The road wound and descended swiftly among
|
||
|
masses of chestnuts. Hot dust rose from our feet and flowed away.
|
||
|
Our two shadows - mine deformed with the knapsack, hers comically
|
||
|
bestridden by the pack - now lay before us clearly outlined on the
|
||
|
road, and now, as we turned a corner, went off into the ghostly
|
||
|
distance, and sailed along the mountain like clouds. From time to
|
||
|
time a warm wind rustled down the valley, and set all the chestnuts
|
||
|
dangling their bunches of foliage and fruit; the ear was filled
|
||
|
with whispering music, and the shadows danced in tune. And next
|
||
|
moment the breeze had gone by, and in all the valley nothing moved
|
||
|
except our travelling feet. On the opposite slope, the monstrous
|
||
|
ribs and gullies of the mountain were faintly designed in the
|
||
|
moonshine; and high overhead, in some lone house, there burned one
|
||
|
lighted window, one square spark of red in the huge field of sad
|
||
|
nocturnal colouring.
|
||
|
|
||
|
At a certain point, as I went downward, turning many acute angles,
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the moon disappeared behind the hill; and I pursued my way in great
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darkness, until another turning shot me without preparation into
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St. Germain de Calberte. The place was asleep and silent, and
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buried in opaque night. Only from a single open door, some
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lamplight escaped upon the road to show me that I was come among
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men's habitations. The two last gossips of the evening, still
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talking by a garden wall, directed me to the inn. The landlady was
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getting her chicks to bed; the fire was already out, and had, not
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without grumbling, to be rekindled; half an hour later, and I must
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have gone supperless to roost.
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THE LAST DAY
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WHEN I awoke (Thursday, 2nd October), and, hearing a great
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flourishing of cocks and chuckling of contented hens, betook me to
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the window of the clean and comfortable room where I had slept the
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night, I looked forth on a sunshiny morning in a deep vale of
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chestnut gardens. It was still early, and the cockcrows, and the
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slanting lights, and the long shadows encouraged me to be out and
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look round me.
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St. Germain de Calberte is a great parish nine leagues round about.
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At the period of the wars, and immediately before the devastation,
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it was inhabited by two hundred and seventy-five families, of which
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only nine were Catholic; and it took the CURE seventeen September
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days to go from house to house on horseback for a census. But the
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place itself, although capital of a canton, is scarce larger than a
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hamlet. It lies terraced across a steep slope in the midst of
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mighty chestnuts. The Protestant chapel stands below upon a
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shoulder; in the midst of the town is the quaint old Catholic
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church.
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It was here that poor Du Chayla, the Christian martyr, kept his
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library and held a court of missionaries; here he had built his
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tomb, thinking to lie among a grateful population whom he had
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redeemed from error; and hither on the morrow of his death they
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brought the body, pierced with two-and-fifty wounds, to be
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interred. Clad in his priestly robes, he was laid out in state in
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the church. The CURE, taking his text from Second Samuel,
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twentieth chapter and twelfth verse, 'And Amasa wallowed in his
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blood in the highway,' preached a rousing sermon, and exhorted his
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brethren to die each at his post, like their unhappy and
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illustrious superior. In the midst of this eloquence there came a
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breeze that Spirit Seguier was near at hand; and behold! all the
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assembly took to their horses' heels, some east, some west, and the
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CURE himself as far as Alais.
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Strange was the position of this little Catholic metropolis, a
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thimbleful of Rome, in such a wild and contrary neighbourhood. On
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the one hand, the legion of Salomon overlooked it from Cassagnas;
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on the other, it was cut off from assistance by the legion of
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Roland at Mialet. The CURE, Louvrelenil, although he took a panic
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at the arch-priest's funeral, and so hurriedly decamped to Alais,
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stood well by his isolated pulpit, and thence uttered fulminations
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against the crimes of the Protestants. Salomon besieged the
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village for an hour and a half, but was beaten back. The
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militiamen, on guard before the CURE'S door, could be heard, in the
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black hours, singing Protestant psalms and holding friendly talk
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with the insurgents. And in the morning, although not a shot had
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been fired, there would not be a round of powder in their flasks.
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Where was it gone? All handed over to the Camisards for a
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consideration. Untrusty guardians for an isolated priest!
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That these continual stirs were once busy in St. Germain de
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Calberte, the imagination with difficulty receives; all is now so
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quiet, the pulse of human life now beats so low and still in this
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hamlet of the mountains. Boys followed me a great way off, like a
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timid sort of lion-hunters; and people turned round to have a
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second look, or came out of their houses, as I went by. My passage
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was the first event, you would have fancied, since the Camisards.
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There was nothing rude or forward in this observation; it was but a
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pleased and wondering scrutiny, like that of oxen or the human
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infant; yet it wearied my spirits, and soon drove me from the
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street.
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I took refuge on the terraces, which are here greenly carpeted with
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sward, and tried to imitate with a pencil the inimitable attitudes
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of the chestnuts as they bear up their canopy of leaves. Ever and
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again a little wind went by, and the nuts dropped all around me,
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with a light and dull sound, upon the sward. The noise was as of a
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thin fall of great hailstones; but there went with it a cheerful
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human sentiment of an approaching harvest and farmers rejoicing in
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their gains. Looking up, I could see the brown nut peering through
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the husk, which was already gaping; and between the stems the eye
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embraced an amphitheatre of hill, sunlit and green with leaves.
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I have not often enjoyed a place more deeply. I moved in an
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atmosphere of pleasure, and felt light and quiet and content. But
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perhaps it was not the place alone that so disposed my spirit.
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Perhaps some one was thinking of me in another country; or perhaps
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some thought of my own had come and gone unnoticed, and yet done me
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good. For some thoughts, which sure would be the most beautiful,
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vanish before we can rightly scan their features; as though a god,
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travelling by our green highways, should but ope the door, give one
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smiling look into the house, and go again for ever. Was it Apollo,
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or Mercury, or Love with folded wings? Who shall say? But we go
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the lighter about our business, and feel peace and pleasure in our
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hearts.
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I dined with a pair of Catholics. They agreed in the condemnation
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of a young man, a Catholic, who had married a Protestant girl and
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gone over to the religion of his wife. A Protestant born they
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could understand and respect; indeed, they seemed to be of the mind
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of an old Catholic woman, who told me that same day there was no
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difference between the two sects, save that 'wrong was more wrong
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for the Catholic,' who had more light and guidance; but this of a
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man's desertion filled them with contempt.
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'It is a bad idea for a man to change,' said one.
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It may have been accidental, but you see how this phrase pursued
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me; and for myself, I believe it is the current philosophy in these
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parts. I have some difficulty in imagining a better. It's not
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only a great flight of confidence for a man to change his creed and
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go out of his family for heaven's sake; but the odds are - nay, and
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the hope is - that, with all this great transition in the eyes of
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man, he has not changed himself a hairbreadth to the eyes of God.
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Honour to those who do so, for the wrench is sore. But it argues
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something narrow, whether of strength or weakness, whether of the
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prophet or the fool, in those who can take a sufficient interest in
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such infinitesimal and human operations, or who can quit a
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friendship for a doubtful process of the mind. And I think I
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should not leave my old creed for another, changing only words for
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other words; but by some brave reading, embrace it in spirit and
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truth, and find wrong as wrong for me as for the best of other
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communions
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The phylloxera was in the neighbourhood; and instead of wine we
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drank at dinner a more economical juice of the grape - La
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Parisienne, they call it. It is made by putting the fruit whole
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into a cask with water; one by one the berries ferment and burst;
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what is drunk during the day is supplied at night in water: so,
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with ever another pitcher from the well, and ever another grape
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exploding and giving out its strength, one cask of Parisienne may
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last a family till spring. It is, as the reader will anticipate, a
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feeble beverage, but very pleasant to the taste.
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What with dinner and coffee, it was long past three before I left
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St. Germain de Calberte. I went down beside the Gardon of Mialet,
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a great glaring watercourse devoid of water, and through St.
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Etienne de Vallee Francaise, or Val Francesque, as they used to
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call it; and towards evening began to ascend the hill of St.
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Pierre. It was a long and steep ascent. Behind me an empty
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carriage returning to St. Jean du Gard kept hard upon my tracks,
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and near the summit overtook me. The driver, like the rest of the
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world, was sure I was a pedlar; but, unlike others, he was sure of
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what I had to sell. He had noticed the blue wool which hung out of
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my pack at either end; and from this he had decided, beyond my
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power to alter his decision, that I dealt in blue-wool collars,
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such as decorate the neck of the French draught-horse.
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I had hurried to the topmost powers of Modestine, for I dearly
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desired to see the view upon the other side before the day had
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faded. But it was night when I reached the summit; the moon was
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riding high and clear; and only a few grey streaks of twilight
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lingered in the west. A yawning valley, gulfed in blackness, lay
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like a hole in created nature at my feet; but the outline of the
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hills was sharp against the sky. There was Mount Aigoal, the
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stronghold of Castanet. And Castanet, not only as an active
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undertaking leader, deserves some mention among Camisards; for
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there is a spray of rose among his laurel; and he showed how, even
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in a public tragedy, love will have its way. In the high tide of
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war he married, in his mountain citadel, a young and pretty lass
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called Mariette. There were great rejoicings; and the bridegroom
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released five-and-twenty prisoners in honour of the glad event.
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Seven months afterwards, Mariette, the Princess of the Cevennes, as
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they called her in derision, fell into the hands of the
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authorities, where it was like to have gone hard with her. But
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Castanet was a man of execution, and loved his wife. He fell on
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Valleraugue, and got a lady there for a hostage; and for the first
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and last time in that war there was an exchange of prisoners.
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Their daughter, pledge of some starry night upon Mount Aigoal, has
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left descendants to this day.
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Modestine and I - it was our last meal together - had a snack upon
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the top of St. Pierre, I on a heap of stones, she standing by me in
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the moonlight and decorously eating bread out of my hand. The poor
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brute would eat more heartily in this manner; for she had a sort of
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affection for me, which I was soon to betray.
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It was a long descent upon St. Jean du Gard, and we met no one but
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a carter, visible afar off by the glint of the moon on his
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extinguished lantern.
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Before ten o'clock we had got in and were at supper; fifteen miles
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and a stiff hill in little beyond six hours!
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FAREWELL, MODESTINE!
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ON examination, on the morning of October 3rd, Modestine was
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pronounced unfit for travel. She would need at least two days'
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repose, according to the ostler; but I was now eager to reach Alais
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for my letters; and, being in a civilised country of stage-coaches,
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I determined to sell my lady friend and be off by the diligence
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that afternoon. Our yesterday's march, with the testimony of the
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driver who had pursued us up the long hill of St. Pierre, spread a
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favourable notion of my donkey's capabilities. Intending
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purchasers were aware of an unrivalled opportunity. Before ten I
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had an offer of twenty-five francs; and before noon, after a
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desperate engagement, I sold her, saddle and all, for five-and-
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thirty. The pecuniary gain is not obvious, but I had bought
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freedom into the bargain.
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St Jean du Gard is a large place, and largely Protestant. The
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maire, a Protestant, asked me to help him in a small matter which
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is itself characteristic of the country. The young women of the
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Cevennes profit by the common religion and the difference of the
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language to go largely as governesses into England; and here was
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one, a native of Mialet, struggling with English circulars from two
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different agencies in London. I gave what help I could; and
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volunteered some advice, which struck me as being excellent.
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One thing more I note. The phylloxera has ravaged the vineyards in
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this neighbourhood; and in the early morning, under some chestnuts
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by the river, I found a party of men working with a cider-press. I
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could not at first make out what they were after, and asked one
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fellow to explain.
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'Making cider,' he said. 'OUI, C'EST COMME CA. COMME DANS LE
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NORD!'
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There was a ring of sarcasm in his voice: the country was going to
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the devil.
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It was not until I was fairly seated by the driver, and rattling
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through a rocky valley with dwarf olives, that I became aware of my
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bereavement. I had lost Modestine. Up to that moment I had
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thought I hated her; but now she was gone,
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'And oh!
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The difference to me!'
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For twelve days we had been fast companions; we had travelled
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upwards of a hundred and twenty miles, crossed several respectable
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ridges, and jogged along with our six legs by many a rocky and many
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a boggy by-road. After the first day, although sometimes I was
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hurt and distant in manner, I still kept my patience; and as for
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her, poor soul! she had come to regard me as a god. She loved to
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eat out of my hand. She was patient, elegant in form, the colour
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of an ideal mouse, and inimitably small. Her faults were those of
|
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her race and sex; her virtues were her own. Farewell, and if for
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ever -
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Father Adam wept when he sold her to me; after I had sold her in my
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turn, I was tempted to follow his example; and being alone with a
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stage-driver and four or five agreeable young men, I did not
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hesitate to yield to my emotion.
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